#really self

ok but hyperfocus can be such a pain i was trying to take a twenty minute break and watch monster factory, and five minutes in i was back to writing about how different forms of media affect narrative structure because im IN THAT ZONE now and i cant stop thinking about it

Okay so the problem is lately I come up with a story concept, small one, like “Tucker and Grif get drunk and bitch about their sex/romantic lives” and then next thing I know it’s a thousand words, three major scene shifts and only like a third of the way done. And eventually I run out of steam and fall asleep. Which is why I have six half finished google docs. 

You know, one problem with writing the way I do is that even mundane, seemingly simple scenes turn into weird, timey-wimey, balls of probability. Is the bottle in the MC's hand, or on the counter? Have they put their hair down yet? Is the plot line going route A, route B, or route quadruple-C? Is Schrodinger's cat alive or dead? Have we even foreshadowed the existence of the cat yet? Someone please tell me, because if the drafts say anything, it's that apparently I don't fucking know.

Why am I playing sims at 6 in the morning???