Mar 29
i think ive cried so much today that tears just arent coming out anymore
#𐔌 . ⋮ ✚ “ its okay its okay its okay youre okay ” ‿‿#𐔌 . ⋮ ✚ “ —augustine ” ‿‿#im sorry i keep#sadposting#so much shit has happened in the month of march#i miss my uncle#i miss my uncle really bad#ive bearly told anyone this but#he died#really recently#nd i just#dont think#that’s been good on how ive been processing my emotions i loved him a lot#a lot a lot#he let me try his beer multiple times before#i always didnt like it but#maybe#i wanna try it again fo rhim#i miss him#i miss him so bad#i still have another uncle from that side of the family but#i wasnt ever as close to him as i was to the one that died#i never went to the thing my grandparents hosted for him because i really would not be able to handle their tears#but im really regretting that#i was#told the night be for ehe died#i never got to see him in the hisptial my dad didnt let me go#canour moodboosters actually mood boost i dont wanna think about this anymore#you guys aren t in cofront for no fucking reason#i wanna curl up in myself and bawl my eyes out until i calm down
