The Suggestion that I’ve Started to Accept: As A Real Procrastinator Pro
I’ve ever watched tons of videos, podcasts, a few of tumblr posts, about how to stop procrastinating. BUT i’ve never found someone who exactly knows how we as the REAL pro of procrastinating feels :’)
My first impression for this video was actually ‘Well, cool bujo, she might share the free printable one (my free-ass im sorry) why don’t click?’ And so i clicked with the expectation that the video will contain the overall common tips about how to stop procrastinating, such as making timetables, reasonable to - do list, the amount of to-do lists per day, and etc. No offence for people who have genuinely shared those tips, i do admit that being organized can be a key for disciplince, being independent without caring our motivation fluctuation, and ended up being productive, what im gonna say might be an excuse, but i guess everything doesn;t need to happen in the same time? aka something whih can be so difficult to happen in our life might happen after you learn and ‘practice’ it step by step in order to gain the solid faith and establishment.
As I’ve mentioned before, the reason i recommend this video is that Estella (the youtuber) describes greatly how the real procrastinator feels. About what the us the procrastinator pro have ever been through, the ups, and downs, the failed efforts without knowing why it could happend again and again. The actions that some of us the procrastinor might have done be like making the 30 days study plan. Because we failed, we then reduce it into 20 days study plans, anad because those are too much we made daily to do lists, in which we ended up writing not ony the upcoming assignments but also our revising ‘ideas’ (if this aint me that i couldn’t decipher which one is the daily to do lists or monthly to do lists, and i ended up by couldn’t prioritize them although i had classified them into tables 🙃) until.. we ended up being a deadliner, and probably some of us ended up conveying their feelings in the diary, which i saw the scene from teh video as a symbolization of us being (however) deeply dissappointed with ourselves but we can’t tell other people because we know exactly that the mistake is on us, and prob we didn’t want anyone to blame us (is it me only? :( ) about the pro procrastinating that we almost can’t help.
And the suggestion that she gave was actually quite controversial for me, and kind of plot twist too in which i never thinking about it before. (Well, a friend of mine who is feeling the same anxiety and deppresion as me has ever slightly mentioned about this, but i took it as a life advice, not about procrastinating.)
So yeah, in short, i never knew that i could agree to someone this fast until i watched the video. :’) Thank you, Elissa!