#readytomingle

I cried, like I got depressed i had to call a friend. The universe started handing me things I needed and knew that I deserved but didnt have the skills to get. That opened the doors for me, getting out my comfort zone. Facing my fears as scared and tensed and angry as it makes me. I faced my fears and it led me back home where I grew up. Everything felt perfect and right like a glove that was knitted to fit my exact measurement. I felt what I havent felt in my entire relationship.. the misty rainbow I saw was literally because of my storm. I was crying on my bathroom toilet it was midday mid weekend my boyfriend just dumped me and i ended up doing things i have never done before.

So thats my advice to anyone going through any type of heartache. My advice is doing something you have never done before. And remember that one yes, one opprounity can lead to a whole journey you never imagined. And sometimes that yes is different then you expected because you still holding onto that no. The doors closed, dont be like me sitting by the door crying. Walk down the fucking hall and find your open doors, get out your comfort zone of misery and find a new comfort zone of joy. Blast some music. Pray read the Bible! It helps! My morning anxiety is the worst. But great things happen when you call on God.