#rawstalker

I fucking love being parasocial. As soon as someone catches my attention, whether online or in real life, I like to imagine I have a whole life with them, maybe thinking we're best friends. Or perhaps we are two lovers deeply in love and obsessed with each other, even though that person doesn't even know me or speak to me. In my mind we already have that connection; there's no need for so much formality or conversation. Stalking is my favorite pastime; likes or comments are a way of saying "notice me." Even if, to that person, I'm just another face in the crowd. But I'll always be there; if that person catches my eye, you can be sure I won't leave. They don't know me, but they don't need to when that connection, however fake or ridiculous it may be, we are made for each other. Friends or lovers. It doesn't matter, they could be anything. I'll pretend we have things in common, we'll go for a walk and we'll match bracelets. I don't fucking care how crazy it is.