#raurgh

thinking about how. out of everything. the csa I went through. the bullying. the emotional abuse. the things that have actually fucked me up the most have happened inside hospitals and psychiatric institutions. the complete removal of autonomy. paired with everyone around you justifying your lack of autonomy 24/7. really not like many other experiences a person can have

with all due respect. sometimes when people are trying to 'educate' about kink they really do take their own desires for granted in a way that completely delegitimises the various other ways it is possible to experience kink and kinky sex. maybe power exchange isn't about hierarchy FOR YOU but you can't act like that's universal. you need to leave room for the fact that some people get their rocks off to the same things as you but for different reasons or different things for the same reasons or whatever. the point is not to create a list of valid reasons to have xyz kink. the point is radical body autonomy. anything less than that is worthless

fuck you Australian Government

im literally a good dog someone should pet me and perhaps give me treats or a bone to chew on

I got so excited thinking I found the fic I was looking for but alas...

So, day of my birth, I was just chillin' in the womb, gettin' ready to make moves, when for no apparent reason this Dr. Dilweed decides to check my heart rate, because that's what he does all the time.  At the tip of the monitor is a little screw that goes into the top of the head, however he screwed into the back, which resulted in keloids, surgical removal, and a bald spot.  I've come to terms with everything except for why the Doctor did it in the first place. 

I have a feeling that this Scout I'm RPing with is the same Scout that's been rping with me every night but they dON'T TALK ENOUGH