Jul 30, 2025
sometimes i feel like im not good enough to be a system. like i dont hear them enough, or we're not conscious-separated enough.
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sometimes i feel like im not good enough to be a system. like i dont hear them enough, or we're not conscious-separated enough.
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sighs. does anyone else just get like, really scared to split? so much that you have to keep your life at a complete standstill as much as possible, because if anything changes you might split, and what if it's another introject? and you can't have more. You have too many already. What I'm saying is, does anyone else get scared like this? -several anons
see i like my source and all my headmates' sources but it's too much effort to research and stay on top of everything, which contributes to the idea that we're not enough of a fan to interact with source stuff, which leads to we're unworthy to be fictives. if you see what i'm getting at. -pierce
pretty sure the others want me to be a gatekeeper now. i can see why they'd choose me, seeing as i am the person with the most insys initiative here, but honestly it just makes me angry. they're going to use it to make me do what they want to do. i'm the hunter-queller and i quite like that job. they hate it, so what?? i'm not going to change myself for them. They can form someone new or assign someone else to it as long as they stay out of my way and out of my job i could not care less. -xandra
shits fucked but we move -byrri
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hay did u know life sucsk?
yah i hate this lowkey. two of us are fused. i think? the eh problem is that they jumped right into it. i think not both of them fullyy agreed? but they agreed enough to try keeping the fuse (they were blended? and it was blendy enough they decided to just fuse). we're too scared to touch anything (by touch we mean focus on). it's like all of headmate A is fused but only part of headmate B is.
i don't know what to do. does nayone have suggests? i don't even know if anyone will see thi but. it hink we need a little help from the elder plurals... -blurry/dissociated/generally-confused
i think im a fusion but im worried i might actually be a blend. or im just worried about everything really :3 bc i dunno if i should update sp and make a new pk proxy, or if i should just wait it out! i dunno, i might even be stretching back out into who i was before already :/ it's just so confusing. i want to be myself who is me now, but my old selves were cool too! i don't know what i want! i don't know what i should do. it's really annoying. sorry for venting ok goodbye!! - Mystie/Branzy
i'm just saying it really sucks when the self-doubt about everything starts kicking in.
why don't they talk to me? do thay not like me? do they just not want to be online? are they just so bored of me they don't care? what did i d wrong to make them ignore me like this?
so maybe sucks a little -ashley