#rap?

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I'm gonna grab the mic

For just a minute

Straight droppin' some truth

But you ain't in it

You out there partying

Puttin' your life on a shelf

Well I'm an introverted fool

At home touchin' myself

You can't compete

With my rappin' artistry

Cuz I got plenty of time

Here at home in solitary

I can practice my craft

And learn some cookin' skills

You wasting your time

Fillin' up at McDonald's

So I sit at home and eat

Yeah, maybe I'm fat

But I get to avoid the public

And I'm down with that

So I'm gonna revert

Keep being a pervert

Prolong being an introvert

I drop the mic at this part

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Yo

Peace to my introverts

Word up from the Notorious T.I.M.

Hiding at home

Twenty Twenty Five

Just stayin' alive

I'm the fool for wanting a little more of you, for letting myself be and believe that you could, when you can't even let yourself be and believe.

It always me who has to dance and smile, and try to make things better for you even when it meant that i had to let a part of me die.

I'm the faulty one for wanting to be better, when i should have stayed a bad person and never put myself back together.

It shouldn't have come to all of this, i should have kept my mouth shut and keep away from your ears what i feel.

“I’m so glad shes gone, she was nothing but a toxic influence anyways”

good to know that’s how you see me

like a toxin 

like trash

like everything we’ve said or done or could have been

can be burned  to away ash

good to know I’m just a horrible person

in a world full of horrible peaple

we’re all fucking horrible aren’t we?

No

Not you

Or your stupid fucking friends

its always just us

not you 

not them

Good to know I’m just a pariste to you

it’s like the whole fucking world revolves around you

Doesn’t it

not me 

I don’t have feelings

I’m just a stupid fucking bug on your perfect fucking self

one that needs to be extemated

without reagrds

for itself

Good to know I’m nothing but an “it” to you

Not like a have a name or a soul or a gender

those are just for people

witch I chose to surrender

to you

when I chose not to fall in line

when I chose not to put your whole life above mine

Well fuck you

ALL of you 

who go and think we’re trash you can just though away

Go on with you’re life to another sunny day without us

We’re people

We feel

we’re not just yours to crush

and no mater what you say

you will not hurt us

We’re stong

And yeah

I don’t care what we did

Or how old you are 

we’re all only kids

 deep down

just trying to put up a face

that we know what we’re doing 

that we wont be earased

becuase we will

in the end we’ll all be forgotten

like you forgot about me

Because I was oh so rotten 

Well guess what

it’s good to know where you stand

I hope one day you know

how it feels to be

unmaned

forgoten

and left out to dry

I know where you stand

Time to sober up again.

You fucked it up..again.

Maybe she wasn’t perfect, hell who is?

But she was worth it.

she was enough.

She IS enough.

You pushed her away cuz you decided to listen to the thoughts and others words then your other side of the brain.

You’ll never change, if you don’t learn how to toughen up.

Battle yourself and stop giving up.

STOP FUCKING GIVING UP.

You are enough.

Brenda you are ENOUGH.

You have to fucking change.

you let another one get away.

Be brave. Be fucking BRAVE.

She might never come back so don’t even hope for that.

Focus on you cuz the progress you thought you made, shows you still have some growing to do.

Mend your wounds and get through.