I love this damn blog too much not to come back and start it up with a vengence. Tumblr was the place I went to rant abt shit noone cared abt. Its abt time to get back into it once again. Shoutout to the real ones still rockin with this classic social media outlet. I dont want it to die like myspace! Lol

I sit here wondering bitch how could you be so stupid why would you let these humans step on your soul like it was nothing but a mere throw rug in the corner irrelevant and unwanted. I cant protect you forever and I wont keep making it okay for this to happen. Do you know if they care do you want to know will knowing make your life better?? NO BITCH NO IT DONT GO DOWN LIKE THAT. Get your act together and do what needs to be done. Check your emotions at the door cause noone feels the way you feel and thats okay. I need it to be okay because at the end of it all you came in the world alone and you will go out the exact same way. Make your mark keep your head above the bullshit stream anf you will be okay noone can keep you from your destiny Tahneya. You need to make your life work for you otherwise you fail and you die and noone remembers how great you can be. Naw noone sees that noone sees exactly how in your feelings you are as a human and thats okay. You need not explain your every step to a person and they arent goin to either and thats okay. Essentially you dont need anyone else and thats okay it will be okay. So if you want to move back to Denver after 13 years and literally start from the very bottom of life thats okay millions of humans do it everyday and you can to. If you wanna really go to japan you have to do your best gotta make all these niggas see exactly what they could have had with you whether its platonic or romantic stick to your MUTHER FUCKING PLAN BITCH or you might as well drown in the thickness of reality and end it like you always wanted. BITCH YOU TRIED IT AND THATS NOT GONNA HAPPEN SO STOP LETTING EVERY SINGLE PERSON YOU COME IN CONTACT WITH BE PART OF YOUR WORLD BECAUSE WHETHER IT IS FRIEND OR LOVER SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO FUCK YOU OVER AND RAIN ON YOUR PARADE. Some folks will call you an emotional wreck and thats okay because you know what Teeya I love you and you dont need nobody else. And that right there is on our mutha fuckin word. It may sound selfish but you deserve to be the way you believe will bring you the accolades you always wanted to earn on your own. Fuck being in the shadows fuck being scared fuck giving your all for humans who dont care to give you shit in return. Just because you know them doesnt mean they are right for your life. I love you Tahneya Nicole and YOU DONT NEED NOBODY ELSE. YOURS TRULY...........

I want to but lets but honest this worldvisnt exactly understanding. It will say it is all day but secretly they just dont get it. So ill stay where im at in life and hope the future is more positive.

I dont give a fuuuuuuuuuuck!

InsanityOfShe

Zohan.