#radaradarada

I think my issue is that I get really attached to people that I keep close to me. For somethings this can be a disadvantage because I can develop feels and confuse their meaning. I get lonely and I use the relationships around me to fill the void and as soon as someone doesn't fulfill what I am looking for (constant communication and a growth of a relationship) I start to look for someone or something that will. This is why my relationships do not typically last. I am a junky for connections with others and selfish to some degree. I constantly look for more people because others gain their own relationships and focus on other factors more than ours so I have to move on. This is signaled by tone of voice and frequency of contact towards people who would usually gain my constant attention

So Ruby and I were visiting our friend, that passed, at the cemetery and on the way out we thought we found 20 dollars but there was actually two 20's and we split it and this was a nice day for me because we were hungry and we went to get food afterwards . Thanks Anthony for watching our backs :)