#r.n.

"Do i still taste of war?

Can you still feel the battles on my skin

stitched across my back?

Am i still rebuilding bone by fragile bone?"

I guess I’ve just kind of… accepted that I’ll probably be single for a long time. Not a good acceptance, just like a defeated acceptance. I really don’t want to be single forever, I have a lot of love to give and I’m ready to date again. But it just seems like it won’t happen. Every attempt I’ve made to get out and date people has failed. So I dunno what to do.