#purality

Quick doodle to go along with vent.

I hate my mind. It’s genuinely so messed up, idk what’s going on. We recently found out about being plural, and realised that that was us. We have two alters, Gray (they/he, aromantic) and Clove (they/ she bisexual), but instead of just switching between each other occasionally noooo we just both sit inside our brain, and we’re always there. Gray is the host, and is there most of the time, but Clove is just always in the background, and she doesn’t even say anything bad, and is the calm and peaceful side of us. Like Clove is a green colour and Gray is red. And when Clove ‘takes charge’ so to speak, Gray doesn’t go away. Also, we’re not diagnosed with anything, and we don’t think w have anything, but we know there’s not just one person in there, and we feel like we sound insane anytime we talk about jt.

on top of that, we have separated ourselves from reality, so that whenever we look in the mirror, we are just flushed with disappointment that we don’t look like what we picture in our heads, which is different for each of us.

The fish are mostly nice to each other

No one has eaten each other… recently

We enjoy visitors especially frequent visitors

Like, we don't even know where to start with finding discord servers, plus we kinda lost all our social skills for some reason /silly

I... Wouldn't even know where to begin...

Would you want something realistic, sci-fi, or fantasy? Do you even want a unified theme? Our Wonderland is a mix of disjointed areas from Abby's medieval castle to an alien space station café to my modern home. And who even knows where or when Almond's tree house is?

One thing you might have noticed about ours is that we all kind of have our own locations and just visit each other's. Not every place needs to be for the whole system.

Also, you mention in your intro post being introject heavy. So maybe you can use a location already familiar to the sources of system members. We don't use any fictional places for our main recurring locations, but we have visited locations from the Boiling Isles, the streets of Piltover, the MCU, and a Galaxy Far Far Away.

And if you try something and it doesn't work for you, you can always just scrap it.

is a song that has been my jam for a long time. i have always really related to it, and never really understood why my mindspace would suddenly gain a new person/fictional character. although the ones from my childhood have morphed into different alters or have completely disappeared. i still have fictives and introjects. this song really used to help me feel like i wasnt alone in that regard.