#psyquiatric

So, this is my sixth month on drugs! hahaha half-year under psychiatric treatment and  it’s so exiting. I feel so much better, I feel awesome, like I could do anything I have been dreaming since ever.

This makes me think about the last year, I was so so bad and I was thinking of killing myself. That was like an eternal night without shining stars and a bright moon. It felt like been under water with no air to breath. I had a lot of ups and downs (without the ups hehe).

Those feelings are gone now! I feel vulnerable, of course, but I’m up to try new things, taste new flavors, meet new people, learn a lot of new things and perhaps open my heart (but maybe it is too early for that).

I am so grateful with the people around me, with those who support me and let me rely on them.