#psy vamp

You are not a burden on the people around you.

There are people who enjoy spending time with you.

Being a psychic vampire is so cool! Like, way to go!

Our sword symbol is super cool. This?

So cool.

You are not a bad person. Feeding on energy does not make you a bad person.

So, I mean, I've been stumbling around for a long while looking for some nice online resources pertaining to therianthropy and vampirism, also some demonology and it's come to my attention that there's very few support groups? Just forums of old and small pockets of active chats at random times on these House sites and such. Now being a sappy psy and wolven hybrid, who's lack of a better term orphaned by the person who struck the awakening on my sad self. I'm in need of a group of people to relate to, and I'm not going to say that the New York supernatural scene is dry and full of cosplayers versus the spiritual understandings of what it is to be a Non-Human on this rock of a planet, but I'm not gonna say it isn't. Now the individual who awakened me and left me to my own devices had been initiated into the scene but has a strong hate towards it, politics, drama and all. Further more had painted me as a liar and fanatic, even after the fact I met with multiple witches and did blood magic and communed with spirits to confirm, I, in fact have a Non-Human lineage. So here I am with this ramble, witch a longing itch I need to scratch. But yeah Non-Human support groups, sound fun, I mean there's a bunch of witch ones so why not?

i feel like a lot of things about feeding as a psi vampire are misinterpreted or not spoken about, so here’s a few things i’ve figured out/researched:

once you feed from a person for the first time instead of just passively taking in energy, you WILL crave energy a lot more. your body has basically taken in more energy than it’s used to and it’s kick-started everything. it can also trigger energetic changes which will require more energy than you needed before

once you feed, you’ll also be more likely to tell different energy sources from each other easier. obviously you’ll need to practice this and it will vary from vamp to vamp, but you’ll most likely very quickly notice a difference in people’s energy, as well as crowd energy at the least

there’s many different ways of feeding and you’ll probably have to experiment a bit to discover what works for you. for example, i scoop up people’s energy from their auras and pat it down into my own, while another vampire i know will imagine the person’s energy seeping up into their pores. feeding can be a very individual thing and there’s no set way to do it

you NEED to feed one way or another. it’s not something that you can just shut off, your body literally needs energy. without feeding you’ll feel awful, fatigued, etc. so please don’t just try to stop taking in energy

you can keep “batteries” (charged crystals) to help you refill if you can’t get any energy, but these can’t sustain you for prolonged periods of time

if I show my fangs, would you tell me that they're cool?