Vampirism seeps into every aspect of your life. Your mind is attuned like a predator. More than likely, you have an intense trauma that awakened you.
That inner beast that wants nothing more than to protect you. To feed you. To grow you into strength. To warn you of enemies. How the fear people feel about you is dangerous. To you.
People will want to fuck you. They will want to be you. They will want to have you inside of them, and be inside of you to merge with that dark aspect of the Goddess. They can only worship you. Anything else is an affront to your divinity.
You can try to be friends. You'll see the glint of satisfaction in their eye when you've let go of your crown to "relate". The disrespect happens long before you even speak with them.
As a telepath, you'll know. You may not feel your own emotions as deeply, but you'll feel theirs. You're still growing, so be patient with yourself. Don't fall into dramatics because you're lying to yourself.
The heart is central to living for all, but especially you. Listen to your heart. Don't fall for the melodramatic trap that people push upon dark ones. Your heart is black? You feel only rage? You're still so young. Time will bend you. Don't let it break you.
Remember, youthfulness is key. Young in heart, mind, and body. Be playful. You're already born of mystery. You don't need to try to be anything you're not.
You'll learn to sniff out the spiritual from the spiritual aesthetic. But you'll draw them all just the same. Have fun with it.
Eat when you're hungry. Let the subtle fluids wash over you. Revel in the ecstasy. You're a part of the circle of life. Discover your own morality.
