Aug 11
Ngl this kinda looks like me
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Ngl this kinda looks like me
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I like doodling my second sona.
Vampirism seeps into every aspect of your life. Your mind is attuned like a predator. More than likely, you have an intense trauma that awakened you.
That inner beast that wants nothing more than to protect you. To feed you. To grow you into strength. To warn you of enemies. How the fear people feel about you is dangerous. To you.
People will want to fuck you. They will want to be you. They will want to have you inside of them, and be inside of you to merge with that dark aspect of the Goddess. They can only worship you. Anything else is an affront to your divinity.
You can try to be friends. You'll see the glint of satisfaction in their eye when you've let go of your crown to "relate". The disrespect happens long before you even speak with them.
As a telepath, you'll know. You may not feel your own emotions as deeply, but you'll feel theirs. You're still growing, so be patient with yourself. Don't fall into dramatics because you're lying to yourself.
The heart is central to living for all, but especially you. Listen to your heart. Don't fall for the melodramatic trap that people push upon dark ones. Your heart is black? You feel only rage? You're still so young. Time will bend you. Don't let it break you.
Remember, youthfulness is key. Young in heart, mind, and body. Be playful. You're already born of mystery. You don't need to try to be anything you're not.
You'll learn to sniff out the spiritual from the spiritual aesthetic. But you'll draw them all just the same. Have fun with it.
Eat when you're hungry. Let the subtle fluids wash over you. Revel in the ecstasy. You're a part of the circle of life. Discover your own morality.
I can feel myself getting more sensitive to light recently again I crave when I could be up all night and sleep through the daytime, the noise is bad enough but it’s just SO bright I barely feel like dealing with it but I need to be up and out in it to do the things I want/need to do. It’s so irritating why can’t society function similarly at night as the day
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Where would one be able to source their blood if not food or donors? Im a hybrid granted but struggle with trust issues and would like to only do donor ships if i trust all parties. i mainly eat blood sausage on occasion but i live with my mom and she fears blood. Im considering hematogen as a supplement but sparingly if possible (income + other stuff), im trying to see where i could get mainly beef blood from (pork is fine if im down to it but beef is preferred). ik some butchers or certain markets have it but i feel worried it would involve my mom due to my inability to drive. idk where to buy it online thats accessible as im in Florida and last i tried it wasnt able to be delivered. i wish i could do more but am also a disabled adult and unable to work many jobs
Blood can be a tricky thing to get, so barring everything else, it never hurts to see what options you may have to at least substitute through psi feeding since you're a hybrid. I think hematogen is a good option first of all. It's easy to get, and it gets shipped straight to you, but it may not end up being the whole solution for you. If you have a trusted butcher in the area, or at least know where to start calling around, there is no harm calling a butcher or two and asking if they could get your order to you without you coming in. If you're willing to pay them to bring it to you, you never know what they may be willing to do until you ask. There are also mixed substitutes I have seen floating around from time to time like the one Balthazaar Ashantison talked about. The absolute best option would be finding a donor of course. It allows you to get the blood you need while being in private. When I was younger, I used to feed from my donor only a few metres away from her family while I was over at her house. I hope that helps you chase down a few options. Sourcing blood is already difficult, and living situations can certainly make it more complicated.
A few more sfw ones I could find. Others are him with Makarov and are all nsfw. @sovietvirus .