#prtcj

Your Hannibal posts are really making me so happy. I’m so glad that you love this show. Most of my friends think I’m mental for being into it.

Oh man. I am a fourth (and hopefully final) year doc student. Everyone I know has had a first week meltdown. "What have I done?" "I fucked up my life so bad!" Give it a little more time, at least thru 1st semester. You will have a better idea then.

It’s good to know I’m not alone then, lol. I think I was hoping for something instantly dissimilar from my master’s programs and am sadly a bit disappointed. That and all my colleagues seem to have their shit together much more than I do. But yeah, I’ll see how the semester goes and if I am still a miserable wreck by the end of it, maybe it’s time to rethink some things.

I am consumed by irrational, hormone driven rage. Mostly at the mess in the house, but my word…if I can restrain myself from burning it down and starting over, I will be very surprised. #oneofthosenights

I bought an Air last year to carry back and forth from campus to home. I LOVE it. My back is so happy.

ARGH. Paperwork sucks.

Everybody gets to complain, whine and gripe sometimes. It's an inalienable right. I swear. Also, I am very glad for you that you think your husband can stand you.

But, don’t you think that I pretty much complain all the time? So embarrassing. I’m sorry everyone. As for my husband, he loves me. He does more than stand me. He is a number one husband and a saving grace. When I count my blessings, his love is always the first item on the list. Which makes all my complaining even more shameful, when I’m so lucky.

cosmoglaut replied to your post “Things that are fucking cracking me today, under the cut, because this...”

"There’s a teensy tiny hole in my sheet. I am a princess. This is unacceptable." This is so utterly adorable! Meanwhile *hugs* (if you want them).

I’m not sure how adorable it is, but... it’s kind of you to say, and thanks for the hugs, because I totally want them. <3

hedwig-dordt replied to your post “Things that are fucking cracking me today, under the cut, because this...”

* hands ice tea * that sucks.

Thanks. Can you make it a boozey one? I think booze would help.

i-will-not-be-caged replied to your post “Things that are fucking cracking me today, under the cut, because this...”

*hugs*

More hugs! Thank you ever so much. I need them.

tea-and-liminality replied to your post “Things that are fucking cracking me today, under the cut, because this...”

I so know these feelings. {{{{hugs}}}}

Thank you so much. It helps to know I’m not alone with these kinds of feelings. Thanks for the hugs. Hugs are very much appreciated. Now if I can just get my head out of my arse.

abitverygood replied to your post “Things that are fucking cracking me today, under the cut, because this...”

Heh. Stupid Microsoft updates. TOO MANY PEOPLE IN TOKYO! I don't have a cat or a husband but I hope my books like me. Summer? Uh-oh. I love summer. Sorry. :D Hang in there and moan away!

I like the you I know, just for the record. Summer! DRATTED SUMMER! Thanks for the permission to moan. Somehow I sense that my moaning is not over.

prtcj replied to your post “Things that are fucking cracking me today, under the cut, because this...”

I recognize these feelings! When I feel this way, it usually signals enormous stress, a period approaching imminently, or emotional exhaustion. Sending hugs and happy thoughts.

Well, enormous(?) stress? Check. Grief? Check. Emotional exhaustion? Check. Period? Just over, so no check. I think the emotional exhaustion, grief and stress are enough to do the job, though, and they are the air I seem to breathe lately. :-( Thanks for the hugs and the happy thoughts. Now if I could just generate more of my own...

I have a sign on my office door. It says "You are going to feel like giving up. Don't." Keep on going. You are almost to the finish line. You can do it because you ARE doing it.

I know.  Thanks :)

What? No...I got it. If you want to change the format, try a logic model? http://www.uwex.edu/ces/pdande/evaluation/evallogicmodel.html

Yeah, I think it's just because she doesn't understand any of what I try to do anymore.  And she thinks it should start with the consumer and throw out the stuff before it.  I might just change the color of the Consumer circle and the Lack of access box to make it slightly more readable? And I might switch two boxes and circles.