#prove them wrong

"what would the others react and or think if the MC complains and also agrees with them about humanity? especially jester?"

What if instead that MC was super conflicted of humanity due to their own trauma? Like on one hand they hate a lot of humans because of their cruelty and greed and they things they've been put through by their own kind, but on the other hand they're quick to cry at humans displaying kindness and also quick to help those in need who deserve that level of humanity and shows compassion to those suffering? Like they're on the brink of loosing hope in humanity but are still holding on because they truly want to see the good in everyone and craves a peaceful loving world.

I think you'll have a time trying to balance that in a story/headcanon. Though I'm sure that no matter what kind of person MC is, they'll understand humans can be evil. That's not the issue. The issue is how indifferent MC is to OTHER humans.

Are they the type of person who would NOT help someone on the street (like Pierrot) because they prefer to be in their own world/not caring much for others?

This is why not helping Pierrot ends up in instant death. You are, in that universe, the type of human they expect you to be: uncaring, selfish, too afraid to do anything especially for others, etc. etc.

It's less about MC's views on the world and more about their ACTIONS.

You can have an MC who is conflicted, but do they share this conflicted energy while with other humans? Are they cruel? Indifferent? Uncaring? Etc.

Being delusional is crazy because last season when Lando was like 50ish points behind max with like 3-4 races to go I was CERTAIN he was gonna win and now that he’s only 10 points behind Oscar 9 races in I’ve been like:

Omg Lando’s having such a hard season like why isn’t anything going his way??? The love of my life is suffering why is this world so cruel!!!

Meanwhile

Lando’s lowest position this entire season is 4th I need to calm tf down my baby is slaying

So Ive decided to try and ACTUALLY plan this out.

1) in order to be well read I have to actually READ. So I need to figure out how to incorporate reading into my everyday. And that means I need to stop being so addicted to my phone. So in order to do that I’m going to try and go a whole day every week without my phone. And maybe even try going a week without it. And I’ll probably get a reading tracker thay way I’ll feel more motivated if I see my progress.

2) now besides actually picking up a book I need to figure out WHAT I want to be well read in. Being well read doesn’t mean just knowing a LOT about one thing. You have to be well versed in a plethora of things but also know THOSE things very deeply.

So I’ve picked that I want to be well read in: literature, politics, history, andddddd science. Mostly literature and politics.

3) now that I know what to focus on I just have to find books that fulfill these topics.

I think I know A LOT abt British lit bc I’ve taken a British lit class so idk if I wanna start there. And plus when I looked up books to read if In order to be well read they listed a bunch I’ve alr read. So I would like some diverse books from different countries (translated into English bc that’s all I KNOW)

Now for politics I found this yt channel thay teaches me the basics about different types of governments. But I would also like to read up on international laws. And maybe even regular National laws. And it would be good to keep up with modern news. But really what I WANT is to just read a whole lot of banned books. Like 1984. I loved 1984- the way that book changed me and how I view everything. I’ve read a whole bunch tho- I read Fahrenheit 451, and the Handmaids tale, catcher in the eye, and the road

Now when I say “history” I mean like obv the past, but also culture and language. Especially learning abt the past that the American school system won’t teach kids. And maybe I need to pick up a language. I know English obv. And as an Arab American I can speak Arabic (sorta read it, hardly write it but I take classes for that anyways) and I took Spanish for five years so ik a bunch of that. Idk if I should DEEPEN my learning for those, or if I should pick up a new language.

And for understanding science I will find a bunch of lectures to watch. Bc I literally cannot be BOTHERED to read another chemistry textbook. And also I’m going into a science based major so I’ll be learning abt that everyday.