A few weeks ago I remember waking up confused, because the only thing I could remember from my dreams was reading a book about death and a girl in my class asking a question about Cinna in Julius Ceasar. That happened yesterday at school. I've thought about it a lot and I feel this is a message from the goddess, telling me to believe in my powers and in her. I've felt a lot of doubt about magic lately, and this is exactly what I needed to keep me going.

શ્રી ગણેશાય નમ: | શ્રી સીતારામચન્દ્રાભ્યાં નમ: | શ્રી હનુમતે નમો નમ: | શ્રી સદ્‌ગુરુ દેવાય નમ: | શ્રી સુંદરકાંડની આ દિવ્ય યાત્રાના પાછલા ભાગ, “સુંદરકાંડ ભાગ-૬૧: રાવણનો ‘ટાર્ગેટ’ અને અશોકવાટિકામાં રાક્ષસીઓનો ત્રાસ” માં આપણે જોયું કે રાવણ એક માસની મુદત આપીને ત્યાંથી વિદાય લે છે અને રાક્ષસીઓ માતા સીતાને ડરાવવા માટે બિહામણા રૂપો ધારણ કરે છે. આપણે એ પણ સમજ્યા કે હનુમાનજી વૃક્ષ ઉપર બેસીને આ બધું…

My Prophetic Dream?

I had this dream last night about the U.S. In this dream i was watching people frantically running around with sirens blaring, people were told they had 24hrs to take shelter from this bomb that was going to hit the U.S. In this dream people were scared because they had nowhere to hide from this bomb, the government were not telling people where to take cover from this bomb, they were too distracted with dealing with it, that the lives of people were irrelevant to them compared to their own lives or the state of the White House.

Even though they had shelter for people in these emergences, they were not helping people or leading people to safety within these areas that the government had prepared for times such as this. People were running around trying to build boom shelters frantically hoping to save themselves because clearly the government had decided to neglect the people.

From this, my dream skipped to a different scene, I was standing a distance away from the White House like on this high hilltop watching for a spilt second the White House standing tall and strong in its beauty and grace, and then within a blink of an eye I saw this missile take out the White House, this bomb hit it and wiped it out.

I don't know if this is a prophetic dream about a historical event to come to pass or a prophetic metaphor for end times and people's hearts not being ready for the end, but it is important in these days to be conscious of our eternal state, our countries and where we stand before God… Jesus Christ. Jesus loves us and there is never ever a moment where he is not fight for us and our hearts. In these days I encourage you to seek after Jesus Christ even if you don't believe him, investigate it for yourself and seek out Jesus Christ with all your heart. Don't be like the people in my dream that were caught off guard; everyday Jesus Christ is calling to you...Do you hear him?"

Two Missing Boys

I was in a large house with my family.  They had cooked a lot of food one day, but I don’t remember the occasion.  I also had just met this guy who lived in the neighborhood.  We had started speaking with one another and I began coming over to spend the night.  I’d leave in the mornings to go home, change, and go to school/work.  One day, when I had headed home.  I remembered that my grandma and mom had prepared a large meal for us.  They made my favorite, which was Mac and had other dishes to go with it.  Before I ate, I walked upstairs to my room and cut some music on to get ready to take a shower and change into new clothes.  When I came out of the bathroom, I looked down over the banister.  I saw my mom in the kitchen stirring the food and my grandmother was on the couch watching a show. She had the television volume up very high.  Once I got downstairs, I made a decent plate and I noticed my mom looked kind of sad, but she hadn’t said much of anything.  Then, she gave me a book.  The book had photos in it, some I had seen before and some I saw for the first time.  I kept flipping the pages to soak up the memories.  Then I got to the back of the book.  She had written about a story and it was about two missing boys.  I realized that, before me, she had two young sons, twins, that had vanished.  I’m not sure if they had simply died in birth, or gone missing. 

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The Ceremony 

I was riding in a car with my family members and although I do not remember where our destination was, we drove past the store building that I had just got.  The store was empty and I only had my shop sign name mounted up.  The logo font was similar to Marshall’s and started with an “M” except I cannot remember the exact name that it said.  I was so excited and it felt so surreal to see.  We kept driving and as it got dark, my dad got sleepy.  Everyone also got out of the car except for one other female family member.  I’m not sure if it was my sister or grandma with me.  He parked the car in a parking lot and I looked out the window.  There was a small Wawa right next door and I was hungry, but it looked closed and the lights were off.  I was contemplating going to inspect it, then I heard a screeching car.  I looked back out the same left window and watched a dark colored car race through the lot, driving wildly past us, then coming to repeated harsh stops.  I couldn’t see who the driver was or if anyone else was in the car.  It kept making sharp turns and stops, like some were just learning how to drive or someone impaired was operating the vehicle.  Then, suddenly an animal ran up and jumped up on the roof of the car.  It looked like a black horse.  We had no idea what was going on.  The next day was bright and sunny as it was the day before.  My family and I were headed towards some sort of event.  I believe it was a graduation ceremony because there were sooo many people and other students and parents.  I had walked in with a casual outfit on and planned to change clothes after a shower.  My family went to choose a seat and I headed towards where the showers were for my age group.  Interestingly, both guys and ladies were using the same showers and locker rooms. I don’t know if that was allowed or not, but no one had come to tell us otherwise.  Once in there, I began conversing with a few different people.  Specifically, I started speaking with this one guy.  He was light skin and caramel-colored with moisturized curly hair in a small fro.  He was handsome and on the slimmer side body type wise.  We were talking about what we were graduating for and began to flirt a bit.  We also discovered that we had some similar interests.  He also had a friend with him, another handsome white guy.  The white boy was also slim, with a bit more muscle.  I figured that they must play a sport together.  I spoke with the both of them briefly until me and the light skin began to talk alone again.  He wanted to mess around and I informed him of the risk he may have.  He was surprised and visibly conflicted, but still willing.  We had sex, then when we were done, he went to sit and wait outside the bathroom with his friend.  Soon after, it was my turn to shower.  Then I went inside and the white boy came back inside with me.  He flirted like the first guy did and told me a bit about himself.  Somehow we began kissing in the shower and he undressed.  I was already undressed.  We also had sex.  But I made a mistake that I immediately thought about afterwards.  I looked at him and covered my mouth in worry.  Concerned, he asked me what was wrong.  I said I didn’t tell you something that was important.  But before I could say it he simply said “oh yeah.. damn I forgot about that and he told me.”  Confused, I questioned him.  “He told you?”  And he nodded his head.  He was not mad though.  He left to go change and I didn’t have my change of clothes at all.  So I wrapped a towel around me and went to search for my family.  I found them almost immediately and informed them that they could unlock the car and bring me my change of clothes and they agreed.  Once they finished socializing, my dad went to get it.  I stayed there sitting with my grandma for a few minutes as (Deena’s?) family walked by in a single-file line down the aisle.  They had an extra girl with them.  She was tall, chubby, and lightskin.  My grandma recognized her though.  She said “oh no, did you manipulate Koi into coming?” The mysterious girl heard her as they walked by, she looked at us and just nodded her head and kept walking.  My grandma started to get up, I guess to confront her. I wondered how she even knew her.

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House Fire

In this scene, I was traveling.  Mostly by car.  I’m not sure where I was going, but I know my dad was following me.  I was messaging Deena through Instagram.  We were sharing funny posts back and forth at first, then I checked her story.  She had posted a screenshot of her conversation with her girlfriend.  Deena was going to surprise her girlfriend with a new house, but it had caught fire.  Her girlfriend seemed nonchalant about it in the messages and showed no interest in Deena’s safety.  Then her girlfriend said that she wanted to end things between them.  After reading the screenshot, I sent her a message saying “Noooo”.  She explained that she was upset, but I reassured her that it was God protecting her from them moving in together.  As I was traveling, I sent what had happened to my mom and told her to pray for Deena.  Instead, my mom sent back multiple insensitive messages.  She sent a message that I had said in the past about my ex: along the lines of “BUT I LOVE HIM''.  I told her that wasn’t funny at all and there was no reason to even bring that up. 

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