#proccess

I wanted to see my progress in art from the past couple of years, and I was a little afraid that there where going to be none at all bc I haven't been drawing much lately and yes I might not have a better understanding of movement or clothing or anatomy but I indeed had progressed in the process, now I enjoy drawing, there was a moment in my life that I believe that the result was the most important part, and when the pandemic hit I strongly support that thought, I wanted to do everything as fast as I could so I finished before “it was too late” I think that made my anxiety increase and have multiple life crises in just a couple of years, but now I am a point in my life that I'm trying to enjoy the little journeys in every aspect of my day to day life and it is indeed hard sometimes but is satisfactory.

OMG 100 people reading my blog oh my thanks everyone!Gotta try harder and upload more stuff

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resting bitch face 🌸

since gettin out the clinic i realized so much and it makes me cry and vomit a lot.

it’s a healing process and it hurts my heart to even think this but i have to ditch some of my closest friends 😔

lots of people don’t think i’m in reality already, they make me feel even more ashamed of my breakdown and current situation.

it seriously seems like no one really knows me.. after so many years of friendship … it hurts bad bad bad bad bad bad bad

it’s not the first time i fell and it won’t be my last!

so i’ll do what i always do: build a new better life.

rise from ☠️

It took me quite a lot of time to patch this hole, even if it was a small one, since I used a thinner thread instead of my usual pastel-coloured tick yarns.

Because of this, I lost my patience at the end of my weaving, and I was too lazy to go back and start over that part, so a mistake has been left in the patch.