#privliged

Sometimes nothing feels real 

if I kms right now, it would be fine

I am constantly changing myself for others, a need to please. My mom said it was just being likable, but what does she know

i have never fallen in love and probally never will, i have way high standerds

nobody is worth my time

i am a privliaged idiotic monster, who dosent deserve anything

i am god

i am nothing

I hate myself and my life, but im the worst for saying that, cause it could be a billion times worth.

i have parents that love me, and yes sometimes they push me to far

but they love me.

i go to a small school with the same kids since kindergarden. all i wanna do is get high and sneak out and party and do risky thing. all i want is life.

83% of america is christian (meaning the rest of us are minorities, religiously) and you may have to deal with the religion that effectively wiped your religion and maybe whole culture out on a day to day basis and see their monuments in your non religious government structures and their prayers in your non biased schools, but what the fuck back off the poor folks! You be making them uncomfortable! Don't 'appropriate' their shit! They're, erm, ..... small! And peaceful! And.... you could stomp out their undefended and vulnerable minority culture!  REASONS!

/end sarcasm. 

My sass had it's way with me, sorry. I think hatred is never called for, by the way, and i'm not trying to necessarily validate either of these arguments.... it just seems like a really weird double standard that I've seen on my dash lately. Like.... isn't religious privilege a thing? If people can validate getting uppity on white people for being appropriative, repressing and destroying cultures..... * and at the very least being ignorant of the problem, why does no one ever bring up christianity and its role in said problems?  Or point out christian privilege? Is there something i'm missing here?

*(and by uppity and mean that whole bunches of folks quite rightly go about passionately, and with as much kindness as they can muster I would imagine, educating people about our racial inequality problems and solutions.)