here is a quick mental check
Sometimes nothing feels real
if I kms right now, it would be fine
I am constantly changing myself for others, a need to please. My mom said it was just being likable, but what does she know
i have never fallen in love and probally never will, i have way high standerds
nobody is worth my time
i am a privliaged idiotic monster, who dosent deserve anything
i am god
i am nothing
I hate myself and my life, but im the worst for saying that, cause it could be a billion times worth.
i have parents that love me, and yes sometimes they push me to far
but they love me.
i go to a small school with the same kids since kindergarden. all i wanna do is get high and sneak out and party and do risky thing. all i want is life.
but then why do i want to die













