#prettyenough

Looking over my shoulder. Looking at the people around me. Feeling a little anxiety as everyone starts to look at me from all areas. Suddenly feeling like I don’t fit in. Did I wear the wrong outfit? Did I have something on my face? Was it because I was not wearing any makeup? Did I not stand up to societies standards as a women? Was I not pretty enough...  

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(vía https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dnc5gubAtHU)

Más cerca del cielo y más cerca de ti <3 #nature #bigtree #neighborhoodtree #prettyenough

(via Pretty Enough)

Lonely nights I lay awake, I wonder if things will ever get better. I wonder if things will ever change. How am I supposed to be happy? I am not pretty enough. I don't feel worthy enough. You make me spend all this time alone. Staying in my head. Feeling this pit of emptiness. No matter what is done I still am not happy. Is it me? Because I dont feel like it is me. I stay here, waiting, waiting every day.. hoping that maybe i am good enough. Maybe I am pretty enough. But why bother.. whenever it still doesnt ever seem to be good enough. Im never first. Im always last. I always feel last. I feel like I'm on the bottom of 7 other girls who just collapsed on me from a cheerleading pyramid. At least those girls are pretty. Well sometimes. Im in bed, once again, all alone. You say youre there but in reality you really arent. Do I feel your warmth? Can I feel you next to me? No. How do I know you aren't with someone else. Letting someone else feel what I am supposed too. Giving them what I worked for. Who ever said that I deserved this? That I should feel like this? Ive spent months trying to build something only for it to be knocked down so easily. How am I supposed to be confident enough to start building again. Control this outpour of problems and emotions. Build it up and keep it hidden I suppose. Lock it away where no one will ever find the key, not even me. Control to not be controlled. Just pretend youre happy, even if you arent. Just let others see only what they want to see.

This should be short and simple. If you constantly feel the need to tell someone that she aint pretty enough for something or if you're someone who always sees something "ugly" or unlikeable in someone, then you're the one who isn't pretty enough. You know very well that there's something wrong with you that's why you always feel the need to put others down to feel good about yourself. ;)

#AlCarraway #GoodEnough #PrettyEnough #StrongEnough