#premonitions

ever since i had someone at best buy pop a new hard drive in for me something in my tower has been intermittently rattling like crazy and it's going to make me snap and start killing today i think

been cursed with having How You Remind Me by nickelback stuck in my head intermittently for like a week and a half. who did this and how can i curse them in return

so it turns out that you don't have to be a artist to own art supplies that aren't crayola and you can buy them and use them for casual coloring and nobody will stop you and even if they wanted to they can't arrest you. AND the joy comes anyways and nobody can take that away from you either. not enough people know this i don't think. inferiority complexes HATE this one weird trick

maybe it's good that i'm taking a walk on the embracing childish things side. might need it in the coming days. help me bingo and bluey you're my only ho

just got a call to officially schedule something i was on the fence about and can't Really back out of now due to reasons when i was expecting the next call to be when i actually Decided to lock in. jerry_looking_pained.png

I am going to be REVOLUTIONIZING the world of oekaki like you wouldn't believe.

really does a number on you to realize you were embarrassed of being a child. as a child. on a related note i'm kind of entering a kidcore era in order to attain objectives such as "feel nice" and "be fundamentally happier in a specific way that comes with engaging with childish things because i shouldn't let fear of judgment control me". i've already kind of alluded to this in other posts but i'm doing it more concretely here to maybe help myself commit to it more lol. no plans to turn this blog into an actual kidcore blog or anything. just posting here bc the journal factory exploded ✌️