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Its the end of October, so lets talk about our little project we had together.

Some of the posts are getting lost due to Tumblr being the special amazing entity that it is. XD If you could all please, PLEASE, @adrienaugust​ on your posts that will insure that we reblog your amazing creations. We’ve just discovered that some are not showing up when we search the tags.Thank you so so much! So far, we are loving every single creation that we have seen and reblogged! 

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Apple may have created a problem with the latest version of iOS. Since iOS 26 launched in September, there have been reports around the internet of the new update significantly shortening battery life, even on newer iPhones. For instance, one user on Apple’s support message board posted a thread at the beginning of this month claiming that their brand new iPhone 15 was impacted, and as they put…

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How is everyone feeling today on this beautiful cool Wednesday afternoon?? I'm feeling quite good myself, had some issues with my cell phone earlier talking to my boyfriend for some odd reason ;-; .

BUT.. other than THAT..

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Today is Sept.13th, on a Wednesday mid afternoon, the time is 11:45 as I'm posting this currently. I woke up with a moderately stable mood surprisingly. That's been happening every once in a while, but recently its sped up just a tad a couple of days ago.

I know I'm still not quite there but I'm able to at least smile now, which is process, hell more then process in my eyes, more like a leap of faith due to the last guy i put my heart & soul into thay broke all the molecules in my cerebral cortex 🤭

But at this point I guard myself from anything & anyone coming in between me & my will to be faithful with the same sex --

It's still a part of me that's scared to give him the whole 100% of me 😥..I'm still fighting my anxiety about it & trusting him with my heart (mind you he hasn't fully gave me a reason to doubt him & all that he's been saying, so) I should be fine, but there's that voice in my head poisoning my reasoning with my conscious cause I have a habit of being to wrapped up in a man's words & not focused more on his actions & what his intentions are.

Idk, we'll see once my birthday comes around, he'll be coming to see me for my birthday for the first time & I'm excited yet really nervous plus scared out of my mind that something will go wrong or he might not like what he sees up close, or even worse, he won't be who he says he is 😥 & will just come to fuck me & spend time with me then never come back.

Please don't let it be the third thing, I won't know how to feel ever again ..I'll probably be scarred for my entire life.

Please just let everything go smooth once my birthday comes around & he's ready to come & see me 🤭🩷🤍.

Today is Sept. 11TH, on a Monday evening. This morning started off quote eventful, I almost had a run-in with my older sibling. Mind you, he's been staying with us (me & my mom) for almost a year now, almost.

I went downstairs to put some water in the freezer to get cold & when I came back upstairs, I overheard him saying stuff about me, like he usually does whenever I show my face around the house.

I don't come in contact with him cause we're not on the same frequency, so I just leave whatever trace of sibling rivalry in the clouds. After all that happened I had some eggs with a roll-over & some cake with a cup of coffee, even though I've already had a cup before i ate.

Before I go on any further I would like to mention that I've finally gotten into a relationship, with of course an older mature man 🥹. His name will not be displaced at a current time, as I'm protecting him& I's privacy, even though he doesnt mind me talking abiut him.

He's very sweet, caring, loving, & I believe he loves me for me. He's seen my actual picture & hasn't said anything mean or hateful to me. We're on our third day of dating & I already feel like I am in love, but I don't want to speak too soon. I know I'm still guarding some of my emotions from him, just so I'll know I'll be sure of him. He lives in another city then I, but we're already planning to see each other in person, which I'm still skeptical about due to my amputated foot & my diabetes, y'know??. So every moment he brings up about coming to see me I get really scared & triggered all at the same time & my PTSD kicks in , but I remind myself that he'll love me for me .I just have to keep on telling myself that he'll understand.

& on top of that this is just the beginning of what might be the best thing that's ever happened to me 🥰. I'm so excited to see where this relationship is headed & if all is right, & the gods that the same then he's going to be my future husband ❤️.

I'm just a ghost in this crowede littl WRLD.

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Posting something cause I'm literally in a state of chromotose right now. Being mentally exhausted but trying to fake like you have it all together is HARD.

So what is happening, you guys!♥ Thank YOU for joining in on a new post/topic on today's rant, or as I like to call it -- Today's trash post of the WEEK!.

I thought I start a little segment where I start writing down some things that I think about on a daily basis, my thoughts on relationships, LBGTQ+ related topics, the world, technology as we know (including videos, AI, robotic machinery that we are developing that will be around in the near future & other topics that you'll see that will be added from ME.

I don't have anything written down at the moment, but I'll have something ready for posting in the next few posts that you'll be seeing soon so please follow me & fav this post If you'll be on board with that sort of thing.