#postbattle

⚉ characters: keeho x afab!reader

⚉ wc: 1,5k

⚉ genre: angst, hurt/no comfort, tragedy, medieval and war themes, romance

⚉ theme: knight!keeho, villager!reader

⚉ warnings: major character death, graphic injury, blood, mentions of dead bodies, descriptive death scene, emotional distress, grief, reader is one time referred to as dear, battlefield setting

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⚉ a/n: welcome or welcome back! Another story that was inspired by a song, and this time I used some of the lyrics from Gone by Asking Alexandria (incredible song, seriously!). Can you spot the lyrics? Also thank you so much for reading, leaving a heart, or even reblogging - it means a lot to me! If you see any mistakes, please feel free to kindly correct me ♡

The battle was over. 

It was a horrible fight, and for a very long time with no one having the upper hand. That was until the older villagers—who were deemed too weak for this battle—decided to get involved and help their beloved king to save the kingdom and village in order to protect their families and loved ones. With their help, your king won and everyone could cheer for a victory. 

But it wasn’t time to celebrate, yet. 

Many good people died or were injured and needed immediate health attention. That was now a job for the wives and daughters of the villagers who had bravely fought in the battle. Though, it wasn’t the easiest thing for them. 

The problem wasn’t in the fact that the women wouldn’t know how to treat the wounds, as anyone would have thought—the wise elderly women had fair knowledge with all kinds of herbs and healing methods that one could mistake as magic. So no, that wasn’t the reason. The hard part came in seeing their loved ones badly injured and in lots of pain or worse, dead. 

On the other side, the enemy had its loss too, maybe even bigger than your king's side—but that doesn't matter. It won’t bring back the innocent lives of the good people that were wasted, the loving fathers and sons. 

As you made your way through the piles of bodies on the red colored field that was once green, you saw familiar faces; they were your friends and people you knew from everyday life. While you were moving towards the center of the field—where the knights and king’s guard were—you saw your village's baker reaching out his hand to his oldest son who was lying not so far from him, both not breathing anymore. 

You quickly moved your gaze away, barely holding the tears back, as you carefully stepped over their lifeless bodies. Even if you wanted to stop and wish them peace in the afterlife, like they deserved, you couldn’t. Your eyes were locked in the center, in a search of a specific person who you hoped not to find there. 

When you finally reached the bodies of knights and members of the king's guard covered in proper armor—that clearly didn’t help—you stopped in your tracks and looked around. You quietly prayed to God to not see him, because that would mean he is already with the other ladies attending to his injuries. It would mean he is still alive. 

It looked like God was busy with other prayers. 

"Keeho!" Your eyes widened in fear as you spotted the one person you were in a search of. On your way to the knight, you tripped on many bodies because of your hurried steps, but you didn’t have time to apologize to any of them. But would that even matter? 

His helmet was long gone, lost somewhere in the sea of dead bodies, the once shiny armor was covered in dirt, spit, sweat and mostly blood. It had a lot of dents and scratches on it too, exposing exact places where he was hit by the enemy. 

Though, the horrible sight came once you were close enough. Where the chest piece of his armor was supposed to be, there was now blood soaking his shirt—the one you sewed for him. Seeing the white shirt unwillingly getting dyed to red felt almost mocking. 

"What happened? What—" You fell to your knees next to him and gently cradled his face between your palms. His face was covered in everything like his armor was, hair stuck to his forehead because of it, but the worst of it all was that his face started to change color—he was getting paler and that meant only one thing. 

"Y/N."

"I-I need to get you to others." Your voice trembled as you tried to collect your thoughts and figure out how to help. "No." You shook your head, suddenly talking more to yourself. "I need to get them here. Yes. Yes, get them h-here. That'll be faster." 

"Y/N." Keeho spoke louder, yet, his voice was no louder than a whisper. You finally stopped talking to yourself, hearing him this time, and locked eyes with him. 

You could see the fear in them, the tears pooling in their corners, threatening to fall, but there was also love that he held for you—that always made you feel warm inside—and then there was something close to an apology. 

"I have reached the end, my dear." He said, bursting into ugly coughs right after. You immediately moved your hand behind his head so you could hold him up a little, to hopefully help him from the coughing. 

"N-no." Your hands were shaking as you held back the sobs. "What... what are you talking about?" You shook your head once more. "My m-mom. She can help. I-I just need to get her, she is good with herbs, you know that." Your voice got louder and higher at the end, almost desperate. 

Keeho looked at you sadly. "Every day I awake as the king's knight," he paused to catch his breath as it was getting harder for him to speak. "I await my fate and I had a feeling that today…" He took a sharp breath. "It might be my last day." He started to cough again which caused a small trail of blood trickle down out of the corner of his mouth. 

"No, no, no." You moved closer to him, so you could prop his body against your own and hold him up even more. He didn’t even wince or groan out of pain how weak his body was. "Shh, don't talk anymore." You felt your throat closing more and your vision getting blurry as all the emotions started to overwhelm you. The heaviness of the situation being an unbearable weight on your shoulders.

"Please," he didn’t listen to you and still tried to talk, because he knew this was the last time he would have the chance. "Don't be lonely when I'm gone." His voice suddenly became raspy, almost gargling, and you understood it's from the blood pooling in his throat, which caused more of it to trickle down his chin. 

With your trembling hand, you started to wipe the blood with the sleeve of your blouse. At the moment, you didn’t care it's one of your favorites and that it's going to get stained with the dark liquid—that thought didn’t even cross your mind. You needed to take care of him, just like you always did. 

"I'll always… be with you." With all his strength left, he lifted his hand up and with the tips of his shaky fingers, touched your forehead. "Here," then he touched your chest, right where your heart was beating. "And… here." He let his hand fall back down, but you caught it and gently held it closer to your chest. 

The pauses between his words weren’t unnoticed by you and deep down you understood what it implies, but you still weren’t ready to accept it. You weren’t ready to let him go, yet you knew you had to. But why does it have to be so damn hard? 

"So," you swallowed a lump that formed in your throat. "What am I supposed to do now?" You looked into his eyes where you still could see the love and apology, but now there was also an acceptance. "I j-just can’t let you go. I… can't."

Keeho didn’t answer. 

Sadly, the silence spoke louder than any words that he could ever say. You exhaled shakily, and brought his hand—you were still helplessly holding onto—closer to your lips, giving him a gentle kiss on his fingers. 

"For now," Keeho said, his voice almost gone. If you weren’t looking at him, you would not believe it's your lover talking, how different he sounded. "This is… my… g-goodbye."

You couldn’t fight the tears any longer. "For now." Your voice quivered as you agreed, squeezing his hand gently before holding it against your cheek. 

You felt Keeho's thumb lightly brush your cheek, wiping away your tears. It was a very faint movement, you almost couldn’t feel it, but you knew it took all the strength he had left. It was still his duty to comfort you. 

Keeho opened his mouth to say something more, but he didn't have the strength anymore. So he closed it again and instead gave you the warmest and brightest smile his bloodied lips managed to form. But he didn't have to say anything. You knew exactly what he wanted to tell you. 

"I l-love you too." You whispered, not daring to speak louder as you felt the sobs, you still tried to hold back, forcingly unleashing themselves. 

For Keeho, your words were like a permission and suddenly, the warmth of his hand disappeared. 

The movement on your cheek stilled.

He was gone.

And though you were still holding his body close to yours—desperate to warm the already cold skin—the only thing that truly felt real was the shirt you sewed for him, now soaked with his blood.

Pairing: Zuko x Katara

Word Count: 2,113

Prompt: Crest for Zutara Week 2024 @zutaraweek

Summary: At the crest of the moon, Katara and Zuko share a quiet moment, weighed down by the past yet holding on to a fragile hope for the future they might create together.

Warnings: Violence, battle aftermath, mentions of injuries, emotional vulnerability, themes of redemption, mild romantic tension, mention of past trauma

The air was heavy with the acrid tang of smoke and the fading echoes of Azula’s manic laughter. The sun, just beginning to set, painted the wreckage of the palace courtyard in fiery reds and oranges that mirrored the flames still licking at the distant rooftops. Katara stood at the edge of the courtyard, shoulders heaving, as the last ripple of her waterbending subsided into the cracked earth beneath her feet.

She was drenched, her hair clinging to her face and neck, her hands trembling from exertion. But it was over. Azula was bound, her wild golden eyes still burning with fury as the Dai Li dragged her away. The sound of her restraints clinking echoed through the courtyard like a ghostly reminder of how close they had come to losing everything.

“Katara,” Zuko’s voice broke through the haze, low and edged with something she couldn’t name.

She turned to him, her breath catching at the sight. He looked as battered as she felt, his tunic scorched, soot smudged across the sharp planes of his face. The jagged scar over his eye seemed to deepen in the fading light, a mark of the battles he’d already fought—and the one they’d just survived together.

For a moment, neither of them spoke. The courtyard felt vast, a chasm of space and unspoken words stretching between them. Then, slowly, Zuko crossed it, his steps uneven but purposeful.

“You okay?” His voice was hoarse, and the way his gaze swept over her—searching for injuries, for signs of pain—made her stomach twist. 

Katara nodded, though the tightness in her chest said otherwise. “I’m fine,” she said, the words clipped, her voice steadier than she felt. She forced her hands to still, clasping them in front of her as if she could hold herself together through sheer will. “What about you?”

He gave a slight shrug, though the movement made him wince. “I’ve been worse.”

The corner of her mouth twitched, almost a smile. Almost.

“You were incredible,” he added, his tone softer now, reverent. “The way you—” He gestured vaguely to the place where Azula had been defeated, where water and ice had triumphed over fire. “I’ve never seen anyone fight like that.”

Katara looked away, the compliment settling awkwardly on her shoulders. She didn’t feel incredible. She felt hollow, every bone in her body heavy with the weight of what she’d done—and what she’d almost lost. “It wasn’t just me,” she said quietly. “We fought her together.”

Zuko’s expression shifted, something flickering in his eyes that Katara couldn’t quite place. He stepped closer, hesitant until they were barely a foot apart. 

“You led the fight,” he said firmly, his voice like steel wrapped in silk. “And you saved me. Again.”

Her gaze snapped back to his, the intensity in his voice drawing her out of the storm in her mind. His eyes burned like molten gold, but there was no anger there, no defensiveness. Just gratitude. And something else—something warmer, deeper, that made her chest tighten all over again.

“I couldn’t let her—” Katara started, but her voice caught. She swallowed, shaking her head. “I couldn’t let her win.”

Zuko nodded, understanding without her needing to say more. The silence stretched between them again, but this time, it wasn’t empty. It was charged, the air humming with things unsaid.

Zuko lifted a hand, hesitating just for a moment before brushing a strand of damp hair away from her face. His touch was light, barely there, but it sent a ripple through her like the first wave cresting before a storm.

“Katara,” he said her name like it was something precious, something fragile. 

She blinked up at him, her heart pounding in her ears. She wanted to say something—anything—but the words stuck in her throat. Instead, she took a half step closer, the space between them shrinking until it was almost nothing.

His fingers lingered by her cheek, warm against the cool dampness of her skin. “I don’t know if I deserve your trust,” he admitted, his voice barely more than a whisper. “But I’ll do everything I can to earn it. I swear.”

Her breath hitched, and for a moment, all she could see was the boy who had hunted them, the scarred prince whose name had once been synonymous with danger. But that boy was gone. In his place stood a man who had fought beside her, who had chosen the hard path of redemption and stood willing to burn for it.

“You’ve already started,” she said softly, her voice steady now, sure. “And you don’t have to do it alone.”

For the first time in what felt like forever, Zuko smiled. It was small and tentative, but it lit up his face in a way that made her chest ache.

The sunset blazed around them, painting the world in fire and light as the chaos of the battle faded into memory. Together, they stood on the cusp of something new, something fragile but unbreakable. 

And for the first time, Katara thought, they might actually be okay.

The days after the battle passed in a blur of activity, rebuilding, and restless nights. The scars left behind by Azula’s fire raged in the form of blackened walls and charred memories, but amidst the destruction, there was a tentative sense of hope. The palace began to fill with whispers of change, murmurs of a new era poised to crest on the horizon.

Katara found herself drawn to the courtyard again and again. It was quieter now, the once-shattered tiles patched but not yet polished. The water in the fountain rippled softly, reflecting the pale glow of the moon as it hung high above. She stood at the edge of the water, barefoot, letting the coolness seep into her skin. The soft hum of her bending stirred the fountain’s surface, the gentle waves mimicking the rhythm of her thoughts.

“You always come here at night.”

She turned at the sound of Zuko’s voice, her lips curving in a faint smile despite the weariness that clung to her. He stood just outside the shadows, his posture as guarded as ever. His royal robes were gone, replaced with a simple tunic and loose trousers, but the weight on his shoulders hadn’t lessened.

“Maybe I just like the view,” she teased lightly, though her voice carried a softness that didn’t quite match the words.

Zuko stepped closer, his boots whispering against the stone. “It’s a little… ruined, don’t you think?”

Katara shook her head. “Not ruined. Just… changing.” She looked back at the fountain, the water glowing faintly in the moonlight. “Water can shape stone over time, no matter how stubborn it is. This place will heal, just like everything else.”

Zuko paused beside her, his gaze tracing the same ripples she had created. “I don’t know if everything can heal,” he murmured, his voice so quiet it was almost lost to the night.

Katara tilted her head to look at him. The moonlight softened his sharp features, but it couldn’t erase the shadows in his eyes. She wanted to reach out, to touch his hand, but the weight of their shared history held her back. Instead, she let the silence between them settle, waiting for him to fill it.

“When I was a kid,” Zuko began, his voice hesitant, “I used to dream about being Fire Lord. I thought it would mean power, honor… respect.” He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. “But now, standing on the edge of it, I’m not sure I’m ready. The Fire Nation’s done so much damage. How do I undo that? How do I prove I can be… better?”

Katara watched him carefully, her heart aching at the vulnerability in his words. “You don’t have to do it all at once,” she said gently. “Change doesn’t come with a single wave, Zuko. It comes with a crest, a moment when things start to shift. And you’ve already started that.”

Zuko’s gaze snapped to hers, surprise flickering across his face. “You really think I can do this?”

Katara’s gaze drifted upward to where the moon hung high and bright, its edges perfectly curved like a crest ready to break over an unseen shore. The silver light spilled across the courtyard, softening the jagged edges of destruction, casting the fountain and its rippling waters in an otherworldly glow. It felt like the universe was holding its breath, watching, waiting for them to take the next step.

“It’s beautiful,” she murmured, her eyes fixed on the sky.

Zuko followed her gaze, his expression thoughtful. “The moon?”

She nodded, her fingers absently trailing the water at her feet. “It’s always been a guide, you know? For sailors, for travelers… even for waterbenders. It’s constant, even when everything else feels impossible. It reminds me that there’s always another tide, another chance.”

Zuko’s brow furrowed slightly, his eyes narrowing in contemplation. “I’ve always thought of the sun,” he admitted, his voice quiet. “It’s the center of everything for the Fire Nation—bright, powerful, unrelenting. But the moon… it’s softer, calmer. And it changes, doesn’t it? Growing and shrinking, but always returning.”

Katara turned to him, surprised at the insight in his words. “Exactly. It’s a reminder that nothing stays the same forever. Even in the darkest moments, the light always comes back.”

For a moment, Zuko said nothing, his gaze fixed on the moon’s crest as if seeing it for the first time. When he spoke again, his voice was low, steady. “Maybe that’s what I have to be. Not just the sun—something constant and unyielding—but something that can change. That can adapt, like the moon.”

Katara smiled, the warmth in her chest growing. “You already are,” she said softly. “The Fire Nation doesn’t need someone who can shine the brightest. It needs someone who can rise and fall with the people, who can weather the storms and still guide them forward.”

His eyes met hers, and for a moment, they held there, caught between the crest of the moon above and the future stretching out before them.

“The crest of the future,” Zuko said suddenly, his voice distant as if the words had slipped out unbidden. He gave a small, almost self-deprecating chuckle. “That’s what this feels like. Like we’re right on the edge of something. It’s terrifying.”

“And exciting,” Katara added, her voice barely above a whisper. She grabbed his hand, “You want to know if I think you can do this?” 

Zuko nodded, his fingers tightening around hers. Katara smiled, the kind of smile that reached her eyes and softened the tension in her shoulders. “You’ve already done more than you realize. You chose to stand with us. You chose to fight for what’s right, even when it wasn’t easy. That’s the kind of leader the world needs. It’s not just the end of the war, Zuko. It’s the start of something better. Something we get to shape. Together.”

For a moment, Zuko said nothing. His jaw tightened, his gaze distant, but then he looked at her, his golden eyes catching the moonlight in a way that made her breath hitch.

“Do you think…” He hesitated, his voice faltering before he pushed on. “Do you think you’ll stay? After this is over, I mean.”

Katara’s lips parted, but the words didn’t come immediately. She had thought about it—what life would look like after the war, where she would go, what she would do. The thought of leaving him behind had lingered at the edges of her mind, sharp and unwelcome.

“I don’t know,” she admitted softly, her voice almost swallowed by the night. “But I know I want to see what kind of Fire Lord you’ll become.”

His lips quirked into a small, almost shy smile, and for the first time in days, the tension in his shoulders seemed to ease. “No pressure, right?”

Katara laughed, the sound light and free, like a breeze rippling across the water. “None at all.”

They stood there for a while longer, side by side, as the moon climbed higher and the world around them grew quiet. The faint rustle of wind carried with it a promise—of change, of hope, of something new.

As the first light of dawn began to crest over the horizon, bathing the courtyard in soft golds and pinks, Katara looked at Zuko and felt the stirrings of something she couldn’t quite name. Something fragile but unyielding, like water meeting fire. 

It would have to wait. Tomorrow, Zuko would take the throne, and everything would change. But for now, they stood together, balanced on the edge of the future, waiting for the tide to carry them forward.

Pairing: Zuko x Katara

Word Count: 987

Prompt: For Zutara Week 2024 | Day 2: Dusk @zutaraweek

Warnings: mentions of past war and trauma, emotional vulnerability, introspection on identity and purpose, mild romantic tension, kiss/physical intimacy, references to political responsibilities and challenges

The balcony of the Jasmine Dragon overlooked Republic City’s chaotic sprawl. Below, lanterns flickered to life one by one, their golden glow chasing away the deepening shadows of the evening. The streets bustled with hurried footsteps and the occasional bark of a vendor’s call. Above it all, the sky blazed in hues of orange and violet, a smattering of stars just beginning to peek through.

Katara leaned forward on the railing, her hands loose at her sides, the fabric of her blue shawl fluttering in the breeze. Her gaze followed the skyline, where ornate spires stood silhouetted against the horizon. The distant clang of metal echoed up from a construction site, but her focus stayed on the clouds, heavy with the promise of night.

“You look like you’re about to waterbend the sky,” Zuko’s voice cut through the quiet, low and even.

She turned her head slightly, catching sight of him standing a few paces back. His posture was straight, hands clasped behind him—a habit he hadn’t shaken even in private. The soft glow of a nearby lantern brushed against his scarred face, making his sharp features appear softer. He was still wearing the dark crimson robes of the Fire Lord, though the golden flames embroidered along the hem seemed at odds with the unassuming space of his uncle’s teahouse.

“And you look like you’re planning your next big proclamation,” she teased, her lips quirking into a small smile.

Zuko exhaled a faint laugh, stepping closer until he stood beside her. His eyes followed hers to the skyline, where the last rays of sunlight lingered stubbornly on the edges of the city’s tallest buildings.

“Do you miss it?” she asked after a moment, her voice quieter now. “The fire? The fight?”

His brow furrowed, though he didn’t look at her. Instead, his gaze stayed locked on the horizon, where distant plumes of smoke rose from the city’s industrial district. “Sometimes,” he admitted, his words deliberate. “But it’s different now. The fight is in council chambers and trade negotiations. It’s... colder.”

Katara nodded, her fingers brushing the wooden railing absently. “It’s not the same as facing someone across a battlefield. But I guess neither of us expected life to be the same after the war.”

Zuko tilted his head toward her, a small smirk playing at his lips. “You don’t miss the fighting, do you?”

Her eyes flicked to him, the faintest glint of mischief there. “Not exactly. I miss the clarity of it, though. You knew who you were up against. What you had to do.” She turned back to the view, the humor fading from her voice. “These days, it’s harder to tell.”

The unspoken weight of her words hung in the air. Zuko studied her profile—the firm line of her jaw, the way her eyes reflected the fading light. He wanted to say something, but the words felt tangled in his throat, their meaning too big to shape into sound.

A cool breeze swept past, carrying the scent of rain and distant jasmine. Katara tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear, the motion small but enough to draw his attention. 

“You’ve changed,” she said finally, breaking the silence. Her tone was soft, not accusatory. “Not just as Fire Lord. As... you.”

Zuko’s fingers tightened around the edge of the railing. “So have you.”

She tilted her head, a faint laugh escaping her. “I hope so. Otherwise, what was the point of everything we went through?”

He gave a slow nod, but his eyes remained fixed on her. She wasn’t looking at him, yet somehow, she seemed to know he was there, watching her every move. The lines of her face were older now, sharper, but no less beautiful. If anything, the years had added something he couldn’t quite put into words. Strength, perhaps. Or maybe just something he’d been too blind to notice before.

“Katara,” he started, his voice quieter than he meant.

She turned to him, her expression curious but open. The warmth of her gaze caught him off guard, but he didn’t look away. For a moment, he forgot the teahouse, the city, the world beyond them. There was just her, standing close enough to touch, her presence steady and grounding in a way he hadn’t realized he needed.

“I’ve spent a long time looking for balance,” he said, his words slow and deliberate. “For peace.”

Her lips parted slightly, but she said nothing, waiting.

“I think…” he hesitated, his breath catching as he took a half step closer. “I think I’ve found it. Here. With you.”

The city seemed to fade away, its noise dull and distant. Katara didn’t speak immediately, but the softness in her expression told him enough. She reached out, her fingers brushing lightly against his, the touch both tentative and certain.

“Zuko,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper, “you don’t have to look anymore.”

The space between them closed as he leaned down, her hand sliding up to rest lightly against his chest. Their lips met, a slow and quiet collision, filled with years of tension, regret, and something new—something that felt a lot like hope.

When they pulled apart, her forehead rested against his, her eyes still closed as if she didn’t want to let the moment go.

“Dusk,” she murmured, her voice soft but steady.

Zuko’s brows furrowed slightly. “What?”

She opened her eyes, meeting his. “It’s my favorite time of day. It’s not quite night, not quite day. It’s... the in-between. Where everything feels possible.”

The faintest smile curved his lips, and for the first time in what felt like forever, the weight of the Fire Nation’s crown seemed lighter.

“Then let’s stay here,” he said, his voice quiet but resolute. “In the in-between.” 

The stars began to fill the sky as the last of the light faded, leaving them standing together, unburdened by the past, open to whatever came next.

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