University is going well, I’m enjoying getting outside and learning new things. My classmates, well the ones I’ve talked to are all very nice. After being horribly stressed on the first day that’s now calmed down and I’m so focused on trying to understand my lessons and finding my way around the big campus that I haven’t had a chance to feel stressed out. I am really glad I took my counsellors advice and changed to a part time course. The full time schedule looks crazy, and I can tell that some people are already stressed about it. For example in full time you get three weeks to decide on your dissertation topic, we get a full year in the part time. Much more breathing room.
Annoyingly though I’ve had the same cold and cough three times now, in total I’ve been sick for a month, my daughter and son have been taking it in turns to infect us.
Last night I got sick again hacking my guts up and a sore throat and the little was ill with a temperature and coughing herself. It’s not been fun, she was up 4 times and before we settled her for the night we had to give her a bath because her temperature shot up to 40.1•C she felt better after the bath, but we’re both having a day off today to recuperate.
I’ve also been talking to the doctor as I kept getting hot flushes on my period, and I thought I might be peri menopausal, turns out my oestrogen is in the pooper and I’m already in post menopausal ranges. So that fun, my testosterone is also at 0.7 ( the cut off is 0.5for being too low, his notes said in range, but common just barely…) so now I have an appointment next Tuesday to talk to the doctor about that. I’m hoping that this might be the key to getting some energy back. But I have no idea what to expect or even to think about the results at the moment. I guess I’m just feeling pretty out of it and I’m already overwhelmed with staring a new course to then have to worry about this as well. It just feels like too much.
Apart from that I’m using today to catch up on some chores, I really need to order a food shop, catch up on the lesson I missed this morning and we have board game night later.
Honestly though all I’d like today is a nap and not to think about anything. 😅