#polishcrown

<3 glad to hear you're doing well, exhaustion aside! didn't know you ended up in seattle. the rain is perfect for you!

I ENJOY YOUR SUFFERING AND WANT YOU TO CONTINUE SUFFERING

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DRAG ME INTO THINGS THAT MAKE ME SUFFER?? WHY CAN’T I EXIST IN A STATE OF HAPPINESS?!?!

thatgothamguy replied to your post “polishcrown replied to your post: I’ve been watching Fullmetal...”

I'm sorry, but can you be specific? Which heart hurting part at you at?

yurio is clearly DEVASTATED.  yuuri doesn’t know that he’s devastated and just thinks that yurio gets to go home and live his best life. instead, the reunion episode where yuuri sees yurio after all the footage has aired and yuuri has to watch a ten minute montage of all the times that yurio called his grandpa to tell him about My Future Husband is the worst moment of everyone’s long, long lives, and and is only made worse by the compilation of everyone fighting with yurio for phone time, because yurio would barricade himself in the phone room with otabek as a bouncer for two hours a day.  

jj is also surprisingly heartbroken, even though the aforementioned (mostly) straightness and real girlfriend.  “that was so,” he says, stops himself, looks out the limousine window as they pull away from the mansion, and sighs. “that was so not jj style.” 

victor’s job is never to intervene.  victor’s job is to churn that drama like butter, and he’s usually amazing at it, but this season is different.  mila and sala and phichit all talk to each other huddled in the corner when they Notice It--the pining, the adoring way that yuuri and victor lean into each other.  the way that victor clues in yuuri on storylines and character profiles like shared secrets, and offers to drive him back to the hotel every night, and sits in the empty chair next to him during wardrobe and makeup each morning and brings yuuri coffee, when they have literally 50 people on set whose jobs are to do that, victor.  

“do you think he would notice if we had a camera on him all the time?” phichit asks in a soft voice.  

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1. what countries have you lived in singapore all my life!

2. your favourite fandom(s) i have only ever been an active participant™ in the yoi fandom tbh. i used to just quietly reblog aph fanart and marvel edits but now you have to deal with my shitposting

3. what language(s) can you speak english! i can speak enough chinese to get by (read: order food, answer questions) but probably not hold a conversation lmao

4. your favourite film of 2016 rogue one and cacw god i’m mainstream

5. what’s the last article you read this pdf article about balinese cockfighting my friend linked me

6. shuffle your music library and put your first three songs here the reckoning - getaway plan, what’d i miss - hamilton, emperor’s new clothes - patd

7. the last thing you bought online ordered an yoi art print for my friend’s birthday!

8. do you have any phobias or fears mild agoraphobia

9. how would your friends describe you one of them told me ‘you’re quite the quiet achiever’ and i felt Validated

10. how would your enemies describe you temperamental at best

11. who would you take a bullet for i don’t need an excuse to take a bullet buddy. shoot me

12. if you had money to spare, what would you buy first alcohol, also possibly insurance

tagging @elaeye, @fireblazie, @kixboxer

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Relationship status: single girl seeks good dog

Pets: i would like a dog!!!! any dog!!! big dogs small dogs they are all beautiful. every stray dog in the world is now my dog

Last song I listened to: the steven universe ending song ;;

Favourite tv show: b99! ah what a good pure show

First fandom: i’m pretty sure it was death note? i also recall however that 7yo me watched the first narnia movie no less than 3 times in cinemas

Hobbies: depression

tagging @queerryouta, @rrozeselavy, @gripsyched