Taking off to LA in couple of hours. Am I excited? Nope! I’m in a full panic mode. I want to throw up and run away somewhere...I want to grab all the kitties and cuddle with them under my blanket, cry and eat cookies. I don’t want to be a disappointment. I wanna bail. But I can’t and giving up is never an option in Kasia’s world. I’m excited to see all my beautiful pole friends and their routines though. I’m excited to cheer for them and explore new levels of admiration for the competitors I know, discover new idols. And deep inside I know that once the stage light hits my face, I’ll become alive and I’m going to dance like there’s no tomorrow... Go team Inspirations!!! #inspirationstudios #psolove #psonationals2018 #poledancecompetition #elportaltheatre #lightneverdies #satan #kasiameow #panicmode #poledancer #stageforlife #cryingugly #everythingisgoingtobeok (at El Portal Theatre) https://www.instagram.com/p/BmUAu-XFUdfVw5UGoe3NVyBDjVLBFiCmtwIgfA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10txcmw5btgyc