I GUESS I' HAVE BEEN UNDER CONSTRUCTION...
Those past months have been too intense for me to concentrate on my life like nothing ever happened.
What do you do after this awkward moment when you realize that nothing won't ever be the same? Just stay put and breathe..
That's what i ve been trying to do for several months.. When you see people you love and care about going down the wrong side of the valley called life and you can t do a damn thing about it? What do you do uh ? Just stay put and breathe...
Its on my way back from my new job that i get the strength to write this down and feel like i finally was able to flush that water that have been chocking me hard!
Someone told me; jail is the way the society has to send you back to your bedroom, death is the way God gets back his angels, sickness is the way you realize how good it is to actually be alive.. And it goes on but really?? Why would we have to be slapped in the face, tortured and hurt to understand that we had it better?? Is it the way the human brain works? Unfortunately is the way life works..
I guess after this awful year 2011 I am grateful to be able to say that i am still standing up an breathing. So for this i thank you God or whatever your name is, this person that watches over our heads and keeps us standing and breathing...
I guess i am still under construction.
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