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Thought about leaving you alone. Something always pulls me back to you. Emotions make life inbetween us hardcore. I thought I wanted to have a forever with you, now I wished you just leave me be. I will love as the one that was too broken. And somekne that i had to let define what that truly needed. I was the person that wanted for you to just love as hard as I'd loved you. I forgive me, i hope you let this moment that Love is Here, just never enough to be the right one for you. #emotions #writtenbyiamjac SUPPORT DA KiDD #IAMJAC JOURNEY of JERMAINE U DOWN??? #poeticjoint #blackboymagic #LOVEisHERE #liveyourlife #beyou #amazing #yummyhair #youtuber #smirks #KingMaine #blackgaymen #instagay #rayban #eyewear #beardgang #naturalhairman #Naturalhairgang #blackgay #melanin #LGBTQ #gayinsta #gaychub #gaymer #JERMAINEMATTERS (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxfvwZkl_-X/?igshid=10xbig767tehv

Praying to Get Out of Being Stuck By Jermaine A Callando There were many days that I pray for a better us. This time was different. I got on my knees, clapped my hands together, and I pray for... Pray for things to get better, not for us, but for just me. I seeing that prayers that I have of our union never get answer, so it time to go alone, and I ask God, why have I chosen someone that can't stay faithful. Yes, on bended knees, I ask God, why have can't I let go of someone that constantly devalues me and I still stay with him. I let out tears, while I kept my eyes close tight, praying to God that give me strength, and stop the same old cycle, and let me began anew. I pray to him, that he forgives me for being to broken, and that will give me that strength to allow my family and friends in and become the foundation that I couldn't lay down with you. It seem like a simple five minutes to some, for me, I allow myself to open up what I kept inside. Like the pain, he cause me, and the doubt, he made me feel, last was the how he broke me. I pray to God to catch me, cause I've fallen in a pit that I couldn't see out. I keep tryin to climb up out of it, then he say something that fall over and yet again I'm back in the pit, with someone that dig the pit deeper, darker. I was tired of the back and forth, of the circles and just tired of being used by him, and letting myself down. I prayed to allow myself take ownership of my part of what went wrong in this relationship and now... I'm ready for a change, so with this prayer, I hope that God will guide me, will heal the pain and help me out of the endless pit. I pray for anew, I hope that you understand soon there will be no more of an us, that time is up with you and me. Hopefully you'll move on with your heart like you have with your body, I will still love you, just as someone that taught me a lesson. I hope soon, my prayer is going to answered. #PoeticJoint SUPPORT DA KiDD #IAMJAC JOURNEY of JERMAINE U DOWN??? #curlsarefree #happynewyear #LOVEisHERE #liveyourlife #beyou #amazing #curlyman #yummyhair #youtuber #smirks #KingMaine #blackgaymen (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsk1yyAlw5E/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=r5ut26e6o6gb

My Blueberry Cream Fulfilled Night By Jermaine A. Callando Blueberry and cream, that what I remember most about that night. Six months has past, still what has been on my mind was blueberry and cream. My taste buds haven't been the same, I brought several pies and vanilla ice cream to recreate what I tasted that night with you. Your body being shades of purples and blues with cream all over it, my eyes never knew that a mess could look so beautiful. I still go to body painting classes to find someone like you, and I run down with no dice, something about that night was perfect and it stains my mind. Blueberry and cream, somehow my mind keeps coming back to the notion of you and me circling a room, with our bodies in something that once was fully editable, our mouths fulfilling their thirst with licking and kissing all over. I wish I could get you off my mind. How could one night be filled with such passion, such deliciousness, now I'm in so much anguish and yearning. I have been searching throughout my phone for your number, wishing for one more time, hoping to make one more time last a lifetime. I never felt so many things in one night, I wish I could find you, could plead with you, cause of the blueberry and cream. I need to let it go, seems like for the last six months, I've been trying to find that scent to spray on whenever I thought about you, even that nothing compare to that night. Picture it, I met you, we had a get first date, even took a pie and some ice cream from the restaurant, when to this art studio. Took turns kissing against a wall, clothes kept falling off, the pie with blueberry and the ice cream fully melted. As the night went on, the scent, the fun, the feels and the taste is constantly on my mind, especially the person that made it occur. Why can't let go of that night with Blueberry and Cream??? #IAMJAC #writtenbyiamjac #PoeticJoint I hope you can SUPPORT DA KiDD IAMJAC JOURNEY of JERMAINE U DOWN??? #curlsarefree #happynewyear #LOVEisHERE #liveyourlife #beyou #amazing #curlyman #yummyhair #youtuber #smirks #KingMaine #blackgaymen #instagay #rayban #eyewear #beardgang #naturalhair (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/BshbmGDFs1z/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1uzbn7c0lwwyj