#hawkishere

Sometimes the hardest thing is to not kick a man when he down. Or at his lowest. We suppose rebuild them instead of telling what hurts us the most. The little things that they said they can't help, looking at another, saying something so crass, and them letting you down turn by turn. That thing about loving someone that you know will cause you more pain then joy. Hoping to see the person within him, the man that want to become, and dreams that he still dares to dream. He more than a dreamer, we can make it if we try. Trouble with loving someone that may never see the beauty that is you. Love is Blinding #writtenbyiamjac #LOVEisHERE #IAMJAC #loveyourself #first #bodypositive #bodybyiamjac #thickmalemodel #weightlossjourney #HAWKISHERE #JERMAINEMATTERS #lovetheskinyourein #teamthick ------------------------------------------------------------------ Thx to @arilennox #sheabutterbaby @naptural85 #Melanin #yummyhair #beardgang #naturalhairman #naturalhairgang #SelfLove #BlackMenWithBeards #LGBTQ (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0Tvty2BPcm/?igshid=14cztmj59mcuk

SAME….. LANA DEL REY’S THE GODDESS OF “DITCHING RESPONSIBILITIES AND HOPPING ONTO A PATCHOULI-SOAKED MOTORBIKE AT A SEEDY MOTEL, DRIVEN BY A MUSCULAR MAN IN HIS LATE 40S, AND RIDING INTO THE SUNSET” AESTHETIC

All this sweating at the #YMCA, and I'm loving this feeling 😲 this is for Day four WEEK ONE of #gettingfit ... When you have to STAND again. Go HARDER then before you GOT this. I GOT this. You still are HERE. And I am too. #IAMJAC #loveyourself #first #bodypositive #bodybyiamjac #thickmalemodel #fitness #weightlossjourney #HAWKISHERE #JERMAINEMATTERS #lovetheskinyourein #teamthick ------------------------------------------------------------------ @naptural85 #melanin #beardgang #naturalhairman #naturalhairgang #blackgay #jermainematters #BlackMenHair #BlackAndGay #SelfLove #BlackMenWithBeards #Melanin #LGBTQ (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwdMO6OFKT7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rhz0ly72ar8i

Hey it's me #goodmorning #IAMJAC about to go eat my #cleaneating #breakfast this #morning it's #kashi cereal #blueberryclusters #generalmills #goldengrahams with #silkcashewmilk, #dannonyogurt #greekyogurt #blueberry two #boiled #eggs and a #banana with#orangejuice #floridanaturals and my #fav #water #deerpark #healthybalance #healthyfoodie #foodporn #yummyinthetummy #HAWKISHERE #jermainematters #weightlossjourney cont... (at Walkertown, North Carolina)

#vlog #goodevening me #IAMJAC rocking #bantuknots about to start #dailys #squats #jumpingjacks #walk for day seven week one of #gettingfit #getfit #cardio #runnerslife #fitness #gaycommunity #gay #lgbtcommunity #lgbt #blackgaymen #gaymale #gaymen #instagay #gayrights #beardgang #naturalhairman #naturalhairgang #blackgay #thick #malemodel #melanin #gaymer #gaymale #thickgay #HAWKISHERE #jermainematters #weightlossjourney cont... (at North East Winston, Winston-Salem, North Carolina)

At end of moment with someone that I loved once. Goodbye the drama and the feeling of wondering, never was mine to claim, I knew it. It hurts to think the one person I let into my life, I have to let go of, it was good moments, and forever the one I first loved. I became human, and et emotion get me a state of high and lows, loving someone that never sees you for whom you are, life is going to become better. Still this hurt, #loveisoneitsway #thanksforneverseeingme #HawkISHere #Nevernomore -Jermaine A. Callando #betterman #soccer #STAYHOME #withme #cardio #gettingfit #GETFIT I'm back on my #weightlossjourney #IAMJAC #KingMaine #bodypositive #curlyman #yummyhair #youtuber #smirks #KingMaine #instagay #skullcandy #newbalance #ootd #beardgang #naturalhairman #Naturalhairgang #blackgay #thickmalemodel #melanin #LBGTQI (at North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CANpWB_pSb7/?igshid=1d0al6135eilk

Time to let the Photos Speak Up for me... Your Curls Could Neva... #yummycurls #springishere -Jermaine A. Callando ................................................................... #HAWKISHERE #30iscoming #IAMJAC #thickmalemodel #JERMAINEMATTERS #fwithmeyouknowigotit #April10 #lovetheskinyourein #teamthick #beardgang #naturalhairman #naturalhairgang #blackgay #BlackMenHair #BlackAndGay #SelfLove #BlackMenWithBeards #Melanin #LGBTQ (at North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-DVnQVJeyo/?igshid=742l6zfgaghj

So this was on Friday night. Before Open Mic at the @idiotboxcomedyclub I'm low key nervous and super excited. I hope you will come and see about sometime soon... -Jermaine A. Callando ................................................................... #HAWKISHERE #30iscoming #IAMJAC #thickmalemodel #JERMAINEMATTERS #fwithmeyouknowigotit #April10 #youngcomedian #standupislife #lovetheskinyourein #teamthick #beardgang #naturalhairman #naturalhairgang #blackgay #BlackMenHair #BlackAndGay #SelfLove #BlackMenWithBeards #Melanin #LGBTQ (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9hdJOEpkfe/?igshid=4bicjf2j9dib