#poc selfship

I decided to do an art study similar to nekjyu's chibi art LOL

it’s been two years of starcross, and i genuinely can’t believe how much has changed. shootings stars cannot bring wishes like this sanctuary, cannot fulfill the deepest desires of a selfish heart like he does to me. my dumb dumb emi, i love every part of him and by extension, that means some parts of me as well. i used to believe i only had influence of myself from my insert, but he holds parts of me that i hope to learn to love and discover more and more. thank you for making my days shine brighter and the song of my heart to sing louder.

as you can see, this year in comparison to last year is quiet different. last year was far more formal, this years theme was patisserie! i decided that every year, i want a recreation of the same or similar concept but with different themes, so i will strive towards it in a way where i can have fun.

for this theme, the concept is an au where emihiko runs a small bakery (although he sort of…sucks at baking.) and one day through unknown magic he baked a blueberry pie that comes to life, which he named him ‘nayla’. she knows far more about baking and far less about living compared to him, so she becomes his assistant as they traverse the quaint yet hectic life of a bakery! i created outfits alone for this theme, designed entirely by me even though i certainly am no artist but i enjoyed trying:

i worked on this project for months, something i want to be able to do every year as someone who loves fashion and who had a lot of fun with this! i truly believe an oc f/o can be an amazing and exciting thing, as silly as it sounds. please allow yourself to create characters who are for you and you alone to enjoy to the fullest!

i am thankful for all of you who’ve stuck around for them and for this post alone. you have no idea how much it means to me to know i am allowed to share parts of myself and be received with open arms. to all of you, thank you from the bottom of my heart. 🤍