#playgound

Places We Used To Go, Oakland, March 2020.

The curtains were not the same formerly, they were beige with light green wide stripes undelined by a red line slightly in relief on both side of the color band. the heating system were blowing from the floor at this angle of the room just under the curtain. Even today it is still the hottest place in the house, wich have always been dramatically cold. I used to wrap myself in the curtain, letting the heat comming in the tube of cloth aroud me, I stayed there until it is impossile to breath and then I let the curtain roll out swiftly, twirling on myself until I felt dizzy. The first part of the game was «the carrot» and then «the helicopter» id like to bring with me a piece of this blazing euphoria to drink it alone when I’m unable to be something else than a drunk and sad being