#plasmadream

to the nb kinnie who switches up pronouns for kinshifts, im the same! different kinshifts have different genders, the most obvious one being a kin where i was transfem in my timeline and being called feminine things made me really happy. when im not in that kinshift, fem terms are a Big No. so yeah, gender is an odd thing

sometimes when i can't sleep i imagine my partner from my canon is still here and he's telling me it's okay to rest and im not doing anything wrong by sleeping. i miss him so much...i have a feeling he said the same things to me when i was actually there. but since im not sure he'll ever be around these parts, the times we had together and voice of a memory in my head telling me it's alright, sweetheart, is what ive got. and im grateful for that, at the very least.

a new bit of source was released today and even though i don't think most of it happened in my world...i knew i was right!! i knew that quackity-from-las-nevadas really did care about me and he wasn't just pretending like some nasty people said!! he was my best friend in the whole world and its lovely to see that i definitely was his too!!

spiritual kinnie culture is getting a past life reading from a friend for fun and having it be unnervingly accurate to how your life was...bonus points for that friend not knowing Anything about said past life or even ats and just getting there anyway-

never meet your creators, man. im a dnd oc-tive of some variety and i miss my headmate from my world more than anything but the campaign is on hold and we're drifting away from and seeing flaws in the dm as a friend and they played my headmate and...i didn't truly exist as a Person last time we talked in character. i am so scared that ill never get to talk to him again, and even if we do it'll be different. gods. being here fucking sucks sometimes.

girl (neutral) help i have 15k fics in my tag and 80% are probably something i would never touch with a ten foot pole. but such is the way of being from a popular source and fandom forgetting to think with their Media Brains instead of their pants. live and let live, all that's tagged appropriately is fair game, but uRGH i did more than the horizontal tango you know? i murder as well!! /silly

canon clothes!! i can very much answer that one!! i (ooc) bought some shiny rocks to represent sending stones for the party and i have my one still, it's selenite because it just Looked Magic. ive also got some other stuff in opalite which im rather attached to because it's the same stone as my. i do not know what we are. mo chara. and i have a red bandanna that's just like the one they gave me, my friends even know it's jacob's bandanna and i wear it all the time. wrapping it around my hand as a comfort stim is good.