#pjofictive

- percy jackson 🌊👍

Being a fictive is all fun and games until the fandom completely forgets you have a personality outside of being "[character]'s significant other".

I'm going to be a bit vague about this because I know the problem can be solved by just filtering certain tags (which I plan to do going forward), but it's disheartening to know that it's all people see me as. If it were simply filtering out ship names I wouldn't have as much of a problem, but one of the posts I saw didn't even have me in it but was still tagged with my name because it was fanart of my canonical boyfriend.

Emphasis on canonical btw! He was NEVER my boyfriend in the first place! That isn't how things played out in my timeline! I know it's a popular ship considering it was canonized so I can't be mad about seeing it, but I wish people would tag their posts accordingly. Do NOT attach my name to a post if I'm not even present in it. I have much more of a personality than simply being "the fandom fave's boyfriend". I have my own passions and friends and family.

I know it's a bit of a pointless rant given that I have the tools to avoid it (for the most part), & that this might be too discourse-y to be allowed on this blog, so I understand if it isn't posted. It's just a struggle trying to find my own identity when nobody else seems to care about me as anything other than a plot device.

chiron. no clue why I miss that guy because I don't think we had anything?? anyway. get back here you idiot. hate that I care about you. idk.

oh yeah. peter johnson. perry. whatever you know your name. pretty sure you ascended in my canon. so that's fun. was stuck with your annoying ass for like 50 years before i got to leave camp. so that was fun.

in all honesty, though. percy, you were a good influence on Olympus. i think you got s lot of us to realise what shit parents we had been (not me tho. always been good to the few kids i got). so, thanks for that. patron god of demigods, eh? it fits you. always knew you'd ascend at some point. takes one to know one and all that.

anyway. my boys, my kids, castor and pollux. pollux, I'm so so sorry. i should've been able to protect both of you. you shouldn't have had to sleep alone in your cabin. im so sorry. castor, you shouldn't've had to die so young. miss you both. 'course, I knew I had to watch you die at some point, being immortal and all, but it still hurts. im sorry.

aight enough depression. think that's all. still don't like that I'm missing people, but it is what it is.

-dionysus/mr d, pjo fictive (#starcrossed)

cos like. we r a system right. we can't control who we introject and we all know that. but like-

we're also hellenistic and we mostly worship Apollo, Athena and Hephaestus

IM A FICTIVE OF APOLLO

I feel soooo weird giving ""myself"" offerings,,,,, and also just generally being mortal :( it's weirdddd get me back to Olympus NOW!!!!

-apollo, epic: the musical and pjo fictive (#starcrossed)

i consider literally just about everyone from camp halfblood family to me genuinely <3 you all matter so so much to me

i remember having a little garden (that id sometimes work on with the other campers, though MOSTLY with annabeth) and i just had a TON of different species of flowers, each representing all my my friends/family!!!

trying to remember what each flower everyone had was LOL

nicos wasss a black rose i think? or maybe some sort of poppy?

jasons was this thing called a white lightning flower (google it they are so cool)

annabeths was probably an orchid?

percyyyyy i dont have clue what the flower was called but it was like a very clear blue color with black!! (ive seen it irl before but just have no idea what its called)

@ the recent clarisse fictive from a few days ago, hers was a masterwort! (they are commonly used to symbolize strength and protection<3)

okay thank you all for listening to my rambles i really like flowers

-#✿ (grover pjo kin)

Sunny (omori): came into front and just blankly stared. then proceeded to threaten (/lightheated) violence

Peter (percy, pjo): came into front, claimed to be a co-host, fronted for 2 weeks straight. has not stepped into front since

Chara (undertale): in headspace, threatened (/lighthearted) violence to the body's grandparents

Caelus (honkai star rail): fronted and demanded help from the body's friend on picking a text proxy, then promptly left front. (eventually developed one of the funniest senses of humor in system, has top-tier comedic timing)

Aizawa (mha): pined over Present Mic and then demanded we go to bed

Noah (aether, genshin impact): discovered his boyfriend also formed. proceeded to cry and gush over his boyfriend, felix. also demanded to be friends with the body's friends

Felix (xiao, genshin impact): quietly swooned for noah. contently watched his boyfriend make friends. just was a silent, but endearing presence.

#💭Thoughtless