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I'm just now starting to realize that it's not my fault that I never learned the same basic life skills that my peers did. I have an abusive mom and she purposely never taught me how to do anything myself.

I'm realizing that the shame I had about not knowing those things was making it harder and harder to actually learn them. Feeling deeply ashamed of myself whenever I tried to do something that I didn't know how to do just made me avoid doing those things so I wouldn't feel bad.

I'm going to start celebrating my accomplishments (as I learn how to cook, clean, drive, etc) instead of hiding the things I don't know how to do out of shame.

#personal cw #parental abuse cw

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AAA THANK YOU. You're all so sweet I'm 😭 asdfs I cannot really thank you enough honestly.

I really really hope that everyone is having a good and bright day right now, and if not, that you might get some smile and a good refresh very soon, like a yummy drink or treat 🤍🤍🤍

#🌙 / out.#;i cried irl a lil bit dasff #;but really thank you #;rest whenever you can and take care of yourselves 🤍#;i'm keeping everything~#personal cw #;useless info #;tbd

khhhhhhhhghghghg.... nothing bad per se, just an autistic/audhd experience with alcohol so cw for That kind of topic

tfw u like drinking bc it shuts ur brain off from most of the overthinking & u feel, like. honestly v free and ur just vibing. but u live w someone so then ur "free" is sometimes loudly being (an admittedly slightly exaggerated version of) urself so ur talking a Lot about things and saying things u'd normally hold back on and ur not so far gone that u don't realize how fucking ANNOYING you actually are and and and lmaoooooo kill me

#I HAVE FUN i have sm fun while i'm not sober. but god do i also hate myself lmao............#it's such a.......... fuck idk what word i'm thinking but #yk. YK. that feeling when u feel finally that rare bit of 'omg it feels so good to just be me and not care'#but then immediately start caring again while ur still. Not Sober.#i don't think my mom actually minds. but god sometimes i still have those 'why the fuck are u putting up with me' moments #WHICH I KNOWWWW i knowwww is just old trauma and like. knowledge that most people would be awful about the Real MeTM #but god if that realization doesn't also suck lmao.......#anyway someone should revoke my tumblr permissions on tuesdays bc i usually come home w soju and embarrass myself on the dash lmaooooooo #still trying to work on lessening my alcohol intake as a whole. but it's hard going lower than once/twice a week. (':#ESP while i'm not also smoking weed l-lmfao.....#which is embarrassing to admit. as someone who's part of an uptight family so i still have those 'omg alcoholics/addicts are gross'#kinds of thoughts internalized even though i understand sm more now how and why people struggle with those things #i can extend empathy to others easy. to myself though?? lmaoooooooooooooo so much harder #RAWDOGGING LIFE IS A BITCHHHHH esp when ur disabled & late-diagnosed/not technically but informally diagnosed #late stage capitalism is a motherfucker to everyone. god i just wanna punch people but also cry w people yk?#aljkfdhdksjg ok sorry shutting up i'm going back to some drunk april fools overwatch #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.#personal cw

I'm noticing a pattern, in our system. And I don't like it.

There are weeks where I'll be the main fronter, and I'll almost always be present. Then there are weeks where I'm rarely at the front. When I'm the main fronter, this always coincides with times my entire system is much more depressed.

I don't know if it's a correlation or a causation. I don't know if it's because I'm always depressed, and that makes my headmates more depressed when I'm present, or if it's because when my headmates are more depressed, I'm more likely to front.

When people notice I'm fronting, they tend to say "oh no" or "what's wrong?". I really don't like that this is, technically, a valid response.

#personal cw #plural system

Hey nerdlings ♡

My presence will likely be minimal this week. Extreme fatigue has hit, and I want to avoid spoilers for tomorrow's premier. Additionally, I have family in town for a member's passing, and am kind of letting my own medical diagnosis sink in (nothing too crazy — but I do see my doctor Nov. 4th to discuss a treatment plan and such). Life is chaaaoootic right now and I am but a chronically ill person, miserably trotting along. 😅

Anyways, I'll be lurking on Discord and occasionally check the dash.

See ya laterrr

#★ // FAUST SPEAKING.#★ // MOBILE.#medical cw #personal cw

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hey hey! it's been one month post op. honestly it's all i've been concentrating on. today i had a post-surgery appointment with my doctor, and things are pretty well! i started PT a few weeks ago, and it's been less painful than i anticipated. or maybe i'm just pumped about seeing that i'm getting better. there's far less swelling, my skin is healing nicely and the pain has been normal and easy to manage (anything is easier to manage than the state of my knee pre-op). i can move more and i have much more strength and control. i'm slowly ditching my trusty little crutches (though i still use them in public because i'm scared of public transportation AND inconsiderate people). in regards to my activity here, i very much want to be back, but i don't know when it's going to happen. and it's more than okay if you prefer to softblock due to ic inactivity uwu. so yeah! blonde bitch still in my brain he's just hiding or something. if you stick around, thank you mWAH

#（♥） l'amour ； ooc.#personal cw #health cw

just as a general heads up but my mom just got laid off work after over ten years at her job right before the holiday season so I don't know how much I'm gonna be around right now lmao

#fuck this whole fucking year lmao i hate this whole fucking year #personal cw #negativity cw #PSA.

I really wanted to say that I'm alive, but that'd be a lie, i'm ded I hope y'all doing well tho, sending LOVE 💙

#✖ / out.#;my life's been a big messy roller coaster actually so i haven't had much free time at all #;and my computer is dying cant even put a meme here >:(#;ik i haven't been social online but thank u so much for being so patient ily #;i'm fighting a lot to try to get better soon 🤍#;ANW SENDING SMOOCHES #;useless info #personal cw #;tbd

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