ꜱᴛᴀʏ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴀɴᴇ

#BYANYAN:ㅤan independent, private, & selective original character, created & written by grey (32, they/them, pst). established on jan. 24th, 2021.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ✧ ∘ ˚ heavily affiliated with cafesol && nightingeal.

ㅤa study in not being sure where your trauma ends and your personality begins, emotions that all seem to come out as anger, rebelling through self expression because it's all you have, the comfort found in self destruction, unlearning all the harmful things you grew up being told about yourself, and learning to love yourself and others.

ACTIVITY NOTICE.ㅤi am slow and inconsistent with both replies and dms. this has nothing to do with you or how excited i am to write with you — i am neurodivergent and depressed, deep in autistic burnout and prone to hyperfixating on things outside of rp. right now, i'm focused more on taking care of and improving my mental health and trying to pressure myself less over what is, ultimately, just a hobby. i'll be sporadic about my activity and thank you all for your continued patience with me. ♡

BELOVED AFFILIATES.ㅤcafesol / tsuukiimi *⋆ nightingeal ⋆* blessedrulers / heartcollected *⋆ aoikiri / yoobiins ⋆*

✧･ﾟ: * CARRD. *⋆ HEADCANON. ⋆* ART. *⋆ MEMES. ⋆* OPENS. *⋆ PINTEREST. *:･ﾟ✧

✧･ﾟ: * IN DEPTH HEADCANONS. *:･ﾟ✧

⋆* on byan's gender identity: history, gender identity: details, sexuality. *⋆

BLOGROLL.ㅤlctibule (oc & canon multimuse; low activity)

@altruprism asked: ♡ (for bianca)

what byan thinks of your muse

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ㅤㅤ" i've only had bianca as a baby sister for like a week but if anythin' happened to her i'd kill everyone in this room and then myself. "

@leatherforhell asked: ♡

what byan thinks of your muse

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ㅤㅤ" clara's... "ㅤthey trail off for several long moments, considering how to put word to their thoughts.ㅤ" ...i dunno. like, in everythin' but blood, she might as well be my sister, y'know? —don't tell 'er i said that, though. "

ㅤㅤ" and 's far as her fashion... don't get me wrong, it can hit, but she seems t' kinda lean comfort over looks. —which, fair, but. also kinda boring, so i can't give high marks. two outta five. "

@bulsoitan asked: ♡ byan please be so gentle

what byan thinks of your muse

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ㅤㅤ" guy gives the vibe of a human punchin' bag. pretty sure he'd apologize to me 'f i just looked at 'im the wrong way. s'kinda... "ㅤrelatable, to a younger version of themself.ㅤ" ...pathetic. "

but in a kicked puppy kind of way, loath as they are to admit it, it makes them a little curious about him.

ㅤㅤ" fashion ain't the worst i ever seen, but that don't make it good either. pisses me off t' see 'im dressed like that when we look so alike though, can't lie. like, what if someone mistakes him for me while he's dressed all drab 'n blah like that? i'd never live that shit down! "

@violetgleams asked: ♡

what byan thinks of your muse

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ㅤㅤ" bubbles is fun t' fuck with. "ㅤthe grin they wear is mischievous and vaguely wolfish.ㅤ" but i guess i wouldn't let any real harm come to 'im. ...prob'ly. "

ㅤㅤ" —fashion's a major yawn though. completely forgettable. "

@gnarledbite asked: ♡

what byan thinks of your muse

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ㅤㅤ" garrett's like, basically the only vamp who hasn't been a total piece'a shit to me. it is what it is. "ㅤshrug. he's also done a hell of a lot for them without any real reason to. not to mention that if they hadn't met him when they did, they'd probably have died a second time for a number of reasons, in numerous possible ways.

(they can't, however, completely forget how he'd almost bitten them. how he would have done worse had he managed to get his teeth in them, if betty hadn't knocked some sense back into him.)

ㅤㅤ" pretty sure i've said this a bunch already, but the fashion'd be better with some pops'a colour. i get that the all black is a stealth thing, 'r whatever, but still. "

@apexulansis asked: ♡ !

what byan thinks of your muse

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ㅤㅤ" the fits are practical but a little borin'. he gets bonus points for the cloaks though. that shit's just cool. "

are they dodging addressing everything else? ...shut up. (yes.)

with a shrug and some feigned indifference:ㅤ" ...he's okay. "

@smilingwrxith asked: ♡ (not me wondering how much has changed for this Verse of Marg-)

what byan thinks of your muse

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ㅤㅤ" disappeared for five years 'r not, came back different 'r not, marg's still my big sis no matter what. be awful hypocritical'a me if any'a that changed just 'cause she got worse. "

a beat.

ㅤㅤ" ...please let me take ya shoppin' though, i'm beggin'— you've always had a decent foundation with the punky vibe, but it could still use a little work. a bit'a love, y'know? "

@cafesol asked:ㅤgently bites their cheek

ㅤㅤ" —'ey! "ㅤan expression of surprise rather than one of annoyance, proven so by the bubbling giggles that quickly follow. a playful swat at their boyfriend's face and byan lunges forth— teeth catching his earlobe as gently as the sharp movement allows, they give a teasing tug on it before releasing him.

ㅤㅤ" the hell, man? "ㅤa bold question for someone who uses him like a chew toy whenever they're bored. their eyes are sparkling with amusement though, crooked grin spread wide as their eyes find sol's.ㅤ" should know by now that'cha don't get t' bite fer free. you chomp down on me, i get t' do the same t' you. "

longer story even shorter, after seeing their actions result in sol coming to harm, byan starts thinking. they never want to see that happen again, they feel insane levels of guilt, and they start checking themself. start rethinking some of their more reckless behaviours. this part is all canon, it's all decided already.