#paraluman

will be posting the part 5 of A Second Chance soon.

love,

I will always sing you songs of Kundiman //  Palagi kitang aawitan ng Kundiman

Bakit sumusulat pa rin ako?

Kung susulat ng mga bagong kabanata,

Mahal, ikaw at ako pa rin ang aking talata. 

At sa bawat letra ng bagong kwento,

Alaala natin ang itatampok ko.

Sa bawat pahina,

Oh isusulat ka aking sinta

Tungkol sa mga nakaw nating sandali,

Sa mga oras na mali

Bakit susulat pa rin ako?

They all say there’s a time and place

There’s a dream that’s worth the wait~

You were my dream. And finally, everything was falling into place. So easily, so quickly -- it seemed too good to be true. We were both afraid. And I hate the reason why. Why are we afraid of the ending so early? I understand this, but I still hate it. 

And if the thunder lightens up

Just maybe then you'll hear me~

My favorite part of our relationship is that we’re bestfriends. I can tell you anything and everything, except when I’m upset. Hindi ko masabi agad, kasi naiiyak ako at ayoko namang hindi ko pa masabi yung dahilan umiiyak na ko. Anyway, I’ve told you that I’m sad because your jokes poke my insecurities. And it hurts everytime you answer “hindi” whenever someone asks if we’re together already - and this after I’d say “hindi pa”.

Tulog na, puso ko

'Di na kailangang padaliin ang pag-ibig na totoo~

But right after ranting, I felt lighter. And I had to share this with another friend who made me realize that there is nothing wrong with waiting, with having more time to simply enjoy the company of someone you love - without any decisions to make. And I realized that I just hated why you - why both of us were afraid. 

I was fine with waiting. Because I love you and I know that you love me too. For now this is enough.

Hindi ko naman yata ikamamatay

Kung hindi ko mahawakan ang iyong kamay~

I took a step back. And apparently, you did too.

I tried to breathe this love slowly - every inhale and exhale has to be as calm as the breeze every morning. Too much emotion is not good for me. Or for anyone, I guess.

'Cause baby your lightning is beautiful, frightening

Watch me stand out in this storm for simply wanting more~

And I tried my best not to be too much. Magtetext palagi? Magrereply agad? Baka it overwhelms you. But most times I couldn’t help it - why wouldn’t I not make you feel how much I love you?

Who do the midnight stars remind you of?~

Kung nakaabot ka dito, ang sipag mong magbasa haha. Half, mahal kita.

What once was lost has now been found

Like the stars to the dreamers, like the sea to the shore~

We arrived at Nostra Missione.

It was funny ‘cause you told me to listen to the lyrics of this song, and then towards the end you were saying something I couldn’t catch because I was listening intently to the song. 

I love how you asked me to be yours. Finally answering our what if, of course I’d say yes to you. Dahil mahal kita. Palagi.

Sumisiping ang buwan at mga bituwin na para bang sumasang-ayon sa atin ang kalawakan. Himig ng tadhana sa atin ay tumutugma na~

Thank you, Universe. Baka nga tumutol ka dati dahil mas perfect ang timing ngayon.