okay so here's a question re: 36 lessons. i'm compiling some quotes and notes for the thing i've been thinking about, and i came across something i'm not actually sure of: does vivec recommend veneration of padhome? or just sithis?
there are seven instances of "padhome" being used in the lessons, three referring to the "altar of padhome," the other four as part of variations of the "GHARTOK PADHOME" incantation.
i had assumed vivec venerated or at least recommended veneration of padhome, but in sermon 16 he refers to "the altar of Padhome in the house of False Thinking," which seems to indicate a connection to the house of troubles. would vivec recommend venerating padhome if padhome was connected to the house of troubles?
but now that i'm thinking of it, sithis himself is only referred to four times in the lessons himself, always called "SITHISIT," with three of those references in just one sermon, sermon 10. and these references all seem somewhat neutral? i think i had assumed he was venerated by the dunmer bc of the positive spin the book "sithis" puts on him, which i've always headcanoned as being a text written directly by vivec himself, if not at least one of his closest followers.
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ok letâs talk about elder scrolls now. so hopefully youâve read my fairly comprehensive post about my theory of that universeâs metaphysics, because this will be referring to it quite heavily.
we understand elder scrolls to be literally scrolls, correct? theyâre these ancient rolled up pieces of parchment written in (presumably) the aedric language, which makes those receptive to prophecy go blind after reading just a few. theyâre not super consistent in the quality and truth of their prophecies, but the usefulness of them cannot be understated.
elder scrolls can give prophecies for things that will happen, sure. but sometimes they tell you things that wonât happen. or things that could happen, but itâs not super set in stone. sometimes it tells you things you already knew, like things happening right now, or things that have already happened. sometimes it tells you things that didnât happen, or probably didnât happen.
like i said, not super reliable, but when you DO get a good prophecy for the future, itâs extremely useful. so thereâs an entire cult dedicated to collecting, reading, and studying them, the cult of the ancestor moth. (iâm not sure why theyâre called that.)
so letâs take a look at this. what does a scroll look like when itâs a scroll, as in rolled up? itâs just a tube, from a distance looking just like a line, or a 1, or....a tower.Â
yes, thatâs exactly what iâm suggesting the elder scrolls are. theyâre reflections of The Tower, similar to the architectural towers of tamriel, except the way they function is a bit different.Â
they donât solidify reality on a local level. they present a vision of reality on a global or universal level that may or may not be true. but, technically, theyâre all true.
elder scrolls are trans-dimensional, trans-timeline objects that present trans-dimensional, trans-timeline prophecies. if something it says will happen here and now doesnât happen, you can bet your ass it happens somewhere or in some other timeline or version of reality. so in actuality, all of the elder scrolls prophecies are true. just maybe not in this reality.Â
the elder scroll, instead of making one reality true, represent all true realities.
and thereâs a reason i just said âthe elder scroll,â singular. i believe thereâs only one elder scroll.Â
let me explain this, again, in terms of real-life physics. thereâs a theory, not quite confirmed as far as iâm aware, that all electrons are the same electron. so those little negatively-charged particles that orbit the central nuclei of atoms are actually just one particle at different points in time. electrons are actually capable of a kind of time travel! and it uses that ability to exist alongside other versions of itself from other points in time! sorta. itâs a bit more complicated (a lot more, really), but thatâs the gist.
the elder scroll is the same way. itâs the same elder scroll at different points in time. not only different points in our timeline, but all points in all timelines ever, not just linear ones, either. sometimes it predicts impossible things because sometimes, in versions of itself where time is irregular, nonlinear, and/or unfixed, those things can happen.
okay, okay, i know. âhow does the SAME elder scroll have all these different prophecies? is somebody rewriting it all the time? how come it doesnât just tell you prophecies for YOUR timeline?â
the elder scroll is special because while it exists at all points in time, it also exists independently of time. itâs not constrained by time, so it can kinda do whatever it wants, be wherever and whenever it wants.Â
and who said what was actually on the scroll ever changed? ;)
itâs not like something you just âread,â like a book. itâs more like a portal into this trans-time space, and when you look into it, you see a different time, different place, different timeline, different reality. theyâre usually somewhat similar to your own reality, maybe in slightly different versions, maybe exactly in yours. sometimeâs theyâre basically incoherent because of how different their timeline and reality is. but of course, only certain people can really look into that. most people just see a bunch of letters and gibberish, which is probably a mental defense mechanism of mortals whose minds canât handle exposure to that kind of force.
so...whyâs this thing exist? well, again, looking back at my theory about reality: who is the only person we know of to have transcended time entirely, and to have looked into it?
iâm not positive this is true, but i think either lorkhan âcreatedâ the elder scroll, or lorkhan is, in a sense, the elder scroll. of course, his body exists as masser and secunda. his heart exists, kinda, sorta, maybe still....probably. his âsoulâ exists through shezzarines. but when he was in The Void (Padomay), looking back at The First AE (Anu), a new part of him, sort of the Divinity of Divinities, was created, left behind, but still connected to lorkhan. iâm not sure if heâd even be aware of it. but i think perhaps what we understand as âthe elder scroll(s)â is what lorkhan achieved in the Void while looking back at the First AE.