May 3
"My intrusive thoughts made me cut my bangs"
My instrusive thoughts make me think I'm a pedophile for walking past a primary school on my way to college
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"My intrusive thoughts made me cut my bangs"
My instrusive thoughts make me think I'm a pedophile for walking past a primary school on my way to college
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p-ocd is the worst thing ever i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate no no no nope nonoooooo
If you are openly telling people with Pocd they will act upon their thoughts you are disgusting "B-but" no buts ^ - ^
moral ocd/pocd is such a fucking joke. one of my go-to fantasies/daydreams is jumping back in time to being a kid again, around 12 years old, but still with all of my current memories. using the power of knowledge to save me and my siblings from the abuse and trauma we were facing, that sort of stuff, and also so I can do the things I missed out as a child. Like making friends and dating (still have never dated!)
BUT. at this point I start panicking and spiralling. can I really be close friends with my peers, if I'm essentially a grown adult in a child's body? wouldnt that be grooming, with the power imbalance? I still have the mind of an adult. And what if I dated? That would make me a predator? How could I ever be close to anyone around me, I would spend all my time in school and class surrounded by children. And i start spiralling and being sick over it, because I cant figure out a solution and my brain tells me that wanting to go back in time to get another chance at "normal" experiences makes me dangerous and gross, because it means i want to be an adult in a childs body. Its so STUPID its a DAYDREAM about TRAUMA