#owoa

Nancy has a homoerotic relationship with her best friend and then her best friend dies “because” of Nancy.

Nancy thinks a woman is hot and cool and then immediately has to watch as said woman bleeds out right infront of her.

Nancy gets close to a girl for the first time since Barb died, and it’s coincidentally the first time with all the Upside Down bullshit that they know they’ve really lost. Nancy was in charge back in Hawkins, she was leading the charge against Vecna, she failed to kill him and Max got hurt because of it. And Nancy blames herself, she’d blame herself for letting herself get distracted by her “friendship” with Robin.

Nancy realizing she actually starts to catch feelings for Robin at some point but feeing like she has to really repress and push that shit down because every time she feels this way about a girl the universe finds a new way to divinely punish her for it.

So Nancy stays in an awful unfulfilling relationship where she’s miserable because it’s what she thinks she deserves it for all the hurt she’s caused (or believes she’s caused). If she just keeps ignoring how she really feels everything will be fine.

But it’s not, her avoidance almost gets her killed, multiple times, and she has to finally face the fact that her avoidance isn’t actually helping her, it’s actually turning her into her parents, into what she’s feared for so long.

ONE WAY OR ANOTHER

chapter three: weirwood

Last Christmas AU

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Jon stands in front of her, his small smile soon fading, leaving his lips slightly parted in confusion as he stares at her quizzically, and all she feels is relief. Not fear, nor anxiety of messing up for the umpteenth time. Just pure, genuine relief, as if his presence is an invitation to finally relax. Judging by his expression she must have been speechless for quite a long time by now, but she can’t help it. Her heart is hammering in her chest, whether from surprise or something else she doesn’t know, and even without checking she knows her knuckles on the door must’ve turned white now from resisting the urge to jump into Jon’s arms. When she finally speaks, her voice is so quiet she can barely hear her own words. “It’s not Friday.” It’s all she can bloody say, right before mentally cursing at herself. Jon’s mouth turns into a smile, his brows arching in fake disillusion. “‘M not gonna lie, I was kind of expectin’ another reaction.”

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Bog:  “So what do we have here?”

Marianne:  *SINGS THE HELL OUTTA THIS*

Bog:  ???

For @change4charityzayn‘s A-Z of Zayn - C: Charity, D: Dancing & O: One Direction.

One of my favourite 1D dancing videos and they did it for charity!

Spreading the word to support the fundraiser for the British Asian Trust, a charity helping people in Asia, which means I get to support my people too!