Using your PC to explain autism to people who donāt get it.
My brain tries to acknowledge literally everything, and I have to decide whether to clickĀ āyesā orĀ ānoā when it prompts me to acknowledge or ignore stimuli.Ā
Clock ticking? Y/N ... N Cat running wildly through the house? Y/N ... N Telephone ringing? Y/N ... Y Name called? Y/N ... Y
I might clickĀ ānoā withoutĀ āreadingā the message, but Iām still acknowledging it long enough to discard it.Ā
Stimming is me idling as I decide what to do if there is more than one alert popping up. It can also help me close a lot of alert boxes at once as long as more donāt pop up while Iām trying to close whatās already there. Iāll probably develop a lot of lag if more alerts pop up.
Meltdowns and shutdowns are the program freezing and crashing because thereās too much popping up at once and not enough RAM. The system canāt handle all that data.
If Iām sick, hungry, tired, injured, or dealing with monthly female stuff, my body will be generating its own stimulus popups to compete with popups from outside. Internal popups take up RAM normally allocated for handling external stuff, so my program will lag more and crash faster on fewer external popups.
And thatās it.
--Side note, I am not a technical person at all, but this analogy seems to make the most sense to people.










