#over share

Probably over hare if when I was homeless I met this girl bri we because pal, then buddies then friends then almost like sisters. I never had anyone care about me like she did. We laughed and cried together she kept me warm on winter night and told it it would all be okay.

She got married and left being homeless around the same time I did. Her husband moved to Colorado so she moved too. We talked almost everyday. Every god damn day. I helped her get a new job in film what she was always wanted in her life. And she provided me comfort in times of stress

Recently past 2 months I haven’t been okay. I have developed an eating disorder as well as possibly becoming a strong alcoholic and having suicide relations and tendencies and I thought I could reach out to her that she would help but instead she said she didn’t want to deal with my drama and I respect that decision, but I was going to use my entire tax return to go out and give her a hug because goddamn I miss her hugs and How kept she kept me warm on those called endless night.

But no

No, she’s just abandoned me like everyone else has done to me in my entire life. I thought I could trust her but again, i’m just playing the part of the fool

Fairy- What is something that you get excited about? 

Crunchy leaves, misty mornings in the woods, the Perfect Cup of Tea, and the first slice of a freshly baked cake. Basically autumn vibes.

Mermaid- What are you looking forward to? 

The world going back to normal(!) because we had travel plans (we never went on our honeymoon and that was five years ago this month!) and exciting things which we’ve saved up to do and now can’t because covid still sucks.

Castle- What is something that not a lot of people know about you? 

In real life, people don’t tend to realise I’m not straight, just because it doesn’t come up a lot and I’m married to a man, or that I’m ace, or that I have chronic depression because I’m really good at pretending I’m Fine(tm) in company.

17 questions and 17 answers

Nicknames: z, zeebs

Zodiac sign: Capricorn

Height: 5’7 or 5’8 idk which one

Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw

Last thing I googled: what day veterans day is

Number of followers: 600 or something

Amount of sleep: after this election, what even is sleep

Lucky number: I don't have one

Dream job: campaign manager for AOCs presidential run

Wearing: some sweats

Favorite song: green eyes by Arlo Parks

Favorite instrument: anything percussion

Favorite Author: I CANNOT ANSWER THIS although I have been in my Octavia Butler bag as of late

Favorite animal noise: gi gi gi eh eh eh

Random: I've basically been awake since Joe Biden was elected president

Have a recent pic:

Of my newly elected Vice President, who has broken so many glass ceilings to get where she is today. Funny story but almost interned for her in 2018 but I got an offer for the job I have today and took it instead. Hindsight is 20/20 for a reason but yes I may be a little salty that I didn't take the internship instead.