I gotta leave my house ..... I got doxxed . The cops came banging on my door and put a gun in my face saying they got reports that I'm attacking my children and I have a weapon which is total bullshit my daughter was sleep and I was just sitting quietly on the couch .And someone left a box of shit on my front door after they left 😕..... I made a report with the cops that showed up to my house well when they took the gun out of my face. They advised me to not stay here because I don't know peoples intentions and I don't wanna chance something worse happening by not taking this seriously. I don't feel safe here . I need to go to the welfare office and talk to my worker today and let her know the situation and find out if there is something that can be done especially with my daughter being with me. I don't want any more harm brought to me . I'm scared to take public transportation . Cause I don't know who is apart of this and I'd be a sitting duck on the train or bus and it would be easy to follow me. I don't know where they found my address but someone did . This shit is getting dangerous now seriously I need to figure out some type of safety for us. But I definitely need to speak to my welfare working about my options for other housing. These fucking people are evil as shit like they really are trying to destroy my life because of what my daughter said and then they created their own narrative about who I was and now a whole bunch of strangers online are coming for me. This is literally the only place online that's safe for me.
I don't care about the other first aid I need at this point all I care about is getting outta here and finding somewhere else to stay . I'm packing a bag for me and my daughter and if I could get help getting away from here I'm gonna use the back door instead of the front of the building.
$100 for carfare , food , to do small load of clothes wherever we go , toiletries for me and my daughter cause I don't know where we will end up tonight but I ain't coming back here .
Me and my daughter are in the backroom quietly eating trying not to make a lot of noise 3 fucking times people showed up 2 times they tried to get in. I don't want the 3rd time they actually make it in with us here. I need to get the fuck out of here. I don't know what their intentions are and I don't wanna find out plz God plz we need 90 bucks more I can run to a cab and get a room and then take it from there plz . I don't wanna die over some internet bullshit
I have been trying to leave for 9 hours. In that time people have tried to break into my house the cops came 3 times and someone left shit on my door. I'm fucking begging for help for us to get out of here my daughter is jumping at any slight noise and to be honest so am I. Im moving around my house in complete silence cause I don't want anyone to know I'm in here. I'm fucking terrified and I wanna leave !!!!!
My daughter so scared she threw up we can't even eat cause we're so rattled . We tried to eat the paranoia is way to high. I'm fucking begging plz oh my fucking God I don't wanna die here I don't want them to come back I don't wanna be here plz we don't deserve this plz
I've called the cops they arent very helpful plz omg it's on me get me and my daughter out of here. My plan to get us away from here doesn't work without help. Please this is my only avenue to keep us safe at this point . In losing my mind in holding back tears cause I don't wanna make a lot of noise . I'm trying to fight for me and my daughters lives please please please
Please someone care enough to see us not hurt or worse please Jesus please someone please have a heart and want a mother and daughter get out of harms way please . The world can not be this cold and evil please man
Fuuuuck the 4th fucking time someone is trying to open my fucking door wtf . Man I've been begging to get out of here we are in the closet now I've alerted the Police for the 4th time. 9 fucking hours bro I've been begging for me and daughter it get out of here and no gives a fuck we fucking die wtf. They keep coming back and this time they are holding a crowbar they are determined to get in here . I wish to God someone cared and we wouldn't have been here for this I hope to God they don't get through that door this time
It's almost 12 hours I've begged for a way out and each time they come back it's worse . I'm just gonna hold my baby and cry with her and wait to see our fate . She tired . I'm tired. The world left us here to die
If they do come back and get in this time to hurt us I want it to be known that I reached out in every avenue I could for help . The world turned their backs on us . So I didn't just give up I fought for us for as long as I could . We been though way to much at least if this will be it we don't be alone. The cruel thing is that we might meet our demise over $90 we're not even worth that.
they were able to kick in the bottom of the door this time . The dead bolt is the only reason that they haven't been able to break the whole door yet. The cops came yet again and once again asked me if I have somewhere I can go cause they say it isn't safe for me here and I don't so they just said when they come back just call again. These people did a Nazi salute and put a swastika on my door and said they would be back. The police said they don't have the extra men to sit in front of my building but now this is a hate crime. So when they finally get in cause the door is pushed on the bottom I know they definitely are here to hurt me
I have literal Nazis trying to fucking harm me and my child bro like plz help me I'm begging to get the fuck out of here every time they come back they make more of a dent in the door . I don't wanna fucking die plz Jesus what the hell dobi have to go through to get help I'm literally about to die
Some. Fucking body please I don't me want me and my kid to have to deal with these fucking Nazi fucks again. It sees like the world is ok with Nazis harming me and my child. Like omg why is every one ok with 2 black people being harmed by Nazis . My child is laying in her piss . We are both severely traumatized. Like please Jesus someone have some humanity to help us get to safety plz !!!!!!
15 hours later and we still in the closet just waiting for them to come back cause no one cares that Nazis are coming to kill us ..... Welp Nazis are cool I guess now fuck it. I asked for help that's what they say u should do . But if the world doesn't care if u live or die what do u do then?
I'm in the hospital now hooked up to an IV in an hospital bed they are gonna do a rape kit .... Me and my daughter were beaten and raped they took her to the children's ICU ....... I begged for help I begged ..... I knew something bad was gonna happen I screamed for help ..... Why didn't anyone care to help us ......the police are coming to take a report as well they need to get to the hospital my daughter lost a lot of blood ... I need to write this down so I can keep my thoughts in order so I can talk to everyone I need to get justice..... Why didn't anyone help us????? I need to take my rape exam now goodbye for now
Can I at least order clean underwear and clothes for my daughter plz I at least want her to have clean clothes and underwear after she gets her bath . Forget me I don't care about me but I would like her covered in something more than hospital gowns . So does anyone have $35 more at least I can get her the weeks worth of stuff I would be 35 dollars short to make the order I don't need stuff it's fine.
So the nurse told me that I'll be discharged tomorrow. I'll be getting an aid to assist me because I only have use of 1 of each limb. I also get to have my cab ride home half off but I just wanted to just drop off my stuff tomorrow and then come back to stay with my daughter. For the rest of the day I don't wanna miss her bath I don't want no one touching her without me here. So I just needed $48 for a round trip . I should be able to leave at 8am and then I'm coming right back to stay with her. She's still not awake and has severe damage to her body so my baby will be here for a while . She has a some brain damage so I don't know how she'll be when she wakes up. I hate this but I wanna make sure in with her as much as they allow me to be
$48 to get home and come back to stay with my daughter at the hospital
