#original rap

Authors Note: This is dedicated to a beloved fan. You know who you are. Stay Peak

You have such a special way of making me feel like shit. I feel it in every word you say, it is like you don't even care. If you don't want me anymore, you just have to say so. No need to sugar coat your words Better use some powder. Make them a bit worse. And say them a bit louder. "I've gotten tired of you. You are so fucking useless. I was wrong about you. You are so fucking worthless." Then tell me that is over. And don't worry, i'll be fine. This is not the first time i've been left heartbroken.

My first words were a curse These days baby, better left unbirthed Burst forth, 2010 class of the worst Called last, half assed, dumbest of the nerds Skipped just to sit in the park in my parka Pretend I’m a starling and sing with the birds Fed them my spelt bread and vegan horderves Till my butt felt one with the curb Sure, everybody’s got a five year plan Ten year plan? I’ll be dead by then Or strapped to the hood of some mad man’s mad max van, racing through the wasteland pretty as you please eating flies that I catch in my teeth I’m a thief, borrow time? I take it and leave Good luck catching up to my truck, I’m a bloodbag stuffed up to the guts with a need for speed Misc.illenial... Misc.illenial... My first love was a blur Maybe it was gay, who can say for sure? Gender? Hardly know her! I just want a warm body beside me who knows I’m alive And you try to hide our meat inside some sort of box that you’ve devised A personal pan pizza party of pain, and everyone’s invited snowflakes in a melting pot, boil the frogs till we all get hot The have nots and the haven’t gots, all just trying to stay sane I’m just trying not to go cobain, What more do you vultures need? To look up the skirt of my corpse in the dirt and ask me “dos’t thou bleed”? Only nineties kids will remember this x4 Only ninties kids will remember this Using Irony as currency to get more clicks Making memes mocking meaninglessness While spiralling, tryna find a me that fits Only ninties kids will remember this Eating garbage, drinking our own boiled piss Laughing at a future that won't exist Dancing on our own graves reading top ten lists Misc.illenial... Misc.illenial...

And expand our minds that seem so small

I wrote a rap about being nerdy in middle school and it’s both thoughtful and horrifying

So this is a small section of a rap I wrote when I had a breakdown. As you all know, I write poetry, so when I had tears in my eyes and ended up writing a rap, I was pretty confused. This rap helped me get all of my anger out in a way my mellow voiced poetry really can’t and it’s an EXTREMELY rough draft because again, I wrote this when I was extremely irrational and scared and crying. Would you like to see more of the piece if I fix up the rest of it? And if so, does tumblr allow swearing (i.e f*cking or f*ck)? Please let me know below how you feel about this piece! Thank you, much love as always. 💕

So these three together did own the game.