Though, a little part in me gets melancholy when I remember how many times Neko said Pierrot and Harlequin used to be so close. If these backstories had any bit of canon truth to them, it makes it a lot deeper how much Harlequin valued his relationship with Pierrot. And to some extent, I understand, since I too used to feel these feelings with ex friends when I was a kid, only to a lesser degree. ( ・ε・)

Since it had just been them for as long as they could remember, of course Harlequin would seek Pierrot's attention. How could he not? He used to get it all the time. They were able to have light banter, share meals and just protect each other in their difficult world. And maybe that's all Harlequin felt that's what they needed. But then their troupe got bigger, but hey, no biggie! Pierrot is still his best friend and will always pay attention to him, like he always did–

After Columbina joined, Pierrot unintentionally left Harlequin in the dark. I'm not saying he did so maliciously as Pierrot was going through these feelings he probably never felt before and he wished to grow closer to the person he fell in love with. Jealousy for the company of your friends/family is a very real thing. Most of us have felt it at some point in our lives. From my point of view at the time, seeing my best friend laughing with someone else, hugging that other friend more than me and seemingly more consumed with the conversations happening the two of them left me confused, envious and lonely. Why wouldn't you look at me like that? Am I not fun anymore? Is the problem me? I just want things to go back to the way we used to be. Can't you see the pain I'm in? Please, don't stop looking at me. I don't want be alone again. Please, just look at ME...

I wonder if Harlequin went through similar feelings like I used to. If he ever wondered he was going to 'lose' his friend because of love. I won't deny that I sometimes still struggle with the concept of abandonment, something that I feel both Pierrot and Harlequin struggle with. That's why I don't want either of them to feel left out or alone... (*´～｀*)

This was just an opinion piece of mine, and I did put actual personal feelings into this. As much as jealousy is a normal feeling to feel and don't feel ashamed for feeling human, it's important to realise that you shouldn't let your jealousy blind your relationships. We can learn from Harlequin that he should've communicated his feelings to Pierrot. I don't know how much Pierrot knew on Harlequin's feelings at the time, we can only theorise so far, but he wouldn't have been perfect either. Both need to learn how to communicate with each other and we, MC, will be the mediator to help them. We will hopefully have the choice to help them heal and find comfort in each other again. And that leaves me very excited. (〃´ω`〃)

1. Damian not having green eyes. I lied in the first part, I mind this very much. I just have the biggest soft spot for the green al Ghul eyes. Blue eyes? Straight to jail. STRAIGHT to jail! Brown eyes? You're on probation, I'm not happy, but at least he usually keeps Talia’s eyes like this

(Only exception for blue eyes is when he was born with them and then they turned green so we get the angst of Bruce seeing his mother's eyes through a picture but never actually experiencing them irl. Damian haunting Bruce by looking like the women he loved>>>>>>)

I’m mainly into Sam and Max for the TV series, not the games. Not cause of the cursing in the games or anything, just a personal preference. And no it’s NOT because of the gay stuff either, get out of here with your homophobic bull 😤

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(The image is a spoiler but it’s one of my favorite moments, I had to share hehe)

Okay, so I finished Berserk (finally after a year) and I have mixed feelings on the whole thing.

In the beginning I thought, “whoa medieval times vibe” which I like with all the dark ages timeline going on, and for this manga to be my first manga of such theme was amazing and very action packed that didn’t bore me.

Now, my mixed feelings however were about the two “main” characters Guts and Griffith.

Guts: in the beginning I thought, “okay, so you’re fighting for yourself, but then this girl along with the cool gang of mercenaries makes you feel better and nice but then betrayal hits and now you want revenge for all of you, great! I can appreciate a good revenge story” now with his story I only complain about how distant he can become because of his thought of “him being the cause of people’s pain,” now for me it’s not a negative complain it’s more like a “I hope you realize that we’re all in this together and if you believe that about yourself then let those around you who know this feeling you have, show you that we’ll be here standing next to you and having your back”

Now Griffith: so my mixed emotions are all on him…sadly because in the beginning I thought that he, who has a big dream, will do all that’s necessary to achieve his goal and dream and sometimes sacrifices must be made…BUT NOT LIKE THAT! When I say sacrifices must be made I mean (in the context of people) if my dream doesn’t suit you nor does the plan to get me there does either, then I won’t hold you here, you have a choice to go or stay with me till the end, and if so, be it as it may, I appreciate and respect that sacrifice of yours, whichever one you choose. But that kind of sacrifice of his was uncalled for and vicious betrayal. So me being me I was like “do I blame him for such sacrifice or no? But he was deceived and forced a position by those who were more powerful than he was, as he was at the time a young and naive child” but idk, I do blame him for the suffering he cause the others and more but I can’t blame him at his original state as Griffith, younger and older version.