A 1920s time period piece. I made this as historically accurate as I could. It is more historically inspired and set in London. This is for @justamegafan
Yandere 1920s Imagines: Parlor Maid
Yandere Socialite x Fem Maid Reader x Yandere Nobleman
TW: Wlw, internalized homophobia, messy love triangle between siblings (Not incest), bullying (mention), yandere behavior, abuse of power, uncomfortable situations, two emotionally constipated nobles, and unhealthy relationship dynamics
Duchess Frances and Duke William Monroe had always fought over toys and trinkets since they were young. These small squabbles never ended, even when they reached adulthood. Especially when they both had their sights set on you, the pretty little maid. Both siblings were incredibly competitive over you, their sweet, oblivious maid.
You had been with them since they were children since you were the daughter of a maid. And once you were a teen, you worked for the family too⊠and those two siblings made your life a living hell. You had no idea that they did such awful acts upon you for your utmost attention rather than sadistic pleasure, but how were you to know the truth? They merely learned love through what they observed between their cold parents.
Frances used to cut your hair without your permission and stuff the remnants into a tin under he bed, while William had a much stranger habit. He enjoyed keeping your dirty socks. They were both so strange to you as the years went on. What started at childish bullying turned into a strange dynamic they had with no other house servant.
When adulthood finally came, Frances Monroe became a diva. Unlike her war commander brother, who threw elaborate parties and had gaggles of women dancing on his arms, sheâd flaunt her furs and jewelry amongst the party guests. And she made you, her maid, do her hair and makeup multiple times a day just so she could have your hands on her. Frances adored the attention she recieved from other women, but didnât like the attention of men⊠the socialite didnât quite understand why, but she gravitated towards you. You were the only one who indulged her every command and it made her feel special. Even though Frances failed to realize you didnât quite have a choice.
Your hands were constantly making finger waves in her French bob. You swore your hands were in the permanent shape of the comb and your hands smelled constantly of sugar water. Yet Frances was never satisfied.
âRedo it. You canât possibly think this hairstyle is acceptable for my party guests.â Sheâd tell you each time despite how good the hair looked. This was all to have your constant attention⊠and to keep you away from her older brother, William.
When you finally had free time, youâd be hounded by William who wanted you to fetch him all kinds of assortments. Whether it was drinks or snacks, heâd ask for them in bountiful amounts. Yet that wasnât the worst part, the worst part was when William had you feed him and it was always a show.
William would beckon you over like a dog in front of so many people before heâd have you nearly straddling his lap to hand-feed him an appetizer or an olive from his martini. His blue eyes would be half lidded and dazed⊠like you were yet another woman he wanted as a conquest. It made you sick.
You hated those two spoiled brats. The hours you worked as a servant were so long and demanding and the pay? It was so low, you almost felt like a pet rather than a worker. You worked multiple jobs since the Monroes' cutback on servants in the manor. There were hardly any male servants due to the ongoing war⊠and you knew it was only a matter of time before one of the few men left in this house might try to put their hands on you. You had heard stories from other maids⊠and you had no interest in being a bed warmer and ultimately, known as a trollop itâs why youâve been saving most of your checks. You needed enough for a ticket to sail across the Atlantic to America⊠maybe youâd find a better life in New York than working for this awful Duchy.
You sat up as you went to the hidden hole you had hidden under your mattress where you kept a metal tin full of shillings. You had about ÂŁ14 that youâve collected over three years. Itâd be enough for a boat ticket⊠You only made about that much a year as a parlor maid. Which was more than what you made years ago. You were grateful for the meager pay rise because you were that much closer to freedom. You packed your tin back where it was before you made sure it was secure once more. The last thing you needed was for someone to discover this⊠you had been talking to a sailor for a few months now on getting on the hair and he promised you a spot if you ever truly needed it. You took great advantage of your looks to get what you wanted. And you were hopeful that heâd keep his word.
The days went on and you noticed William began to seek you out more and more. Whether it be to ask you to fetch him a beverage or to stand as close as possible beside you while you dusted. It unnerved you how he looked at you, yet the older maids could do nothing to help you.
âIâll be going to war soon,â William told you softly. His blue eyes filled with longing. ââŠmeet me in my room tonight.â
Frances angrily stormed into the room when one of the maids let it slip that William asked you that request. Her blue eyes were narrowed as her pin curls were still pinned to her head since she had waited all morning for you, specifically, to come to her room to take them out despite her having a personal maid.
âHow dare you indulge my brother! You are to be at my beck and call, not his!â She huffed in annoyance, her pale cheeks flushed red. âIâm far better company than that sheik! Look at my hair! I need you to fix it.â
You obediently followed her to her room as she practically dragged you. Frances complained the entire time as you fixed her blonde bob for her. The socialite was leaning into your hands the whole time which made your job even more difficult. If only you looked up to see the dazed expression on her face, then youâd know how Frances really felt. Frances felt the feelings for you that a man would feel for a woman and that really upset her. Because Frances knew she could never truly have you. Sheâd have to marry a nobleman one day. Unless⊠She took you back with her.
It rained that night, but you quietly went to Williamâs room as he asked. You didnât want to upset him since William had a worse temper than Frances, herself.
He was quick to wave you over to him as he sat in his chair. His blue eyes studied your form in an emotion you could only describe as reverence. Which was odd since he was a known ladies' man. Yet you never truly looked into whether or not he genuinely joined those ladies in his room. He was just a privileged elite in your eyes anyways.
âYouâve grown so beautiful.â William quietly told you, and his hand went to grab yours. His grip was as tight as the coils of a snake around its prey. âItâs not fair that my sister keeps you all to herself.â
The moment he went to try to pull you into his lap, you quickly tried to push away from him. His blue eyes widened before they became half-lidded. Did you enjoy teasing him? How naughtyâŠ
âIâm sorry, my lord. I hadnât meant to offend you-â William chuckled as he continued to let his hands roam your body. He had been holding back for so long but no other woman could get him quite as worked up as you did.
âNonsense. Iâm finally able to appreciate you and your beautiful body now that my father isnât here. Do you know how hard it was to keep all the men away from you all these years? I didnât want another man to ever touch you, sweetheart.â William smiled. âIâve been carrying a torch for you for years and now I finally get to touch you.â
The moment he went to pull you in for a kiss, you shoved him before you fled. The Duke hardly had time to register what had just happened before he gave chase. If you glanced back, you would have see the expression of pure panic on his face. William had thought you liked him too⊠You had never lashed out like this before!
âWait! Please-â
But you rushed into your room and took out that little tin full of money from under your mattress before you fled down the staircase. A few servants merely gave you a glance at first until they saw the young master chasing you. The room soon descended into pandemonium, which of course attracted Frances to exit her room in shock. Her blue eyes widened when she saw you rushing out the door in only your maid uniform and your little, metal tin.
âWait! Where are you going?!â Frances soon descended the stairs as well, yet she wasnât quick enough. You were out that door. Both siblings screamed for you over and over again, but you drowned them out.
You ran down the streets of London, grateful that you were a fifteen-minute run to the Tilbury port. You practically threw the money at the sailor you had spoken to for all these months to take you away this very instant, the poor man was practically at a loss with how inconsolable you were. Yet he allowed you onto the ship. You had escaped your hellish life as a servant for the Monroe Duchy⊠unaware that your nightmare was only just beginning.
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The sirens were blaring. The situation was quickly escalating into an all-hands-on-deck emergency, and Batman was doing his best to give every superhero who came through the zeta-tube a position that would maximize their chances of surviving this.
Which wasn't easy when the threat was a complete unknown, one with apparently limitless power. Somehow, they hadn't suffered any catastrophic injuries so far, and the Flashes had managed to evacuate most civilians within the first twenty minutes.
However, considering the amount of power the being had displayed so far, and the complete lack of damage they had been able to inflict, it didn't feel as though their endurance up to this point was the result of their own efforts. Instead, it felt like the being was deliberately holding back.
Batman hated the sensation that it was merely toying with them before delivering a final, devastating blow, like a cat entertaining itself with prey before finally killing it.
He leapt out of the path of another stray attack. The fact that he was able to evade it at all, despite having witnessed other attacks move far faster, was just another piece of evidence supporting Batman's theory that the being was holding back.
They hadn't even been able to communicate with it. They had no motive, no known objective, no understanding of what it wanted, not even a clear description of what it looked like, since they only caught a shadow of an anthropomorphic figure between the onslaught of attacks.
The relentless battle had now dragged on for nearly two hours.
âWe need something else to try! Nothing we do is affecting him!â Batman heard Wonder Woman shout through the comms.
âDo we have any news from the Dark members? I may not know what this being is, but it clearly has magical properties,â Shazam exclaimed as he launched yet another attack at the being, only for the man to be thrown back. Starfire was quick to soften his landing.
The closest zeta-tube, positioned a thousand miles north, sent another activation notification to Batman's wrist computer, and he was already thinking about where the weakest points in their formation were before he even knew who the new arrival was.
He couldnât stop the resigned sigh that escaped his lips when the zeta-tube announced B-25. It was Phantom. So far, other than Shazam, there hadn't been any other young heroes arriving, but he wouldnât be surprised if he started seeing more of them soon. Phantom was most likely just the start.
Phantom, despite claiming to have lived for almost half a millenia, had also accepted that by his own species' standards he was quite young, and Bruce had estimated that mentally the boy wasn't older than sixteen in human developmental years.
Usually, Bruce tried to keep the younger heroes out of world-ending threats, but he had to make an exception when no alternative was working. Phantom had powerful abilities, and while Batman had no reason to believe his powers would have any more impact than those of the other heavy hitters so far, he also had no reason to stop the boy from acting.
He really wished they could have wrapped up this battle before he had to start positioning young teens on the front lines.
âHey Bats, heard things are looking pretty bad here. Where do you need me?â Phantomâs voice came through his comm. They had never been able to completely get rid of the staticky effect the ghost inflicted on the device, but it was still worlds better than the first time the ghost used them.
âWe havenât been able to inflict any damage so far, but weâre trying different attacks. Most of our electricity-based heroes are working southwest, so position yourself northeast for the time being to avoid interfering with each other. Try some attacks, and weâll adjust from there.â Batman tried to keep certain powers working in the same area for cases like these, where incompatibilities between allies could become an issue.
âSo we really are at the 'throwing everything we have and hoping something works' phase, huh?â Phantom commented just as he appeared in Batman's right field of view, allowing him to see the exact moment the ghost froze in place.
He frowned. âPhantom, have you found an incompatibility with the being? If so, I request that you retire.â Batman spoke sharply.
Sure, they needed more heavy hitters, but it wouldn't really help if one of them had some fundamental weakness against the being. Superman was barely being any help with his weakness to magic, but other heroes trusted Supermanâs experience enough to rely on the man in the field even when weakened.
It would not be the same with a young hero.
Heroes would get distracted trying to protect the kid. Young heroes might hate it and see it as demeaning, but in the end, adults couldn't ignore it when children appeared to be in danger, and Batman had to account for that bias when strategizing against threats.
âN-no, um, I know that guy.â Phantom stammered, but Batman didn't hear any fear in his voice. It sounded more like he had been caught off guard. He also noted that the being was a he. Not that knowing his gender really made any difference here, but after two hours of nothing, it was refreshing to have any information about him at all. âHey, Batman? Could you get everyone to back away? I think I can get him to stop⊠at least for a moment.â
Batman turned his attention back to the battlefield. Nothing had changed since this whole thing started. Their attacks were serving more to deflect the being's assaults than to actually hurt him. To a certain extent, stopping wouldn't really change anything, but it could still place them all at a disadvantage if the being decided to stop holding back the moment they gave him space.
âAre you sure you can do that? It could put everyone in danger if you are unable to.â
âYeah⊠as long as he doesnât decide to be an asshole about it.â Phantom murmured the last phrase.
It didnât give Batman much confidence. The being had been attacking for a long time, and sure, he was holding back, but any of Bruceâs sons would agree that this behavior firmly placed him in the asshole category. Then again, no one else even knew what he was, and nothing they had tried so far had worked. Whatever Phantom had planned here might be their only chance.
He sighed. âOkay, but you have to be quick. If the being doesnât stop within ten minutes after we cease our attacks, weâre returning to the current positions. Understood?â
âAs clear as day.â Phantom chirped.
âI need everyone to step back for ten minutes. Weâre trying something else,â Batman announced through the comms.
The heroes reunited around the being hadn't even finished complying when Phantom darted closer and screamed, âHalf-time! Half-time! I demand a review!â And to everyone's utter confusion, the being stopped.
âPhantom? What are you doing here?â a deep, raspy voice asked. Batman couldn't believe the being was capable of talking. They had tried to communicate with him multiple times.
Without the constant barrage of attacks, he slowly began to make out the man's actual appearance. His eyes were red, his frame was massive, and he shared a certain resemblance to Phantom that Batman did not like noticing.
âWhat else would I be doing here? This is my home, dipshit.â Phantom snarled exasperatedly, planting his hands on his hips. âWhat are you doing here?â
âOh, save us the unnecessary questions. You know I only go where the clock sends me,â the being snarled back.
âRight, because you never enjoy doing this. This place is mine, Poltergeist,â Phantom growled.
âYeah, yeah, I heard you the first time.â The newly named Poltergeist scoffed. âLet's see.â
He reached into his own arm and pulled out a notebook, flipping through the pages. Batman could only add this action, the name, the resemblance to Phantom, and the fact that the teen knew him to his growing list of evidence that this man was a ghost.
He knew from Phantom that ghosts were powerful, but he hadn't thought they could be this powerful. He would need to prioritize contingencies against ghosts once this was dealt with. At least whatever conversation Phantom and this Poltergeist were having seemed to be going well.
That is, there hadn't been any new attacks, and he hoped it stayed that way. He could see some of his allies taking advantage of the possibly temporary ceasefire to collect themselves and get injured teammates treated as best as possible without fully immobilizing them, in case things went south and they had to resume the fight.
Poltergeist finally found the page he had been looking for. âSo, is this not AU18DC86DP08062026?â he asked, reading aloud.
Phantom looked clearly displeased by the alphanumeric string that apparently described âhere.â Batman still didn't know what level of magnitude âhereâ referred to. These exact coordinates? This city? This planet? This solar system? It could mean anything. He was going to have so many questions for Phantom later.
âYes. Yes, it is.â Phantom growled, now clearly annoyed. âLet me see that.â He swooped forward and snatched the notebook away.
âHey! Careful, you jerk. Whisp made that for me!â Poltergeist protested.
âI'm not going to break it...â Phantom whipped his head around to stare at Poltergeist and exclaimed, all traces of anger vanishing and pure awe filling his voice, âWait, she made it for you?â
âYes. I told you we've gotten closer.â Poltergeist crossed his arms and looked positively smug.
âI'm glad,â Phantom said softly, a warmth entering his eyes that Batman had only seen when the ghost looked at people he had adopted as family.
Batman had... so many questions, and he could see many of the heroes observing the scene dumbfounded. Martian Manhunter, one of the first adults the teen had dubbed âhis,â looked the most baffled, and Batman wondered if there was another psychic layer to this conversation that he was missing.
Anyhow, the strange domesticity the conversation had taken on had allowed the heroes to relax even further. Batman was starting to consider organizing an evacuation for those with the worst injuries.
Poltergeist cleared his throat, now looking away as though embarrassed. âWere you not about to check the code?â
âAh, right.â Phantom looked back down at the notebook and pursed his lips. âI don't get where you get your terrible handwriting from. Both me and Vlad have decent enough handwriting.â
âOh, spare me the lecture.â Poltergeist waved a hand dismissively.
âI'll spare it when it isn't affecting me! Can you really confidently tell me any of these are actually sixes, fives, or eights? They all look almost the same!â Phantom complained, waving the notebook accusingly.
âOf course I... well, I think so?â Poltergeist admitted with a grimace.
âAncients. You need to find a more reliable way to do this.â
âAlright, alright, I get it. My numbers suck. Blame the clock. You know how many codes he has me writing in one sitting?â Poltergeist threw his hands up.
âUgh, the bastard has all the time in the world and yet...â Phantom muttered.
âRight!? Like, use your time-outs for this supposedly incredibly important information!â Poltergeist huffed.
Phantom sighed. âSo...â
âYes, yes, I'll honor your review request and go confirm this with Clockwork.â Poltergeist rolled his eyes, though his tone lacked any real irritation. âI'll let you know how it goes.â
Phantom huffed and held out the notebook. âHere. And seriously, work on your numbers.â
âYeah, yeah.â Poltergeist took the notebook back carefully, tucking it away into his arm again. âI'll think about it.â
âHope it goes well,â Phantom said. Then, after a moment of silence, he added almost timidly, âHey, and if it turns out null, could you stay and visit for a few days? Feels like it's been decades.â
Poltergeist looked at Phantom for a long moment, his expression softening. âSure, lil me.â And then the man was engulfed in shadows and disappeared.
Phantom pouted as he floated back toward Batman. âI've told him not to call me that,â he mumbled under his breath.
âPhantom. If you donât mind, I would like some explanations. Starting with who that man was, how you know him, and why he was attacking.â Batman demanded.
âUgh, straight back to business as always.â Phantom groaned, rubbing the back of his neck. âShouldnât we be looking after the injured or something?â
âI trust the rest of the team is able to do that now that there isnât an imminent threat in the field,â Batman replied.
â... Right.â Phantom shifted nervously in the air. âUm, so that was Poltergeist.â
âI gathered.â
âAnd heâs my older brother.â
Fantastic. Phantom has an older brother with unlimited power. Batman massaged his temple. At least this confirmed that Poltergeist was a ghost.
âAnd why was your brother attacking us?â
âRight, so, thatâs a pretty long explanation. A lot of context is needed...â Phantom said, hovering nervously in the air. âCanât we, like, go back to the Watchtower and talk there?â
Batman raised an eyebrow and looked around. There werenât any civilians left, and the only people able to hear them would be other Justice League allies, but Batman could understand not wanting to discuss personal matters in front of every hero present. Even if said personal matters had caused an all-hands-on-deck level threat. He sighed.
âAll right.â He pressed his comm. âNightwing, Iâm going back to the Watchtower to discuss what has happened with Phantom. Could you...â
âDonât worry, B, we have everything covered here,â Nightwing's voice came, sounding a little strained from the other side.
Batman pursed his lips. He hadnât received any notice of his eldest getting hurt. He glanced around the battlefield. Nightwing was too far away for him to see clearly from his position, but hopefully his son was occupied with something and wasnât actually hiding a major injury. He sighed. He would have to trust his son's judgment. Turning back toward Phantom, he nodded.
âAll right, letâs get to the Watchtower.â
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Phantom hovered around the room, searching for the right words, while Batman checked the logs that had been entered into the system during the attack. He was trying to be patient here. Phantom was a nervous young boy, and he didnât want the teen to shut down.
âAlright,â Phantom finally began, rubbing the back of his neck. âYou know how I mentioned once that I was a protective spirit?â
âMm,â Batman acknowledged, not looking up from the screen.
âRight, so, my brother is also a protector but⊠in a different way.â
âWhich means?â Batman asked, raising an eyebrow.
âUm, he gets rid of the universes that are a threat to the Infinite Realms? You know, the place that I told you is connected to all existing universes?â Phantom explained in a meek voice.
âHe destroys universes,â Batman concluded, barely keeping the panic out of his voice. They had had a universe destroyer attacking them.
âWell, yes. But to protect all the other universes!â Phantom exclaimed, throwing his hands up. âYou know, like when you cut off a leaf that shows signs of fungus so the rest of the plant won't die as well?â
âSo heâs decided our universe is a threat.â Batman growled lowly, narrowing his eyes at Phantom.
âHe hasnât.â Phantom immediately raised his arms in a calming motion. âUm, the Ancient of Time told him, but Da... uh, Poltergeist may be mistaken. Like, the code was not clear at all. He could definitely be in the wrong universe!â Phantom hurried to explain.
âUniverses that have become a threat to the Infinite Realms rarely have sentient life. More often than not, they're a threat because of the way they sink ectoplasm, like a black hole pulls in light. The few that have had sentient life in them had that sentient life actively working to damage the Infinite Realms, and to my knowledge, that is not what is happening here!â Phantom rushed through his explanation in an effort to appease Batman.
âTo your knowledge. There's still a chance.â Batman crossed his arms, thinking through what Phantom had said. From what Phantom had explained in the past, Ancient meant the personification of something, so the personification of time itself was sending Poltergeist to destroy universes.
His jaw tensed. From what they had seen so far, if the ghost wasnât mistaken, they would be in great trouble. âIf he was here believing he was getting rid of a threatening universe, why was he... holding back against us?â
âBelieve it or not, this is not the first time my brother has gone to the wrong universe.â Phantom rolled his eyes in fond annoyance.
âSo he usually fools around a little to see if Clockwork, or someone else, will intervene. Besides, there isnât always a need for the universe to be completely destroyed. Sometimes it's enough to cause a scene for the universe to be redirected onto the right path.
Not that Clockwork would specify which universes are which,â Phantom scoffed, âso Poltergeist just takes things slowly until there's no chance the sentence wasn't destruction.â
âWhat would a scene entail?â Batman asked, leaning forward slightly. âWould what he has done so far count as a scene?â
âUh...â Phantom winced. âIâm not sure.â
Batman sighed, pulling up the battle logs once more. This conversation was doing nothing to calm his nerves. He had been grateful when Phantom was able to easily stop Poltergeist's attack, but everything he heard only made his worries grow.
They had no real way to defend themselves if the Ancient of Time confirmed that this universe had been sentenced to destruction. He understood the cosmic logic behind Poltergeist's work, but that didnât mean he was willing to let his dimension be destroyed for the greater good.
His children lived here, his friends lived here, and there were billions of lives he had worked day and night to protect. He wouldnât let it all end just because a higher being had decided they were too much of a threat to continue existing.
The âsceneâ option wasnât a good alternative either, not when they didnât even have a definition for what a âsceneâ was. What would they do if, for it to be effective, Poltergeist had to destroy the Earth? He needed to discuss this with the JLD and see if there was any chance they had a way to combat this.
He should have found a more reliable way to counter ghosts when Phantom first arrived. Sure, every attempt had ended in failure, but he had let himself get distracted by other matters too easily.
Batman slowly raised his eyes to Phantom again. The ghost was hovering nervously from side to side, biting his lip as though he were trying to find words that would reassure Batman. Batman doubted those words existed.
âPhantom. What is your plan if Poltergeist returns with the objective of destroying this universe?â he finally voiced the question he had been dreading.
Phantom was a close friend of Tim's. The boy had stayed over at the Manor more times than Bruce could count, he got along with all of the other teen heroes, and more than a few heroes had an unspoken agreement of shared custody over the kid.
Bruce was excluded only because of his children's efforts to keep Phantom firmly in the family friend category, but Bruce had always found the boy somewhat nephew-like. If Phantom sided with Poltergeist, if they had to fight against Phantom in their attempt to save their home dimension... Bruce didnât know if they would be able to emotionally survive that.
Phantom furrowed his brows. âBatman, Iâm a protector spirit. You heard what I told Poltergeist, didnât you? This place is mine. I donât care what Clockwork says about this universe, it is mine. Poltergeist will have to trap me in my core before he can put a real dent in it.â Phantomâs eyes grew brighter as he spoke, his voice taking on more of the ghostly reverberance they heard whenever the ghost got angry.
Batman kept his eyes on the ghost, relieved to hear they would not have to fight against him, but feeling bad for the position the kid would be put in if the worst outcome did come to pass. Phantom's warm look toward his brother when they had spoken about this Whisp person getting along with him came to mind.
âWould you really be able to fight against your brother?â he asked quietly.Â
Phantom let out a humorless chuckle. âAnd win too. I have done it multiple times.â The ghost finally took a seat, or rather a table, as he perched beside Batmanâs monitor, pulling his legs up to his chest and looking down.
âThe truth is, Batman, a universe under my protection would never be able to be destroyed. Even if I lose and am forced into my core, Poltergeist would be too injured or exhausted to finish the job. It doesnât mean it would go unscathed from Poltergeist's attacks but... itâll be fine.â
âThen if Poltergeist is asked to destroy this universe, this Ancient of Time is actually just asking for a 'scene'?â Batman asked, not liking the implications that Phantom had had to fight with his brother multiple times because of this Ancient's orders, but deciding not to touch that issue at the moment.
Phantom shook his head. âIf Clockwork is sending Poltergeist here, it most likely means he wants us both to be out of commission for some time, out of the way of some other great event that will be happening soon and that we, as balance missionaries, wonât like, but that Time considers necessary.â
âBalance missionaries?â Batman repeated, his brows furrowing at the unfamiliar title.
It occurred to him that they were lacking a great deal of knowledge about the Infinite Realms. Phantom had adapted exceptionally well to human society. Everything from his "Danny's" disguise to his mannerisms fit in remarkably well, and the teen also spoke casually about ghosts and the Infinite Realms.
Batman had assumed, in the comfort of easy answers and because of the teen's protective personality, that aside from the paranormal factor, they shared similar social structures.
Or perhaps it had been his dislike for the paranormal that had allowed him to remain comfortable with how little he knew. After all, the JLD was there to handle that side of things. That assumption sat poorly with him now. He had accepted too many unknowns simply because they had been convenient, and the realization left an unpleasant weight in his chest.
Phantom groaned and flopped backward dramatically onto the table. âThat one is actually too long, and I refuse to explain it. Long story short, itâs a title me, Poltergeist, and our little sister Whisp got around our hundredth death year. It just so happens that Balance and Time donât always agree.â
Bruce frowned. âIf youâre aware this is only a way for him to get you both out of the way, why donât you refuse from the start?â
Phantom grimaced. âIt isnât that simple...â He sat back up from where he had flopped onto the table and rubbed his arms uneasily. âIâm sure Constantine has told you before that paranormal beings tend not to have all the same liberties as mortals do. Poltergeists have a need to destroy what has been classified as a danger, and I have to protect whatâs mine to protect. We can't not do it.
Besides, it doesnât always work in Clocky's favor even when we go along with it.â Phantom sighed and hugged his knees tighter. âLook, even if Poltergeist does return with a destruction sentence, Iâll ask him to take it to an uninhabited place. That much we can afford to do. So itâll be fine.â
Batman frowns. âI donât think anyone would like for you to go fight far away on your own in a battle that, from what youâve told me, will leave you terribly injured.â
Phantom made a wet laugh. âThen letâs hope Poltergeist returns for a brother's hang out instead, because I canât stay here if we do have to fightâ Phantom hides his face in his knees. âFuck, I really liked my existance here, I donât want to leave yet.â
Bruce's brow knit with concern, somewhat confused by Phantom's assumption that he would have to leave after the attack. Did the ghost believe he would be blamed for the possible destruction of their surroundings?
âYou donât have to leave, Phantom. Regardless of how things develop, no one would blame you or want you gone. This is not a decision you are taking.â
Phantom shook his head, his voice muffled by his knees. âI canât stay in a universe where weâve fought.â He raised his head slightly, his wet eyes peeking up from where they had been hidden behind his knees.
âBeings like us emit a lot of energy. After a fight like that? Thereâs no way this universe will have the structural strength to put up with me.â
âAre you certain thereâs no other option?â
Phantom nodded. âNot one weâve found in the last five hundred years.â
Batman placed a hand on Phantom's shoulder, gently rubbing his thumb in circles against it. âYou havenât searched in this universe yet. Letâs not give up until we have at the very least tried.â
Phantomâs resulting laugh was so resigned that it was heartbreaking to hear. âIâm sorry, Batsy, but Iâd rather spend my possible last moments in this universe doing something other than falling into a research spiral.â
He sniffed, a hand coming up to rub at his eye, and after looking away, he started speaking again, his words almost a mumble. âI know thereâs a huge cleanup going on, but do you think J'onn will be free soon? I want to stay with him for a while.â
Batman thinned his lips for a moment. It wasnât surprising that Phantom would resign himself if he had gone through this multiple times before, but he still hated seeing such hopelessness in young eyes. He hated magic and the supernatural.
He knew some of the hero community saw him as a man who looked for children to turn into heroes, but giving those kids capes and training had always been the result of trying to keep extremely capable children with a hunger for violence and justice alive.
He would be delighted if any of his children decided to quit one morning, though at this point he was convinced it was more likely for Alfred the cat to learn to fly than for any of them to do so. But magic never seemed to give anyone an option. Not Billy with the wisdom of Solomon, and not Phantom now.
âWe have more than enough people helping down there.â Batman gave the teen's shoulder a final squeeze before withdrawing his hand. âI can call him up if you want.â
Phantom only nodded, not looking at Batman again.
âBefore that,â Batman continued, âdo you perhaps know how long itâll take for Poltergeist to get his answer?â
Phantom shrugged and pushed himself off the table. âYou never know with Clockwork. It could be an hour, it could be a couple months.â He floated toward the door before pausing. âCould you tell Jâonn Iâll be in my Watchtower bedroom?â
âOf course.â Batman hesitated for a moment. âAnd Phantom, if we have a question...â
âSure, Iâll answer what I can.â Phantom offered him a small, tired smile. âStill donât think youâll find anything, but well, you are one of Hope's favorites after all.â With that, Phantom left the room.
Batman blinked. One of Hope's favorites? He looked at his own reflection on the monitor's screen. Something like that didnât fit him. He shook his head, pushing the strange comment out of his mind. He needed to get the JLD to the Watchtower yesterday.
Even if Phantom didnât have to leave the universe if a battle did happen, sending the teen to fight against Poltergeist was not a plan. They couldnât rely on a single teenager to save them all. They needed options, and for that, he needed information.
When Minghao stumbles into a tiny Chinese restaurant tucked away in Seoul, he finds comfort in his own language and in the girl behind the counter, who makes it feel like home.
Maybe he was tired of the polished places. Tired of cameras, mirrors, curated spaces. Tired of hearing Korean and Japanese and English all day but not enough Mandarin.
He pushed the door open.
A small bell chimed.
The smell hit first. Real stir-fry heat. Garlic blooming in oil. Vinegar sharp and clean. Chili that actually meant something.
And thenâ
"Welcome."
He froze.
Mandarin. Soft. Natural. Not forced.
He stepped fully inside, letting the door close behind him.
It felt smaller than it looked from outside. Four tables. Laminated menus. Old fan in the corner. A wall calendar from Guangzhou.
He hadnât realized how much he missed that.
"Just one?" you asked again.
He looked up.
And that was when he saw you.
Behind the counter. Hair loosely tied back. No heavy makeup. Just you. Comfortable in your own space. Like you belonged here.
âYes,â he answered automatically. Then corrected himself in Mandarin. "Yes. Just one."
Your eyes lifted properly then. Noticing him.
There was a flicker of recognition. Not idol recognition. Not yet.
Just curiosity.
You handed him a menu. "First time here?"
He nodded. "Just found this place."
You smiled a little. "Most people donât."
That felt important.
He chose a seat by the window. The laminated menu felt familiar under his fingers. Mapo tofu. Liangpi. Tomato egg stir fry.
Not fusion. Not toned down.
When you brought his tea, you set it down gently.
"Our food is kind of spicy," you warned.
He almost laughed. "I can handle spice."
You raised a brow. "Really?"
He met your eyes. "Really."
It was such a small exchange. But something about it settled into his chest.
The food came out quickly.
He took one bite.
And he had to stop himself from closing his eyes.
It tasted like somewhere he hadnât been in too long.
When he went up to pay, he tried to keep his expression neutral.
"It was really good," he said quietly.
You looked pleased. "Thank you."
There was a pause.
You glanced at him more carefully this time.
"Are you a celebrity?"
He blinked.
Of course.
He gave a small smile. "Kind of."
You nodded slowly. No squealing. No phone. No sudden shift in behavior.
"That must be tiring," you said simply, handing him his receipt.
That was it.
He stepped back outside into the Seoul evening and felt something strange in his chest.
Relief.
===
He came back three days later.
Not on purpose.
He just ended up there.
The bell chimed again.
You looked up and this time your eyes warmed immediately.
"Youâre back?"
He shrugged lightly. "Wanted something spicy."
"Excuse," you said without missing a beat.
He almost choked on air.
The restaurant wasnât busy that afternoon. Just one older couple in the corner. The owner cooking behind the half wall.
When you brought his food, you lingered.
"Where in China are you from?" you asked.
"Liaoning," he answered.
Your eyes widened slightly. "Oh, a northerner."
"And you?" he asked.
You tilted your head. "Guess."
He studied you, amused. "Guangdong?"
You shook your head.
"Shanghai?"
Another shake.
"Then I give up."
You leaned closer slightly. "Wrong."
You still didnât tell him.
He realized you liked holding onto little secrets.
He liked that.
===
After that, it became a habit.
Not every day. Not enough to draw attention. Just when he needed it.
When schedules were too loud.
When fansigns felt like smiling through glass.
When the dorm felt crowded.
The bell would chime. You would look up.
"Long day?" youâd ask.
"A little," heâd admit.
Youâd refill his tea without asking.
Sometimes youâd sit across from him if the shop was empty.
"There are really seventeen of you?" you asked once.
"Thirteen."
You blinked. "Thatâs a lot."
"It is."
"How do you sneak out?"
He smirked faintly. "I say Iâm getting coffee."
You laughed properly that time. Bright and quick.
He found himself waiting for it every visit.
===
It didnât take long before the others noticed.
Joshua leaned against the fridge one night. âYouâve been disappearing.â
Minghao didnât look up from his tea, swirling it just enough to not splash on Jun's kitchen table. âI go out.â
Jun added from the couch, eyes bright. âBut you come back smiling.â
Minghao paused. âDo I?â
Seungkwan narrowed his eyes dramatically from his perch on the counter. âWho is she?â
He didnât answer.
Wonwoo looked up from his book. âSo it is a she.â
Minghao clicked his tongue. âYouâre all bored.â
âIs she pretty?â Hoshi demanded.
He hesitated.
Yes.
But not in a way he wanted to share.
He shrugged instead. âShe works hard.â
Jun switched to Mandarin suddenly. "Do you like her?"
Minghao met his gaze.
"I donât know."
That wasnât entirely true.
He just didnât want to define it yet.
Because once he did, it would become real. Public. Shared.
And that little restaurant, those small conversations, would stop being just his.
He wasnât ready for that.
===
One evening, it was raining.
Hard.
He almost didnât go.
But his feet carried him there anyway.
The restaurant was nearly empty. The windows fogged. The air warm.
You looked up when he entered, hair slightly damp.
"Itâs raining," you said unnecessarily.
"I noticed," he replied.
You poured his tea before he even sat down.
He watched you for a long moment.
"Why did you open this place?" he asked suddenly.
You paused.
"Itâs not mine. Itâs my familyâs. I just help."
He nodded.
"Are you happy?" you asked.
The question caught him off guard.
He considered lying.
Instead, he answered honestly.
"Sometimes."
You nodded like that made sense.
Rain tapped softly against the glass.
"Will you go back to China one day?" you asked quietly.
"Maybe."
"And here?"
He didnât answer immediately.
âI donât know,â he said finally.
You studied him for a moment.
Then you smiled gently. "Then for now, just eat."
He laughed under his breath.
===
Weeks passed.
The others kept asking.
He kept deflecting.
He didnât bring anyone there.
Not Jun. Not Joshua.
It felt selfish.
But he needed one place that wasnât shared.
One place where he wasnât Seventeenâs Minghao.
Just Xu Minghao ordering too much chili oil.
One afternoon, when the shop was closing early, he stayed longer than usual.
You were wiping down tables.
"Are you coming tomorrow?" you asked casually.
He hesitated.
âWe have a schedule.â
You nodded, not pushing.
He stood slowly.
"Will you always be here?" he asked instead.
You met his eyes.
"For now."
There it was again. That careful vagueness.
He realized something then.
You never asked for his number.
Never asked for pictures.
Never asked for promises.
You let him come and go like he was just another customer.
And somehow that meant more than if you hadnât.
He stepped closer to the counter.
"What if one day I stop coming?"
You tilted your head.
"Then it means you donât need this place anymore."
It wasnât bitter.
It wasnât sad.
It was just true.
He swallowed.
"And what if I still need it?"
You held his gaze.
"Then the door will stay open."
The bell above the door chimed softly as someone stepped in behind him.
The moment thinned.
He stepped back.
âIâll see you,â he said instead of goodbye.
You smiled faintly.
"Mm."
===
That night, at practice, Dino squinted at him.
âYou went to your mystery place again.â
Minghao didnât deny it.
Vernon grinned. âAre you ever going to tell us?â
He thought about the chipped red sign.
The foggy windows.
Your soft "Welcome" every time the bell chimed.
He shook his head.
âNot yet.â
Jun smirked knowingly but didnât press.
Minghao lay in bed later, staring at the ceiling.
Maybe one day he would bring the others.
Maybe one day he would ask where you were really from.
Maybe one day he would stop pretending this was temporary.
But not yet.
For now, that little hole in the wall was still his small piece of China.
And inside itâ
You were waiting behind the counter.
Door bell ready to chime.
Happy ending?
Maybe.
Or maybe just another day where he walks in, and you sayâ
â premise ⣠ă â (Y/n) Barlowe, Hawkins' golden girl: cheer captain, resident rich girl, running valedictorian, and suprisingly Will Byers' summer fling was left heartbroken when he left without a proper goodbye. Now, 17 months later he came back acting like he never met her before. â ă
â face claim ⣠ă â Madison Beer â ă
â disclaimer ⣠ă â This story contains: an alternate universe wherein Will is bisexual, cursing and subtle mention of potential affair involved. â ă
long chapter ahead!
â People disappear for their own reasonsâdon't take it like it's about you. â
Those words left Steve Harrington's mouth that she repeated more than times she could count felt like a slap more than a word of advice, Steve is (Y/n)'s cousin and the reason she met Will; The Will who left her emotionally drained and made her view love as some sort of game rather than a sacred practice.
She didn't know why this was affecting her this much when she's already talking to someone newâsomeone sweetâsomeone kindâsomeone who is sure of her not like Will who had left her alongside everything else in Hawkins.
A thought suddenly came to her mind; maybe the Will she knewâhis smell of warm vanilla and cedarwoodâthe boy that used to give her drawings and flowers crafted from papersâwas the version that he wanted her to know and not who he really was. But damn! She made it clear that she didn't gave a f*ck about his reputation.
The cheerleader sighed deeply that seems like she's trying to escape the thoughts that was consuming her mind so she stood up going to her white wooden closet painted with flowers she started rummaging inside to find a white shoe box, after a few minutes, she found it: the box was labeled "summer of '85" containing a few film camera videos, letters, and drawings that Will left her.
She almost burned this before in her backyard after she found out that Will left without a single goodbye but she couldn't when that stupid-cute smile-sweater loving-curly teen boy still occupied her heart.
(Y/n) got a single video tape with the label â The rocking boat and his anchor â a memory slipped in her mind again that almost made her eyes roll, of course! This was named by him, but she had no choice but to play it; she wanted to grieve whatever they were especially during this time when she felt like a passing air to him rather than his solace
She almost burned this before in her backyard after she found out that Will left without a single goodbye but she couldn't when that stupidâcute smileâsweater lovingâcurly teen boy still occupied her heart.
Ironically, after she pushed the play button the song â Every Breath You Take â by The Police, the song he sang to her when he thought she was asleep in his arms, played in her small rose colored radio that sat ontop of her vanity that further intensified the longing she feltâit felt like a punch in the gut and she accepted it.
The video was filmed by them when they went to indianapolis, the first half of summer where they felt like regular teenagers: A girl not clouded with responsibilities and a guy not clouded with uncertainties.
She couldn't help but smile that betrayed the tears streaming down her face as she watches the video through their living room television, a smile not because of joy but a smile caused by reminiscing-reminiscing a love lost to confusion.
It'd break my heart but I'd understand if you'd leave me for another man with a little less on his mindâless on his plateâless in his brain.
Unbeknownst to her, on the other side of town the 16 year old boy also had a cardboard box on top of his bed, taped shut and labeled with a shaky, borrowed Sharpie: 'Unsorted.' He knew exactly what was inside: a handful of things he couldn't throw away, mostly the detritus of a life he'd been forced to abandon. And in every fiber of those contents-a dried paper flower she didn't give to her, a ticket stub for a film he wanted to watch with her, a faint rose colored shirt with a smear of makeupâeverything that was about her.
He traced the label with a thumb, his heart thudding a slow, miserable rhythm against his ribs. He felt like he, too, was unsorted.
The irony wasn't lost on him. She viewed him as her solace. She once wrote him a note along with snacks in order to comfort him after a particularly bad panic attack he'd suffered because of his nightmares of the Upside down; â I will always be here for you no matter how messy you can be or no matter how confusing you can be, nerd. xx lowe â
He remembered reading it. He remembered the fierce, hot surge of loveâand the immediate, crushing terror that followed.
Will also remember that he's a half-formed person asking a fully realized girl to wait, to pause her life, to accept a love that might disappear every time he faced a difficult truth about himself. He couldn'tâhe wouldn'tâbe that selfish.
The easiest, cruelest solution had been to vanish. To rip off the bandage in one quick, painful motion. No farewell meant no witnessing the moment her face realized the boy who smelled like vanilla and cedarwood was a scared kid who couldn't handle the weight of her trust.
â
To my Dearest, lowe,
I saw you the other day. You were wearing the cheer uniform, and you looked incredibleâyou know you always do. My feet moved before my head did; I almost walked right up to you, ready to say something, anything. Then I froze. I stopped myself. I guess I'm just scared to face you, scared of the hurt I know is still there because of me.
I owe you so much more than the silent treatment I gave you at the end. I wasn't acting distant to hurt you; I was trying to make my leaving easier on me, which was the cruelest, most selfish thing I've ever done to you.
But right now I have to be honest: I felt some sort of happiness when I saw you with Marcus you two seem so happy because you need someone steady now, someone who isn't always fighting shadows and that someone is himâIt would break my heart to see you with someone else but you don't deserve a messâsomeone like me.
Of course, everything that was stated will forever be embedded in his mind, he was a cowardâa coward that chose to ignore the girl who might be the love of his life.
He stopped writing, reading it again then folding it like it was sacred, he put it in a small blue box along with other letters and the pictures they took of eachother and of each other.
Flashhback
â Remember Will Byers? The boy who left town for some reason, they're back. â
Maddy, her co-cheer captain, told her over the telephone, her voice laced with cheerfulness and gossipy in nature. (Y/n) stiffened in her bedâher breath hitched as every memory she and Will had was now swarming her mind, drowning out Maddy's voice.
Now, he was back, and (Y/n) had no choice but to act like she's fine. "He's going to go to attend Hawkins next week again, Madeleine, Dustin Henderson's friend, told me " Maddy confirmed over the phone, her voice now a cautious murmur rather than a cheerful gossip. Maddy was referring to the new boy, the sweet, kind, sure guy (Y/n) had been seeing casually for the past two months. Hawkins was the big mall twenty minutes away.
She saw them suddenly: summer light pouring through the window of the cabin they'd rented in Indianapolis, Will tracing the lines of her palm with a charcoal pencil before kissing her there, whispering that her hand felt like the future. She remembered his frantic, cute laughter when they tried to ride a tandem bike and immediately crashed into a pile of brightly colored leaves. Then there was the specific warmth of his sweater, the way he smelled of warm vanilla and cedarwood, as he sang â Every Breath You Take â poorly but sweetly into her hair, convinced she was asleep.
"Okay," (Y/n) replied, her voice unnaturally even. "Good for him." She added before hanging up, she couldn't carry on talking about him, the cheerleader sighed deeply gathering herself to be ready for what she would do.
Her telephone dropped onto her comforter as she pressed the heel of her hands to her eyes. Cheer practice was in three hours. Sheâd have to put on the uniform, pull her hair into a perfect high ponytail, shout counts, throw girls into the air, and pretend that her chest wasnât cracking open.
A week later, (Y/n) had thrown on an elaborate outfit: cropped, deep crimson sweatshirt, worn deliberately pulled off one shoulder to reveal the clean, stark white of the halter tank top beneath and a wide leg dark-wash denim paired with platform boots and the cheer varsity jacket tied around her bag. She looked at the mirror one last time smiling at herself, she knew this would turn heads especially his.
The moment she reached Hawkins' High, she was bracing herself to see him, she walked through the hallway alongside her cheer members and then She saw him and he's taller, face more defined, and gone was the cute bowl cut hair he once had during the summer, â He changed â The cheerleader said to herself admiring the boy she once and still is madly in love with but suddenly a hand was suddenly slid on her waist.
Then she saw him smiling down at her, Marcus Craige, Star Basketball player and Point GuardâHawkin's Golden boy and the guy who had covered, but now resurfaced, bruise that Will had left in her heart.
She exchanged a force smile at Marcus, hoping that the boy wouldn't notice that her eyes told a different story, as she walked past Will Byers and The Party alongside Marcus who was kissing her temple, she couldn't but offer a smile to him but in exchange she got a blank stare from Will then walked right past her.
The Cheerleader frowned subtly, wondering why he would act like that.
Please do not lean on me, I'm unstable, You're all you need, I've seen it, you're able.
A few weeks later, The park was a skeletal portrait of autumn: trees stripped bare, the air smelling of wet leaves and the distant, metallic promise of snow. The swing set, once a site of frantic, joyful momentum, stood perfectly still, the chains frosted with morning dew. Will sat on one of the wooden benches, his sweater sleeves pulled to the end of his hands, the cold seeping through the denim of his jeans. He hadn't meant to come here, but his walk had been less a stroll and more an escape from the Wheeler house, where the silence of Karenâs disappointment was louder than Mikeâs frantic, oblivious chatter about Dungeons and Dragons.
He hadn't been here five minutes when he saw her.
(Y/n) emerged from the row of bare oaks, hands tucked deep into the pockets of a thick, brown leather jacket, her shoulders hunched against the chill. She wasn't wearing her cheerleader bravado tonight. She looked small, contemplative, the kind of honest vulnerability he hadn't allowed himself to witness since the summer of '85.
She stopped abruptly when she saw him. Not with the sudden stiffness of their high school encounter, but with a slow, heavy recognition. It was as if two people, long separated by a great distance, had finally realized they were standing on opposite banks of the same narrow, frozen river.
She walked towards the bench, the crunch of dead leaves under her boots the only sound that dared to break the profound quiet.
ââ I guess⊠this is where the people who are avoiding home end up ââ (Y/n) finally broke the deafening silence as she sat beside him
Will nodded, watching a shard of light catch the sadness in her eyes. It was a sadness he had caused, a damage he had inflicted, and seeing it was far worse than the blank stare he had received at the school.
ââ I didnât think you came here anymore. ââ Will said to her suprised
ââ I donât. Not since⊠I started trying to find places that didnât feel like I was talking to a ghost. ââ He flinched. The word ghost resonated with the way he feltâa faded impression of the boy sheâd loved, haunted by the demons he couldn't share.
The cheerleader finally turned her attention to him, her voice low, steady, and utterly drained of pretense.
ââ Why here, Will? Why now? You didnât even look at me the other day. Now weâre sitting in the one place where we used to talk about⊠everything. ââ
ââ I know. I know how it looked. ââ He rubbed his hands together, trying to warm them, though the cold was internal. ââ I didnât leave you a note. I didnât call. I just⊠vanished. And I know what Steve said to you, about it not being personal. But I need you to know. ââ
He paused, searching for the right words, the words that could be honest without being selfish.
The more that we both try to fight it the harder it's gon' be, I wish that we could stand united, instead we're crumblin'.
ââ The more that we both try to fight it, the harder itâs gonna be for us. I wasnât fighting you, (Y/n). I was fighting the fact that I was scared to death of what being with me would do to you. ââ
She finally moved, pushing off the tree to sit at the far end of the bench, leaving a chasm of splintered wood between them.
ââ You could have told me you know? I loved you so muchâeven nowâI have a choice too you know? when it about us ââ the cheerleader wiped the tears forming in her eyes
Will felt the familiar, crushing weight of guilt settle onto his shoulders. Her tears, quickly wiped away, were a devastating testament to the injury he had inflicted. He watched her pull the sleeves of her brown leather jacket down over her hands, mimicking his own habit, and the small, mirrored action was a fresh stab of pain.
ââ I know you had a choice. Thatâs exactly why I had to leave. I saw your choice, (Y/n), and it was me. And you didnât deserve the version of me I was going to give you. ââ He shifted on the bench, pulling his gaze from the frosted swing set to look directly at her.
ââ That whole summer, I felt like I was on borrowed time. I was waiting for the other shoe to dropâthe next gate, the next shadow, the next time I wouldnât be myself. You made me feel whole, like the messiness didnât matter. But it does. Youâre like a sun, (Y/n). You shine bright. I was afraid that if I stayed, if I let you keep choosing me, youâd end up losing that. That your future would get tangled up in my uncertainty. ââ He said as he looked away from her, voice shaky, encompassing the quiet park, the empty swings.
ââ I needed to give you the chance to choose a future that was certain. Someone who wouldn't disappear, whose mind wasn't half-occupied by what lurked beneath this town. I needed you to realize that you are all you need, Iâve seen it, you're capable. And I couldn't let my love, which I knew was strong enough to keep you tethered to me, stop you from realizing that. ââ the younger byers continued
ââ Did you ever ask yourself that maybe being lost in you was what I wanted? ââ (Y/n) said to him, her voice laced with seriousness and sincerity.
ââ But I know you would choose what you thought was right for you rather than thinking of what could be the better thing for us. ââ the cheerleader left after she said that not wanting to hear another mindless explanation from him anymore.
I know that you gon' always love me in spite of things you've seen â in spite of things you've heard me say no matter how obscene.
ââ You have got to stop running from her, you're only fooling yourself that you're over her. ââ
Jonathan Byers told his younger brother who's spacing out sitting in the stained sofa at the Wheeler's basement, The room was bathed in the warm, yellow glow of a single lamp, a small beacon against the early evening chill.
Jonathan didn't look up from the vintage 35mm camera he was meticulously cleaning, but his voice was heavy with the weariness of an older brother who had been watching the same self-inflicted damage loop for months.
Will flinched, the words were like a punch in the gut where he was left fatal. He tried to muster the blank apathy heâd practiced, the same one heâd used so flawlessly in the school hallway, but after the encounter in the park, it felt like it wasn't working anymore.
ââ Iâm not running, ââ Will mumbled, his voice tight. ââ I justâI just need to find mike. We were supposed to sketch out the crawl plan tonight. ââ
ââ You need to stop lying, ââ Jonathan countered, placing his mug down with a soft thud. ââ I saw your face after you came back from the park. You were terrified, Will. Not because of a monster or a gate, but because she cried. Because she told you that you were broken and she was doing it with you. ââ
Willâs shoulders slumped. He felt hollowed out, as if the entire weight of his love and cowardice was weighing out . He remembered her faceâthe genuine hurt, the terrible understandingâand the potential finality of her decision to walk back to her âstable world.â
ââ Sheâs with Marcus, ââ Will said, the name tasting like ash in his mouth. ââ She deserves Marcus. Heâs everything I told her she needed. Heâs certain. Sheâs the Golden Girl, the perfect answer. She needs that steady hand. ââ
ââ And youâre certain of her, ââ Jonathan pointed out, leaning back against the sofa. ââ Thatâs the difference. You know, without a doubt, that she still loves you. She practically screamed at you, didn't she? That she was only choosing Marcus because you made her choice for her. You left her because you thought you were protecting her, but you were really protecting yourself from the fear of being loved fully, chaos and all. ââ
ââ I'm just saying don't let your uncertainty make you lose the girl of your dreams. ââ The older brother continued as he smiled that simply told his younger brother to "Get your shit together"
Summary : A case where kohaku has feelings for Senku, but he has feelings for you, and you have feelings for kohaku. A perfect love triangleâŠ
Warning : Fluff, Angst ?, no good ending technically, Gen is tired of Senku, jealousy, miscommunication, humor, Senku is bad with his feelings,
Words : 1,2K
The first person to notice something was wrong was probably Gen. And not because he was observantâŠ.Well, he was. But mostly because Senku suddenly started acting like an idiot. Which was rare enough to be concerning.
âSenku-chanâŠYouâre staring again.â
âWhat?â
Gen pointed dramatically across the village.
âThere.â
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âOf course you donât.â
And across the village, you were helping Kohaku carry supplies. Nothing strange or weirdly suspicious. Just two people transporting wooden planks⊠which is normal, completely normal. Except the planks were light enough for Kohaku to carry fifty of them alone.
âWhy is she helping?â Senku asked.
Genâs smile widened.
âOh, so you WERE watching.â
âDumbass, everyone can see them.â
âNot with binoculars.â
Senku immediately hid the primitive binoculars.
ââŠscientific observation.â
âSure.â
The problem was that Senku himself had absolutely no idea what was happening. If somebody asked whether he admired you? The response was obviousâŠ
You were one of the few people capable of keeping up with him intellectually.
Back before petrification, your papers had been among the few academic publications heâd genuinely enjoyed reading. After he saw your statues that he decided to use the last acid nitric to revive you, heâd spent three straight hours discussing mathematical models with you.
Three hours. Without getting bored. That alone should have been a warning sign.
Unfortunately, Senku Ishigami possessed the emotional intelligence of a brick whenever his own feelings were involved.
So every strange feeling got labeled:
Scientific curiosity.
You spending time with Kohaku? Scientific curiosity.
Feeling irritated whenever Kohaku monopolized your attention? Scientific curiosity.
Looking around the village for you before starting projects? Scientific curiosity.
Being able to immediately locate you in a crowd of one hundred people? Scientific curiosity.
And Gen wanted to hit him with a shovel.
Meanwhile, you had an entirely different problemâŠYour problem had blonde hair, and muscles. In fact lots of muscles..
Because yes, you had fallen for Kohaku months ago or maybe longer not that anyone cared about that. You werenât even sure when it happened. Maybe it was one big moment ? Or dozens of little onesâŠ
Kohaku carrying an injured villager for miles without complaint.
Kohaku standing between danger and people she loved.
Kohaku smiling after successful missions.
Kohaku asking questions about your work because she genuinely wanted to understand it.
That last one had been especially special to you has most people heard mathematics and immediately wanted to die.
Kohaku simply listened and actually listenedâŠEven when she understood maybe ten percent of what you were saying.
âSo if the equation predicts movementâŠâ
âMm-hm.â
âAnd movement predicts hunting routesâŠâ
âExactly.â
âAnd that helps us find animals?â
âYES.â
You had nearly proposed marriage on the spot. Unfortunately, Kohaku only saw a friend. A very important friend. A trusted friend. One of her favorite people.
Just a friend.
Which was almost worse for you, because she genuinely liked spending time with you. You werenât imagining that part.
Kohaku looked forward to your conversations. She sought you out and she even laughed more around you than around most people.
But whenever her eyes lit up the brightestâŠ
It wasnât because of you. It was because Senku had just walked into the room. And every single time, your heart sank..Not enough to stop loving her, just enough to hurt.
The funny thing was that Kohaku had her own frustrations too because from her perspective, things made absolutely no sense.
She knew she liked Senku. I mean that wasnât exactly a secretâŠ.Maybe she hadnât said it outright but everyone with functioning eyes could tell.
The problem was Senku itself. Specifically the way he acted around you.
One afternoon, Kohaku was helping transport materials for a new workshop and you were walking beside her, happily explaining some geometric trick youâd used to improve a bridge design. She was listening carefully (more like trying, really trying..)
ââŠand thatâs why triangular supports distribute force better.â
Kohaku nodded seriously.
âI understand.â
You smiled.
âYouâre lying.â
âI am.â
You laughed and she actually laughed too. For a moment everything felt nice, easy, comfortableâŠ
Then Senku appeared. Not dramatically. Not suspiciously. Just suddenly ?
Like he had spawned there.
âY/n.â
You turned.
âOh, hey Senku.â
âI need you.â
Kohaku frowned slightly.
âFor what?â
âCalculations.â
âWhat calculations?â
âImportant calculations.â
âCan Chrome do them?â
âNo.â
âCan I do them tomorrow?â
âNo.â
ââŠâ
This discussion made Kohaku crossed her arms, still looking at both of them.
âYouâre making that up.â
âIâm not.â
âYou absolutely are.â
âIâm absolutely not.â
âThen tell us the calculation.â
Senku paused. For three whole seconds, like he was looking really fast for an answer.Â
ââŠjust science.â
The silence that followed was painful has even you looked unconvinced.
Kohaku watched the two of you walk away afterward. And she hated the strange feeling in her chest. Not because you were leaving. But because Senku had looked relieved when you agreed to go. And she couldnât stop noticing things like that anymore.
The way his attention followed you. The way he listened more carefully when you spoke. The way he remembered random facts about you.Things he normally didnât bother remembering.
One evening she made the mistake of mentioning it to Chrome.
âDoes Senku always do that?â
Chrome looked up.
âDo what?â
âFollow Y/n around.â
Chrome immediately started choking on water.
âNope.â
âThat was a lie.â
âMaybe...â
And that was the end of the conversation. Because Chrome had enough survival instincts not to get involved.
The months passed. The triangle remained.
You kept finding excuses to spend time with Kohaku.
Kohaku kept finding excuses to spend time with Senku.
And Senku kept finding excuses to spend time with you.
And more time passes, more the excuses became increasingly ridiculous.
One day Senku interrupted your conversation with Kohaku because he urgently needed help calculating something.
The calculation was 2 + 2.
You stared at the page.
âSenku.â
âWhat?â
âThis is four.â
âRead it again, I need verification.â
âFrom a mathematician?â
âExactly.â
Kohaku looked seconds away from throwing him into a river. The worst part? Senku wasnât technically doing it consciously. That was what made it impossible to be angry. He genuinely didnât understand why seeing you laugh with Kohaku made something twist painfully inside his chestâŠ.So his brain invented reasons.
Scientific reasons. Logical reasons. Reasons that became increasingly absurd.
Meanwhile, every time Kohaku looked at Senku, your heart broke a little.
And every time Senku looked at you, Kohakuâs heart broke a little.
And every time you looked at Kohaku, Senku felt that stupid twisting feeling again.
A perfect loop.
A terrible loop.
A loop so ridiculous that if any of them had taken one step back and looked at the whole picture, they probably would have screamed.
Instead they stayed exactly where they were. For instance three people sitting around the same campfire one night, just talking, laughing or existing together.
You smiled at Kohaku.
Kohaku smiled at Senku.
Senku smiled at you.
And none of them realized they were looking in three different directions. Even for the smartest man in the stone word, or for the best mathematician ever, or the strongest woman that her strong could be compared to a gorilla. Above them, the stars shone exactly always had. A lot like this stupid, hopeless, never-ending triangl for approximately ten seconds before sighing deeply.
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Batman stood, "I think it's time we went to see our guests off." He knew how old Billy actually was, it was hard for someone that age to stand up to such parental authority figures, he could hear Dr. Madeline Fenton use her most disappointed voice through the comms.
"I thought we were keeping out of the way to not scare Danny off," Clark commented with a knowing smile even as he moved to join Batman.
"He's been reunited, the flight risk is over. Even if he runs, it'll be with his family, which is what we want."
"All of us?" Diana asked as she fell in step with them.
"I think just us three will do."
"Sorry, but you're stuck with me until we get the little chicky well on his way back to his egg," Constantine grumbled, though he stayed several paces behind their group.
Batman didn't acknowledge him, mostly he was unsure how Danny would react now that he (or was it Phantom?) was awake.
It was a short trip to the hangar, Batman and Constantine spent it completely silent while Clark and Diana were discussing whether Phantom was intentionally taking a back seat or was simply pretending to be Danny. Batman didn't see the point, none of them were familiar with Danny and had no way of knowing if he were acting strangely.
When they arrived they found Marvel looking nervous while Signal was nodding along next to him. Signal turned and waved with a smile.
Jasmine Fenton turned her attention to their group, her face growing dark. She pointed her ominously toxic green bat at them, "You!"
Clark held his hands up, keeping his body language as open and non-threatening as he could.
"Of all the irresponsible things! Not calling our parents was bad enough, but you had me on the phone, you jerk!" Jasmine started stomping in their direction, waving the bat for emphasis. Those near her quickly stepped out of the way.
"As I said, if you might recall, you're not one of Danny's leg- ow!" Clark nearly toppled over, whether from surprise or the actual impact was unclear.
"And as you may recall," Jasmine said while waving her bat menacingly, "you should've called our parents!"
Jasmine swung the bat again, but it simply wiffed as a streak of red and blue whizzed past everyone, a short lived breeze in Clark's wake.
Jasmine huffed angrily, "Coward."
"It's clear his presence was upsetting you, he simply removed himself from a spiraling situation," Batman stated logically.
"Oh now don't you even start," Jasmine snarled, turning her attention on Batman.
"There is no need for further violence, sister," Diana said, stepping between Jasmine and Batman. "You're right, we should have called and informed you. Please allow us to explain the situation now and escort you safely home."
"I think we'd all like an explanation," Jasmine said, though the bat fell to her side.
It was time for Diana to give the edited version of the truth. "Last night we interrupted a cult attempting to summon the Ghost King."
There were several gasps of shock from the Fentons (and friends), and an angry hiss from Constantine.
"We know now we managed to disrupt the summoning," Diana continued. "At the time we believed we had not made it in time and Danny was used as his anchor and host."
Danny squeaked in shock, eyes wide.
"Fortunately it looks like that's not the case." Diana smiled at Danny. "We're sorry about deceiving you, at the time we believed it was the only way to protect your mind from being ripped asunder by the tyrant waking from his eternal slumber."
"Yeah," Danny croaked, "that would've sucked."
Diana turned to the doctors Fenton. "On behalf of the Justice League I'd like to apologize for not contacting you sooner. When your daughter reached out we should have used the opportunity to explain the situation. We're sorry for this gross oversight."
"Yes, well," Dr. Fenton pulled off her goggles and hood, "see that it doesn't happen again. To any child or parents. Or anyone looking for a missing family member."
"Of course, we will take steps to ensure this never happens again."
"Come here, Danny! We were worried about you!" Dr. Fenton pulled Danny into a hug, which quickly became a group hug.
"So hey, what's this?" The young man of African decent asked Danny.
"My new weighted blanket."
"It looks like a bat themed cape," the young woman who would fit right into Gotham commented.
"It used to be, now it's my emotional support blanket, we've been through some⊠stuff together." Danny glanced sidelong as his mother.
"You know, it probably has trackers in it," Duke said with a grin.
Danny made a face and moved to take it off, then shrugged and settled the cape back into place. "It's not like you don't already know my home address."
Batman sighed internally, he would've preferred to have the cape back.
J'onn stepped forward then, having been hidden behind the group until that moment. Danny's eyes lit up the moment he saw the Martian. The boy squeaked.
"Hello, Danny," J'onn said calmly.
"Omigosh! Martian Manhunter knows my name!"
"And I would like you to know mine as well, I am J'onn." He held a hand out.
Danny darted forward, a thin, pale arm sticking out of the cape to eagerly shake J'onn's hands.
"I'd also like to apologize for the headache I intentionally caused you earlier."
"Oh, that was you?"
"Yes, I was attempting to communicate that your family had arrived."
"Oh⊠well⊠it's okay. You didn't do it on purpose."
"No, not at all." J'onn reached up and touched his own head with a grimace. "I was also informed you may appreciate an autograph." He held up a piece of card stock with a short message written in the Martian script.
Danny started to glow, literally glow, in delight as he accepted the autograph. Everyone pretended they couldn't see the boy's incandescence.
"Worth it," Danny whispered as he hugged the autograph to himself.
"Aren't you lucky, Danno!" Dr. Fenton slapped his son enthusiastically on the back. The boy tottered, but managed to stay upright.
"Well, if that's all over with, I think it's time we get you home," Dr. Fenton announced as she reached out to guide her son towards their unusual craft.
"Did you eat?" Jasmine asked.
"Hey man, what was it like being held by the Justice League?" Danny's friend asked.
"What was the cult like?" Danny's other friend asked.
"I have no idea, I don't remember," Danny grumbled as the group filed into their craft.
The Justice League members present all stayed to watch, waving as the craft powered up and turned around to face the hanger doors.
"You know," Constantine commented as they watched the Ghost King and entourage leave, "eventually the egg is going to break open. Whether it's smashed open or the boy hatching, it's going to happen."
"And now that we know of this egg we can keep an eye on it," Diana replied simply.
âđđĄđąđ§đ€đąđ§đ đšđ đČđšđźâ || jake âhangmanâ seresin x exgf!bradshaw!reader oneshot
title: âthinking of youâ, w.c: 1.2k
pairing: jake seresin x bradshawâs ex gf!reader or jake seresin x f!reader
c.w: not proofread, angsty, pining/yearning, confession, painfully short, kinda just thrown in the middle of it all whooops!! petnames used: sweetheart, baby, honey, sugar, darlinâ
a/n: rewatched top gun maverick and totally forgot how hot glen powell is in this movie my goodness. anywayy this concept came to me, and i havenât really thought up a full fic idea, but this is a little spark of a scenario that i imagine would happen towards the climax! first time expanding out of jon bernthal characters hahhhaha
context: youâve broken up with your best friend and boyfriend of what seems like foreverâ bradley bradshaw. when your paths inevitably cross again, expecting to catch the attention of your ex-boyfriend, you catch the eye of his annoyingly sexy ârivalâ.
youâre met with a choice. salvage the farm youâve built with rooster, or finish the game of hangman youâve just begun.
âjake, please. i donât want to over-complicate things.â i said sternly, feet sinking in the sand with each step, trying to get away from him. as i spoke, the wind of the beach blew softly through my hair, the pink of the skyâs sun setting behind me, kissing the horizon line.
i turned my head to him, my eyebrows furrowed, standing still, as if to assert my seriousness on the whole situation.
âdarlinâ, i donât mean to bother youââ jake rose his hands in defense, his loose buttoned shirt, moving perfectly against him, flapping a bit in the cool breeze.
âthen donât. stop it, and- and leave me alone.â i scoff, chuckle, and going a bit hysterical over the past few months. i mean, how could i not?
i was always going to love bradley. even before all.. whatever we were, we ended on good terms. it was really just the circumstances, right? he was my best friend in almost every way possible. it sucked how we things ended between us, just the fact that they did. but when he told me he wanted to find a way to fix things, to make things workâwhen he said he didnât want to lose meâ all i could think of wasâŠ
jake stood like a broken man in front of me. his eyes searching mine, hands on his hips, waiting patiently for me to say something again. because he knew damn well he wasnât going to ever listenâ he wasnât ever going to take a step back in the direction he came and let you walk away. when it was clear i wouldnât say anything, while we just stared at each other, he took initiative.
âiâm not gonna let it happen. you know that, right?â he said sternly, pointing in the direction back to the hard deck. he tsked his lips, almost looking pissed at just the thought of it.
âlet what? whatâ bradley? you donât own me. you have no say over my decisions in life.â i scoffed, stepping closer to him, my temper shortening, trying to get my point across.
jake looked to the ground. he nodded in defeat, silence washing between us, only sounds of the ocean crashing and the muffled music coming from the hard deck being heard. he looked back up to my eyes, his feet still planted, searching my face. i stood up straight in front of him, still waiting for him to say something back. to argue back. i said it so many timesâ i didnât want to see him, talk to him, but here i was. standing like an idiot, instead of what i should be doingâ walking back to that bar, finding bradley and calling it a night. but i stood. and i waited.
âlisten, if you want bradshaw, if heâs the guy for youâ go aheadâŠby all means.â jake cleared his throat, his gaze wandering off to the distance.
âbut could you just hear me out? would you do me that favor, sugar?â he said softly, his eyes finding their way back to mine again.
i stayed quiet, the wave of irritation from earlier still plastered on my face from what i last said.
jake took it as a cue, considering himself lucky that i didnât start strutting off by now.
âdarlinâ, i canât help it. i canât stand seeing you with him, alrightâ and even more just sittinâ here, and youâre asking me to do nothinâ, standing just thinking of you signing away your life to him.â he begins, and while iâm about to interject, he points a finger out, stopping me, as he continues.
âhe doesnât deserve you. not all of you. he doesnât deserve to see you the way i see you.â jake says quietly, almost seething at the thought. he takes a few more steps closer to me, as my eyes well up, standing there in front of him.
jake wasnât a soft spoken man. hangman said what he wanted, when he wanted it, and how he wants itâ straight up, all the time. a proud, cocky, confident tone, but the way he was speaking right now? just a desperate man, about to go on his knees.
âand yeah, heâs a good man, of course he is, you know he is.â he chuckles, his palms moving to the back of his head, as he turns, scoffing, just flailing around, trying to pump himself up before he says what he needs to.
he turns back around to me, letting out a deep breath. âsweetheart, i love you.â it sounds like an admission. a confession. something that sounds like even he himself is trying to come to terms with.
i stand there even more frozen like an idiot. my mouth slowly drops at his words, and before i could say anything, a tear drops down my eye. and even if i tried to speak, i had no words to say.
âi love you,â he repeats, whispering. âand oh my days, i think about you every second of every day.â he brings his hands to cover the lower half of his face like a in a triangle shape, catching his words in his fingers, the sentence coming out as a muffled whisper.
âespecially when youâre not with me. not next to me, when youâre not pickinâ at every single thing that i do that ticks you off,â he nods, stepping closer to me.
i sniffled, almost letting out a small giggle myself, my chest still heavy.
âi think about you when im twenty thousand feet up high in the airâ at- at four gâs, i think about you when i land, i think about you when iâm grabbinââ grabbinâ coffee for godâs sake.â he scoffs, not believing what he was saying.
âand when iâm up there, all i can think about is how far i am from you.â he gulps, while i look away in disbelief, scoffing, trying to keep the tears in my eyes.
âand when you told me you were even debating trying things with him again, i justâ you havenât left my mind since. knowinâ that youâre gonna be well off with him, and that i wonât get to cherish you the way i do any more. knowinâ that youâre gonna be stuck in my head for the rest of my life, till iâm damn near ninety, tryna remember the way i used to twirl you to whatever song you put on.â jakeâs voice breaks, quieting.
he licks his lips, looking back at the hard deck, before looking back to tell me one more thing.
âwhen you two wereâ were done, i asked him if he thought of you. he said it would kill him every time he saw you. that somehow heâd get it out of his system, and that heâd be okay. and god, i wish i knew how he did it.â
âbecause honey, i canât get you out of mine. and it kills me when i donât see you, and now youâre tellinâ me that itâll start killing me when i do.â
my tears stream uncontrollably, sniffling like a mess in front of him, trying to wipe my tears with the back of my hand. his eyebrows furrow together, as he sighs, finally closing the distance between us. i sob quietly, until i feel his strong arms pull me gently forward to his chest, as he steps to meet me halfway. his hand lays gently on top of the back of my scalp, lightly ruffling his fingers through my hair. he presses his lips to the top of my head softly.
âdonât pick him. he doesnât deserve a single drop more of your tearss, baby.â he whispers.
description: a love that once burned eternal begins to wither in silence. when scaramouche leaves, youâre left with nothing but guilt, anger, and heartbreak that eventually blooms into flowers that taste oddly like chestnut.
warnings: blood, vomiting
a/n: not sure if october is the right month to post this because everyone is freaky rn.. but it's okay guys!!
maybe it was too much expecting someone a few hundred years old to remember everything you wanted.
you had learned that as you stood at your doorway in the evening, the chill of night seeping into your bones and under your skin. you had learned that as goosebumps bloomed across your bare arms, the harsh torrents of icy winter wind grazing your skin doing little to help. you had learned that as scaramouche gazed down at you, lilac eyes cutting sharp, laced with both irritation and something else.Â
guilt.
it was something new to you, something you were only just beginning to recognize in his gaze. you were unfamiliar with it, yet it was something scaramouche had carried with him for centuries. you had only just recently been able to identify it in his hazy violet eyes. only recently, during one of those rare moments where his usual sharp tongue softened, and the playful edge in his voice faltered. he had let a flicker of something almost like regret slip through when he talked to you. he had let a flicker of something almost akin to grief show in his cat-like eyes, so brief you might have missed it if you werenât looking closely.
you didnât know what to do with that. it unsettled you, tenderness wrapped in pain. it made the air between you heavy, fragile, like a thread threatening to snap. your heart ached. it ached for him, it ached for the guilt he carried, it ached for what would become of you two.
âyou always want way too much,â he had spat out quietly, picking at the skin surrounding his short nails. he averted his gaze from you, attempting to hide his guilt behind a mask built up of exasperation yet again. âeven if i look away from you for a moment, your mind practically bursts into flames.âÂ
you had stared quietly at him, eyes looking anywhere but his face. eyes looking anywhere but at his feline-like eyes that pinned you down, anywhere but the messily done and slightly faded burgundy eyeliner that emphasized the purple of his eyes, anywhere but his lips, parted and painfully soft, curled into a small yet nasty snarl.
no, instead you looked at his nails, decorated with splotches of black polish, chipped and cracking. you looked at how he picked at the skin surrounding them apprehensively. you looked at the hollow of his throat and how the shifting pale moonlight filtering through the door drew patterns on it.Â
he looked back up at you silently, fingers stilling.
you smiled, small and brittle. it didnât reach your eyes, of which were glossed over, of which couldnât meet his. you just stared at the worn out tiled patterns on the floor.
âyes, iâm sorry,â you whispered. you didnât know what you were sorry for. it wasnât even true; you didnât want too much.
but you couldnât manage the words, couldnât tell him he was wrong.
and that was that.
as scaramouche brushed past you and left, the door closed behind him with a sound like the world ending.
â
the first night was the worst.
you were sitting on your bed silently, pale pink sheets pooled around you as you stared at your hands, trying to process everything that had just happened, when suddenly a ragged, wet cough tore through you. it felt as if something was clawing up your throat. then you coughed again; the sound was loud, repulsively watery. you barely had time to get up and sprint to your small bathroom before your body doubled forward and something warm and red came out.
blood.
it bloomed in the water, tinting it a light shade of scarlet. you stared down, eyes teary and droopy, tired. a metallic taste settled on your tongue and, before you even had time to wonder why you had just coughed up blood of all things, another coughing fit took over you. this time it was harsher, and it had your hands clutching anything they could to keep you balanced on the cold tiled floor of your bathroom.
your eyes squeezed shut as up you coughed up a lump of something, gagging as you did, hearing the small splash it made as it fell into the toilet. a strong grassy (and slightly vanilla) scent overtook the room, mingling with the previous iron miasma the blood youâd coughed up had brought. a wave of nausea washed over you, and you found yourself heaving and hacking up even more of whatever you had previously.
as the pain in your chest finally calmed down, you opened your eyes, your breathing quick and shallow and strained. a light sweet, nutty, and vanilla flavor mixed with the irony taste of blood lingering on your tongue. you glanced down at what you had coughed up.
flowers.
dainty, small, and shaped like stars. they were the color of chalk, pure white aside from the small splatters of blood on the petals.
why had you just coughed up flowers?
you hoisted yourself up, staggering slightly in the process. you rushed to your bedroom dizzily, grabbing your phone from the tangle of sheets on your bed and unlocking it with trembling fingers.
the first thing you saw was your search history: how to make bam yang gang, 4nemo playlist, what does bam yang gang tasye like, can i substitute chestnuts with sweet woodruffâŠ
ignoring the rest, you quickly typed up hwy am i cougjfkn up flowers and pressed search.
a moment passed, and then the screen lit up.
hanahaki disease.
an illness where one coughs up flower petals due to unrequited love. left untreated, it may lead to suffocation and death. current cures include surgery to remove the flowers or the reciprocation of feelings. the surgery will remove all memories of the love interest, and is not 100% guaranteed to work. if gone wrong, the surgery can lead to death.
you stared at the screen with a blank expression, trying to process the words on it. your hands trembled slightly, phone shifting slightly in your grip.Â
unrequited love.
when had scaramouche stopped loving you?
â
the second night, you visited the doctor.
the small examination room smelled sterile, like antiseptic. you sat on the edge of the cold table, legs swinging slightly, clammy hands clutching each other tightly in your lap.
the doctor typed something on her computer, back turned to you.
âhanahaki disease,â she said simply. âitâs⊠a little rare, but not unheard of. it used to be much more common in the past, but less so now. it is caused by unrequited love, of which causes flowers to grow in the victimâs lungs. sometimes the victimâs love may be requited, but their belief of it being unrequited may be so strong that it causes the flowers to still grow.â
she told you the three options. you already knew them, but hearing it aloud made your stomach twist: suffocation, surgery, or requited love. and the surgery wasnât a guarantee; it had a 50% pass rate and, even if it worked, it would erase everything regarding your now unrequited love from your memory.
it would erase his voice, his face, his favorite animal, his eyes, even the fact that he preferred bitter things over sweet but still loved bam yang gang with all his heart.
âis there a way to slow it down?â you asked, voice cracking slightly. if death was practically inevitable you wanted to slow it down as much as possible. your fingers clswed at your sleeves, pulling the fabric over your knuckles and fidgeting with it.
she looked at you with something close to pity. âavoiding emotional stimulation might help, or avoiding the person who caused it,â she offered. âbut thereâs no reversing it once itâs started. you need to think seriously about your next steps.â
you left the clinic, lungs feeling heavier than before.
â
the third night, you saw him again.
it wasnât on purpose, obviously.
you had found yourself wandering the streets past sunset, wrapped in a scarf you hadnât worn in years and a jacket too thin given the weather. wool itched at your neck and frost nipped at your skin, but it was something to do.
you turned a corner. the convenience store near your home was still open, warm golden lights casting long shadows through the frosted glass of the doors. you decided to go inside, body quivering slightly from the cold clawing at you.
you stepped in, a sudden rush of warmth blowing at your face. you smoothed out your hair, frizzy from the wind blowing at it outside. you glanced around, and then you saw him.
he was seated at one of the corner tables used for eating, head tilted back just slightly, one thin hand resting loosely beside a styrofoam cup. the tips of his fingers tapped against the side with a careless rhythm. his other hand held something brown, small, and square between his fingers, near his mouth.
bam yang gang.
his lips curled just faintly around the first bite, his sharp eyes narrowed ever so slightly, as if even sweetness was something he fought against.Â
that was always the way he ate it, like it hurt him to savor something so sweet.
your feet didnât move, frozen at the entrance, watching as he chewed slowly. he didnât look up, didnât see you. you didnât know whether to feel relief or grief.
the only reason you took a step forward was because the cashier shot you an odd look.
you wished you could taste the same sweetness he did at the moment. you could only taste the bile rising in your throat.
you pressed your hand to your chest, as if that could keep the petals down.
â
the fourth night, you ran into kazuha.
you hadnât meant to â then again, you hadnât meant to do much of anything lately. you had stepped outside once again, trying to escape the cloying scent of grass and vanilla and metal your room was filled with. the heavy ache in your chest had dulled into something quieter but always present. even the petals had stopped being surprising.
youâd stepped into the same convenience store again, not because you wanted to see him but because you craved familiarity. or maybe it was just cold outside and the convenience store was the closest place by your house which was warm.
you were halfway down the snack aisle, staring blankly at a row filled with chestnut-flavored jelly when a familiar voice startled you, their words lilted, a smile evident in their voice.
âhey.â
you turned, startled, and suddenly you were looking at⊠kazuha?
his face lit up when he recognized you, though there was something sheepish behind it. his platinum hair, normally neat and tied in a small ponytail, was let down and partially covered by a hood. his cheeks were tinged slightly pink from the cold outside, a plastic bag swinging from one of his hands, filled with boxes upon boxes of instant ramen.
âlong time no see,â he said softly, voice almost drifting like a whisper.
you both stood in awkward silence, the hum from the refrigerators nearby the only thing breaking it.
âhowâve you been doing?â he asked gently, voice lower now. there was something cautious in the way he looked at you.
you swallowed. ânot great.â
âfigured,â he said. âyou look like shit.â
 then he winced, a hand lifting as if to catch his own words. âsorry. that came out wrong.â
you forced a slight smile.
you followed him to a small table in the corner of the store. it was the same one scaramouche had sat at the night before.
you sat across from kazuha as he pulled out one of the boxes of ramen he had. he offered you one, and you shook your head. you couldnât eat anything these days.
âheâs⊠not handling it well, you know,â kazuha said after a moment, standing near the convenience storeâs little hot water dispenser, grabbing it and filling the cup to the line.
you stared at him blankly. ââŠwhat?â
âhe wonât admit it,â kazuha murmured, eyes distant as if he were recalling something far away. âacts like nothingâs wrong, but heâs been picking fights with everyone lately. xiao said he almost broke a mirror in the dorms over nothing.â he shook his head with a soft, rueful smile, strands of hair brushing his temple. steam curled around his face in lazy tendrils.
you didnât answer. you couldnât. you were afraid that if you did, youâd start crying.
âno,â he said quietly. âbut iâve seen it before. long time ago, back in inazuma. it doesnât always look the same, but⊠thereâs a certain look people get when they have it. yeah. i know.â
you looked down at your hands.
they sat limply in your lap, knuckles pale and fingers trembling. you squeezed them tighter.Â
âhow long?â he asked after a pause, voice so gentle it made want to start tearing up just by hearing it.
âa few nights.â
kazuha exhaled slowly, eyes flicking across your face. âand itâs already this bad?â
you nodded, gaze glued to the floor. âi thought it was just a cold at first. but then i started coughing up petals the same night.â
it was how something so terrifying, so painful, so fucking horrible, could still be beautiful.
âscaramouche⊠heâs always liked flowers,â kazuha mumbled, mostly to himself.
silence lingered between you both after that.
outside, wind howled past the windows of the store, tugging at the weather-worn plastic signs taped to the glass. you glanced at them absently, watching them flutter. things fell apart so easily.
âyou need to talk to him,â kazuha said quietly.
you turned back to him silently.
âwhat?â
kazuha hesitated, poking at his noodles. âiâm not saying heâll say what you want him to say. but⊠you have to tell him.â
âhe left.â
âheâs scared.â
âso am i,â you said, louder than intended.
your voice cracked a bit at the edges, and you startled yourself with the sheer rawness of it.
âiâm scared all the time, kazuha,â you said, voice shaking. you blinked, eyes glassy and eyelashes sticking together, wet. âi wake up with blood on my sheets and flowers literally surrounding me every single day. i can barely breathe half the time. i can barely eat. iâve been coughing so hard i see stars. whatâs he fucking scared of? what does he have that he has to fear?â
tears started spilling down your cheeks before you could stop them, nose reddening. your gaze flitted to the ground.
kazuha didnât say anything. he just reached over the table and gently placed his hand over yours.
you stared blankly at your shoes. your chest felt much too tight again. you pressed a hand to your sternum, fingers curling into the fabric of your shirt, nails digging in. it didnât help. the pressure was still there, hot and insistent, like something writhing underneath your ribs and in your lungs.
you doubled forward suddenly, the bitter taste of bile rising sharply in your throat. a harsh cough tore through you, wet and ragged, shaking your entire body. the pressure in your chest intensified, as if something was twisting and clawing at your lungs, refusing to be held back any longer. your hands flew instinctively to your mouth, trying to stifle the cough, but it was no use. you gagged, the taste of something metallic and distinctly nutty flooding your senses.
kazuhaâs eyes instantly widened with alarm. without hesitation, he dropped his ramen box onto the counter and ran to your side, hand firm on your back as you bent forward, gasping for air. the warmth of his touch contrasted sharply with the cold chill settling in your bones. tears pricked at your eyes, your body trembling. star-shaped petals spilled out of your mouth and onto your hands, smearing blood and spit onto them.
your coughs subsided into shaky gasps, but the ache remained â deep and relentless. when your breathing steadied, you leaned weakly against kazuhaâs side, eyes dull with exhaustion. his hand remained on your back, gentle but unwavering, and he looked down at you with a gaze full of nothing but pure concern.
âiâm sorry,â you whispered around your hands, voice barely audible. you choked on a sob this time instead of flowers.
â
the fifth night, you could barely get out of bed.
the ache in your lungs had settled into something near-constant now. every breath you took felt shallow. pale-pink sheets stuck to your skin with sweat, and your mouth still tasted like iron and nuts and that awful sweetness you once loved but now couldn't stomach. a petal clung wetly to your chin.
you didnât remember falling asleep, but you must have. when you had opened your eyes, the sky outside your window had dimmed into something bruised and purple. the sun was basically gone and the stars were still nowhere to be seen.
and then you found yourself outside again.
you left the house wearing only your nightshirt and slippers. no coat, nothing to protect you from the wind.
you walked aimlessly for a while.
and then you saw him.
he was standing by a streetlamp near the corner convenience store, head tilted to the side, a steaming styrofoam cup in one of his hands. his hood was pulled up, casting a shadow over his sharp features. even in the dim light, you could see the familiar violet of his eyes.
he looked up before you could turn around and disappear.
his expression shifted the moment he saw you. he blinked slowly, lips parting. not quite surprise, something much more akin to dread.
ââŠyou look like shit,â he said.
his voice was detached, but there was a hesitation behind the words that gave him away.
you didnât reply.
you stared at him, throat raw and hot with unshed tears. the wind bit into you, and you regretted not mustering up the energy to wear something warmer.
he looked at you, then away, then back again.
âkazuha told me,â he muttered. âabout the flowers.â
your heart stopped.
âdidnât believe him at first,â he said. âthought he was lying or being poetic or some shit like always.â
you stayed silent.
his gaze dropped to the ground between you. he took a sip from the cup idly, eyes narrowing slightly as if lost in thought.Â
âthen i saw you just now. and⊠yeah.â he looked back at you, a flicker of guilt in his eyes, quickly masked by his usual nonchalant expression. âyou look pretty fucking sick to me.â
âi-â you tried to say something, but your voice cracked. you pressed a hand to your throat, the ache pulsing like a heartbeat.
he sighed, tugging his hood back a bit. âi came all this way because kazuha wouldnât leave me alone,â he admitted, voice low. âheâs been on my ass. âgo see her,â he said. didnât expect to run into ya out here, though. was gânna wait a bit til i went to your house.â
you started to speak, but a cough spewed out inside of words. you doubled over, the world narrowing to the rasp in your lungs and the way his eyes darted with concern.
his cup hit the ground before you even realized heâd moved. dark liquid splattered onto the ground, and the faint aroma of roasted beans lingered in the air. steam curled lazily from the remnants in the cup, twisting upward like smoke caught in a breeze.
âhey-â his voice cracked mid-word as he caught you by the shoulders, steadying you. his hands were cold, trembling just a little. âbreathe. shit, just- just breathe, okay?â
you nodded, but the motion only made the dizziness worse. the cold dug deeper, threading through your veins, and you felt impossibly small under the streetlightâs harsh glow.
he exhaled, the sound sharp. âyou shouldnât even be outside,â he muttered. âyouâre gonnaâŠâ he stopped himself. swallowed the word.
die.
you knew thatâs what heâd meant. you almost wanted him to say it.
the silence stretched, thin and fragile as glass.
he shifted, jaw clenching. âyou should probably get that checked out,â he muttered, as if the words could make up for the silence between you.
you tried to laugh. it came out cracked and ugly.
âyeah,â you rasped. ânot like i already have! i wouldâve never thought to get it checked out! do you think iâm fucking stupid?â despite your harsh tone, your eyes were glassy.
scaramouche flinched.
for a moment, neither of you said anything. the world felt painfully still, save for the soft hum of the streetlight and the dull rustling of trees due to the wind. you could feel him watching you, even when he looked away.
âyou shouldnât be out here,â he said again. his tone was flat again, that same detached indifference heâd perfected ever since he stopped caring.
âyou shouldnât have come,â you whispered back.
his head snapped toward you at that. something flickered across his face â hurt? anger? regret? you couldnât tell anymore.
âyeah,â he said after a beat, voice tight. âguess i shouldnât have.â
you looked down at your shoes, the cracked pavement blurring. you wanted to say you missed him. that it still hurt. that you were sorry for whatever you did that made him pull away. but the words wouldnât come. only another cough, wet and weak.
he moved then, instinctively, one step forward, then froze again. you saw the hesitation in his eyes before he pulled back.
âtake care of yourself,â he said quietly.
and then he turned.
the space where he stood felt colder once he left, like heâd taken the last bit of warmth with him.
you pressed a trembling hand against your ribs, trying to steady your breath.
you wanted to call out his name, just once more, but the sound died in your throat, swallowed by the night.
â
the last night, you wandered into your kitchen.
mustering all your remaining strength, stepping over piles and piles of dirtied flowers, you walked to your kitchen, bare feet padding gently across cold tile. the lights stayed off. you didnât have enough energy to to turn them on.
you werenât hungry, not really. just tired. youâd barely slept; every time your eyes closed, you dreamt of him leaving and the silence that came after.
you leaned against the counter, arms limp at your sides, breathing slow. your gaze flicked to the small glass jar sitting on the highest shelf. empty. it had been for weeks now. you didnât even need to check.
you remembered when you would sit in the kitchen in the tired hours of dawn, the whole world hushed around you. scaramouche would be sleeping quietly in your bed, face squished against one of the fluffy pillows. you would pray that he wouldnât notice you were gone. you would go to your kitchen. you would go to your kitchen and just simply stare at the empty jar where you had once kept bam yang gang, the jelly scaramouche brought home every so often. it was one of the only sweets he liked, and, before you could even try it, youâd find out he had scarfed down all the jelly. you could only imagine the taste. you still didnât know. the only reason you had wanted to try it was for him, to understand what exactly he liked. but, if you had to guess, maybe it was similar to the flowers that were slowly killing you. the slightly nutty taste, the lightness of it.
âyou always want way too much,â was what scaramouche had said as you stood by your doorway with glassy eyes, but no. no, all you had wanted was that â just that one thing: to sit beside him, shoulder to shoulder, your knee barely grazing his, sharing that chestnut red bean jelly together.Â