You know, honestly it wasn't what he ever said that got me most.. The heart aching, knot in my stomach came from my own disappointment in the reality of it all.
Im a sad soul indeed to have found a one sided friendship with you. Creating this unhealthy packed between us without including you. I love you as a whole important factor to my life for almost a year. Called me your ' BullDog' aaaawooooff'.. Took on you as my person I could trust after all, then I seen you watch me fall time and time again. Words cutting my skin... How can you let yourself get so close to someone who doesn't even see you by them. idk either but even when your not my friend. I'm always yours, an even after all you've said to hurt me, I'd still love the broken man in your head. Your an amazing person with a brilliant shine.
-the one sided friend,
§ Graciemayy§








