#ongoing saga

what would iseul and ??? be 👀

y’all getting me in trouble lmaoo

My crush is the secury guard from my neighborhood, i dont know if you remember but you said to me tell some little updates heheh.... and i have one heheheheh 😻😻😻😻 i dont have no one to talk about it so im here heheheh

these days im feeling a tender atmosfere when i see him, like a tenderness in his eyes, could be a delulu? idk 🤣 but today we played a lil bit with a cat in the neighborhood while he was on the motorcycle at the time he does the route on the street.

I was playing with this cat and he came with his motorcycle, the cat hide bc he was scared with the noise from bike and then he started making pssst pssst next to me and then the cat appeared, we smiled each other heheheh and then he finished doing his first route, then he came again and tried to follow the cat with me ahahah kind of cute I'm feeling silly

Hello!

Of course I remember you! 😍

So nice to hear from you again and I'm truly happy you keep me (us) updated!

Tender is good! I can see why those feelings come to you. He also has a motorcycle?! Wow! Oh! Try to find out whether the cat or other pets actually like him, like come to him on their own will. Animals can tell who's a good person. If they come to him and let him pet them - it's a catch! 😘

You're not silly. It's one of the beautiful things about life to feel like this - inffatuated and having a crush. Enjoy it while it lasts as it's usualy not a long-term situation (biologically, the hormones cause this simply wear off after a while).

Feel free to hit my inbox anytime! I'm happy to see where this love story is going. 😉 I'm fully invested now! 🌟

i’ve been plugging away on this 20-tape VHS order. [we digitize analog media at the camera store. people bring us their old tapes and movies and shit. mostly home movies, stuff people shot on camcorders etc. also film stuff. slides. whatnot. mostly i find the work rewarding, but it’s also often real boring.] Most of them are like, family shit. 

this order, clearly these people had a camcorder that took full size VHS tapes. great! so there’s lots of Little Suzie’s First Steps kinda shit, which is great. Also lots of Lil Suzie’s First Concert, which is less great because I leave the sound on so I know when the tape ends, but like. whatever. i’ll live.

but also these tapes fit in the VCR, so a bunch of them... well, these people liked Law & Order.

One tape I left running for like 45 min and was finally like okay they don’t want this, this is just The Price Is Right and shit. I was about to turn it off when it fuzzed out and was--

Little Suzie’s Third Birthday.

oh my god someone taped over the first 45 minutes of Little Suzie’s Third Birthday.

So the next time it happened i let it go the whole time. Now this is labor-intensive shit, I have to let it run realtime the whole time so a two-hour tape really takes up two hours of the machine, but then I also have to run it through an editing process to strip out the dead space and recompress it to something your computer will want to play, and that usually takes another like 20 minutes or so.

I’m just now finally burning the DVD and I’ve just done the final editing pass and hit the button and I’m realizing... no, this one is ENTIRELY Law & Order and an epsiode of the West Wing. Fuck.

Well, I’m giving it to them, because I did all the work, because I fully expected at some point it was going to tick over and be Little Suzy’s First Horseback Riding Lesson or something, and if you want to bitch that you just paid twenty bucks for some old reruns, well, I just spent about three hours making those reruns into something you can watch on your computer, and I deserve to get paid for those three hours and it’s not my fault you taped over whatever touching family moment was supposed to be on there.

Sunday Morning Coffee, a Bit Late

Well. Talk about a roller coaster.  I’ve been feeling a lot better for nearly three weeks now, even venturing out on my own now and then. Went to church last week, attended a Christmas gathering on Friday night with our church women.  I was really tire yesterday, and spent a lot of time doing nothing.

Last night, or rather early this morning,  I woke up with acute pain right where this whole…