#onf angst

There's inconsistency in Hyojin's gaze. There's sincerity, and you can feel the care he holds for you. You always had a place in his heart, even if it wasn't big enough to last. But you'd be blind to not pick up on the discontentment that drowns his expression. You could try to cling to him and your relationship. He would probably go along with it—always trying to make you happy as best as he can. Always at the expense of himself; and then dragging you down with him unbeknownst to himself. But how much longer could you last before it got overwhelming? A month? A week? Or would you break again tomorrow?

Your lips curl into a sad smile. "But you're not happy with me. I can't make you happy."

You hate how much grief the words stir up in your body. It's not his fault. But it hurts all the same. You can't will the pain away just to spare his feelings. Not again. Not when you know it never works.

Days turned into weeks turned into months. Time kept circling as you and Hyojin grew more distant. You share the same space, sleep in the same bed, are each other's company every day. But it has long since been nothing more than that. Just company. Mindless, careless, loveless. What once blossomed bright between you two is barely noticeable anymore. You can't even bring yourself to form those three words anymore. You can only imagine Hyojin feels it even deeper.

"It'll be for the best. We'll be okay without each other and… and even if it hurts now, it can't hurt forever, right?" you ask Hyojin, hoping he has the reassurance you need. He nods, although you can see him gnawing at his bottom lip and his thumb shifting against the cuff of his hoodie sleeve.

You're burying the hurt while he grapples with the change. You'll miss him even before he has left. He'll feel your absence in the little things at first. It'll last longer than it needs to because he's always been stuck in his old ways. It's hard to break a habit, especially when your presence became one. Every day it was you, whether or not he wanted it to be. Now he'll have to learn to live without.

"It's for the best," Hyojin agrees after the silence grew impatient. The confidence in his voice allows you to finally exhale.

The departure crept up slowly, but the goodbye was fairly quick. Not painless, but soft enough you couldn't ask for more. You left the apartment you shared with him for two years with a heavy but calm heart. You can only hope that Hyojin will be happy in the future. Whatever place he still has in your heart, you'll let him stay as just a memory until he slowly fades away.

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You lifted your head to look back at Seungjun in no time. To be honest, you had no idea of what he was blabbing about at this point.

“Of course!” you automatically lied “well, not actually. I’m sorry, Seungjun.”

The guilty felt like fulfilling your head, then going down your throat and finally reaching your stomach. It had nothing to do with Seungjun catching you zooming out though.

He pressed his lips together looking frustrated but not really angry. You read something like “Should I repeat everything I’ve said?” impressed on his face. He was a simple guy. You were jealous of him.

It was that at some point in his monologue, a thought intruded your mind, pushing his voice to the side and stealing your attention. His words started to float away in the air as another narrative overhung heavy behind your eyes. You had dangerous thoughts becoming slowly more frequent. Now they even dare to greet you when you were actively occupied with tasks.

You sighed considering explaining your dilemma to the guy in front of you. You knew he would be sympathetic and maybe you could even share your pain with him. However, involving Seungjun would put him into trouble along with you. Consequently, it would be reckless of you. Even though he was your best friend, he was also your boyfriend’s best friend. You barely could deal with the idea of breaking Jaeyoung’s heart. Making it for real would hurt you like a sword. Your stomach tightened as you imagined a literal wound.

…

Jaeyoung and Yuto were already in the oldest’s garage when you arrived with Seungjun. The two guys seemed to have a trivial conversation as Yuto was sitting on the old massive soundbox that you got in a second-hand shop when the band was still a trio and you had no public. Jaeyoung was on the floor next to his drums, part of his butt occupied the end of the rug, where the large instrument laid on. The rug was quite dusty but none of you could bother to clean it. Yuto once told you that it looked awful but everyone came up with excuses not to take any action on the issue. “I hope no one other than us shows up here” he sighed giving up. He would never do all the work by himself.

A sweet smile took over Jaeyoung’s whole face as he turned his head to look at you and Seungjun entering. He often smiled with all his facial features, it seemed. That probably was definitive to make you fall in love with him back in your first year in college. You attended that class for a month when you had to work together on a project. He was so gentle to you that you could not help putting your heart right in his hands. His voice was always deep in the perfect tone to lull you into daydreams of being between his arms. But, at first, he was not able to see you as more than a friend. He used to give you shivers every time he tucked your hair behind your ear. Why the hell he did that if he were not falling in love? Sometimes you hated him, but not really. You could not hate the owner of the sweetest smile, it was against your nature.

You loved Jaeyoung for almost a year without getting anything in return, yet your pseudo-band was born. Him, Seungjun and you had the same sense of humor, even though your crush liked to pretend like he did not. 2DMH was your band name, the letters stood for Didn't Do My Homework. You attempted to open a concert still yet that year but they say something was missing in the music you made together. That thing happened to be Yuto, who was still minding his own business in Japan back then.

In the present days, the three of you, in fact, had the younger guy in your band. In reality, now you looked more like a real band and the recognition was coming more and more solidly.

Yuto stopped dangling his legs as his eyes found yours, but you were not supposed to look at him when your boyfriend was getting up to come to you. “Wassup, guys?” Jaeyoung said referring to both you and Seungjun but heading right to you. He cupped your face and pecked your forehead.

“Are we late?” Seungjun asked, picking up his cell phone inside of his jacket pocket and then panicking “Oh shit! Are my nails already dry?”

You smiled amused with his reaction as the other two guys looked clueless. “I guess the time we took to get here was enough to dry your nail polish”.

“Yey! Show us what you did” Yuto said cheerfully jumping out of the soundbox.

“What I did” you rectified, your frame warmly hugged by Jaeyoung.

“Well,” Seungjun started. “I felt like trying something new.” And raised his hands, so both Jaeyoung and Yuto could see them well. He moved his fingers in wave-like motions as his smile looked about to pop out of his face.

The other two exclaimed something about his nails looking cool at the same time. You could lay your eyes again on the sleek surface of his short nails.

“I got the inspo from my roommate though.”

“Ah yeah, Changyoon is stylish.” Your boyfriend commented. “Anyways, sorry for changing the topic, but Yuto and I have news.”

You pulled back from Jaeyoung so he and the younger guy could clarify the announcement.

“Do you all know Minkyun, right?” Yuto asked and turned to you and Seungjun, who nodded in a rush. “Well, his friend owns a club called Asteroid, they need a good band to play in their rock nights. They saw us playing last week”.

You played in the party to welcome the newcomers. You had so much fun that day, the sports arena was decorated with vibrant pennant flags, the makeshift stage looked so good with spotlights sparkling in different colors and directions from time to time. Freshmen as well as seniors having fun at the beginning of a new academic year.

“In short, we have an audition next week, so they’re gonna decide which band is performing in their house. If it goes right for us, we’re having a place to play every Saturday night.” Jaeyoung finished.

"You don't say” you said quite softly, the surprise making your eyes widen. It would be more than just having an established place to make concerts in, it meant the end of you all practically begging to play at random events all over the city. Sometimes you felt like an annoying kid, from your first concert to the present, you had not achieved big stuff. Performing at Asteroid would allow you to earn actual money from your hobby.

Your boyfriend laughed at your dumb expression. “This is true, babe. We were invited this time.”

“Well, then should we practice until our arms fall apart?” you joked.

“Or until our vocal cords are wrecked?” Seungjun added.

“I guess we’re gonna need our arms and vocal cords, but we should practice indeed.” Jaeyung headed to his drummer set in an inviting gesture. The way he glanced over his shoulders with a positive movement of eyebrows stirred a delicate smile from you. The two guitarists followed him to their usual positions. You threw an enthusiastic look to your bass, patiently waiting for you close to the roll-up garage door, before taking it.

…

You, Seungjun and Yuto took the metro together back to your places. Your weekly rehearsal in Jaeyoung’s garage went alright and you were fairly tired. Your boyfriend told Yuto to carry you home safely, which was unexpected because it was a while since the last time he joked like that. It was quite funny that your boyfriend was repeating those words exactly when your feelings for Yuto were emerging back. Even if he had never known about some happenings, sometimes he acted like he unconsciously felt the tension between you and the Japanese guy.

Seungjun said good-bye when the metro stopped at his station, obligating you and Yuto to be alone. It often happened that way, since the two of you lived in the same neighborhood, close to the college. Despite your confused friendship, you got along well, as if nothing had ever happened. The way your thoughts kept finding their way to him lately got you wondering if he was dealing better than you with the past. He was so equilibrated, a bit straitlaced sometimes, you found. Still, a nice guy to be close to.

The covered arm of his guitar laid between the two of you in the metro seat, you had left your bass in the garage this time. You ended up showing up at your boyfriend’s numerous times a week after all. Yuto was too quiet playing with his own fingers and it somehow infected you. You crossed your legs and fidgeted with the torn fabric of your pants. “Are you okay?” you finally asked.

“I’m just... Thinking.”

“About what? If I can ask you, of course.”

He breathed in deeply and released the air through his mouth in a noisy way. “Trip Advisor is about to close permanently. I have no idea of what to do if we don’t start working on that club for real. How can I found a boss as kind as Mr. Kim?”

Trip Advisor was the restaurant where Yuto worked at night and Mr. Kim was really nice since Yuto got day-offs to perform with 2DMH every time he asked for.

“You won’t have to. Please take it easy. We’re gonna get to play in Asteroid and the payment is good and you'll be getting the biggest part.”

You both stood up to get out of the metro. Yuto still had a concerned look, his eyes mirrored a million worries as you swerved away from the people walking their way inside the platform.

“But what if the owner chooses other-?”

“No!” you interrupted him. “It’s gonna be us. Forget the other bands”

Now you marched upstairs and you felt bad for having almost yelled at him. “Listen, I promise you that I’ll give my best in that audition and I can speak for Jaeyoung and Seungjun as well. If by any chance, they are dumb and don’t pick us, we’ll find another way. You can stay at my place. Anything!”

He nodded visibly grateful for your words, still, he struggled to give a side smile. He wanted to match your optimism so badly. “I can even stay in Jaeyoung’s garage” he joked and it felt as if the clouds were opening to the sun after the rain.

“Yes, you can even wrap yourself in that rug.”

Both of you stopped right in front of the building where you lived. Yuto had carried you home safely as promised. “Wanna go inside?” you did not understand why you asked that but he accepted the invitation and followed you. Maybe you just needed to stay together for a little bit, maybe he thought you had some bread hidden, some that you were now willing to offer him.

You internally joked, and consequently had to stop your laugh from coming. In fact, you fought yourself not to have weird thoughts about him when you were together. Being random and silly helped, yet sometimes his small gestures reminded you of why your heart skipped some beats for him.

The way he sweetly accepted to go upstairs and chill in your apartment sent you to about a year ago, when you barely knew each other. Back then, you felt bitter because it had been an entire year of you just being friends with Jaeyoung, no romantic interest could be noticed by his side. The very beginning of a new academic year got you in your worst temper regarding him. Therefore you avoided meeting him other than in your shared classes and 2DMH rehearsals. Your main excuse was being a volunteer at helping foreign newbies. You had been often paired with Yuto even though he did not need much help at anything. The two of you walked around and hanged out more than anything.

“I should have introduced you to the library today!” You remembered when you passed by the old building on your way back from your walking. You had only twenty minutes to go before your class. “Should I do it now real quick?”

“Oh! Why not?” he shrugged, his hands hidden inside the pockets of his dark jeans.

You two crossed the library lobby almost running to take keys and lock your backpacks before rushing yourselves to the middle of the silent sea of words. You did your best at explaining to him how that place was organized as you walked between full bookshelves. The Japanese guy followed you with the most adorable eyes during those few minutes you had to see as much as you could. You had no idea, but he had been already taught all that bullshit that you summarized in a rush, which he admitted you later.

You pretended to be angry at and he got easily fooled by the way you crossed your arms and said “What kind of idiot do you think I am?”

His way to apologize took you completely off-guard, causing a shock at your feelings. “Y/N, sorry if I upset you. It’s just that I feel like I can watch the same movie 79 times with you without getting bored.”

You unlock your apartment and both you and Yuto stepped out of your sneakers to walk inside in socks.

“You know what I think about our band name” he mentioned while you slid your window open.

You took a while to respond, one of your neighbors rode a bike down on the street. “I do! You love it” you pop up with a dumb smile.

Yuto burst into laughter. His expression was so pure as he clap his hands thanks to your sudden yet bold reply. You felt actually proud of drawing some amusement from him after the tension that surrounded his current situation.

Once he finally regrouped himself, he wiped his tears away with the back of his hand and talked back “I would never be part of a band named like that if I had friends one year ago.”

“Come on! Your life in Korea would be quite shitty if you hadn’t known us.” You spoke with overexcited manners, making a funny scene to maintain his mood up. Your hands sketched elastic forms in the air. “You may don’t like our name, but you love us. Just admit it, you love me.”

(y/n) and Hyojin haven’t been together for very long but they both like each other very much. They have only been together for 7 months. Hyojin was happy that (y/n) was so supportive of him being a trainee and not having that much time to spend with her. He knew that anyone else would have been a better boyfriend for her cause they would, probably, be able to spend more time with her. But despite that she still chooses him, reassuring him almost daily that she understands his situation and won’t hold it against him but she will be his biggest fan and supporter. Hyojin and (y/n) had talked many times about their situation because there are going to be many difficulties in their situation. For example, he most likely won’t be allowed to date once he debuts, if he is allowed they probably have to keep their relationship secret so as to not receive hate and much more. 

Quite some time had gone by since Hyojin was put into the group he would debut with and he was chosen to be the leader but even so (y/n) had only met one of the other guys. That being J-Us seeing as Hyojin and him had known each other longer than the others. Hyojin often spoke about his new friends who would be in the group with him, there were J-Us, E-Tion, U, MK, Laun and Wyatt. (y/n) always thought that they all seemed very nice and interesting and she really wanted to meet them one day. Hyojin hadn’t actually dated anyone before (y/n) but rather gone on a date didn’t like the person searched for someone else but then he found (y/n) and they have been together since then. (y/n) however had had one actual boyfriend before Hyojin but from what (y/n) had told him that relationship ended on bad terms and she hasn’t spoken with her ex since the day they broke up. When Hyojin first found out he was a little worried that their relationship would end like (y/n)’s previous one had but after their 7 months of dating he wasn’t worried anymore. (y/n) had dated a guy called Shim Jae Young for 2 months until their relationship ended because the relationship was moving quickly and neither (y/n) nor Jae Young(Wyatt) were ready for it which created problems along the way and the two lost trust in each other which then ended their relationship. A while later (y/n) found Hyojin who she now loves and she feels like this time she’s found the right person. Neither (y/n) nor Hyojin are aware of the fact that (y/n)’s ex Jae Young is Hyojin’s group mate Wyatt and Wyatt isn’t aware that Hyojin’s girlfriend is his ex. Whenever Hyojin has spoken about (y/n) he hasn’t mentioned her full name and so even if Wyatt recognized the girl’s first name he didn’t think much of it. And whenever Hyojin spoke about his members he never mentioned Wyatt’s real name as Hyojin only used Jae Young’s stage name. 

So imagine the awkward silence and tense feeling in the room when Hyojin brought (y/n) with him to WM Entertainment and the first person she sees is her ex boyfriend. The first meeting wasn’t very nice, ending with neither (y/n) nor Wyatt saying more than hello to each other but (y/n) did talk with the rest. Hyojin and (y/n) spoke that night about the situation. While Hyojin wasn’t too happy about one of his now best friends having dated his girlfriend, however he could accept it because he knew that (y/n) was in love with him now and not Wyatt. It took some time for Hyojin and Wyatt to not be awkward around each other but eventually, with the help from the others, they returned to normal. Though times when (y/n) came to visit or she was staying over at the dorm instead of Hyojin staying at her place were a bit tense and awkward between (y/n) and Wyatt. Hyojin understood why it was awkward for them but he wanted them to become friends because he wanted to be able to hang out with his best friends and his girlfriend without the problematic tenseness in the air. So, he decided to assemble himself, (y/n) and Wyatt in a room to have a talk about the situation. While it wasn’t the best plan it did kind of work for now (y/n) and Wyatt are friends, but they do try to not be too close to each other. But them keeping a little distance, Hyojin was content with. 

↝ Skip to after ONF’s debut ↜

It’s been a while since Wyatt and (y/n) met again, they have become friends and everything is good between the two of them as well as things with Hyojin. Hyojin has almost fully put it behind him that (y/n) and Wyatt had dated previously, especially now that his 2 year anniversary with (y/n) is coming up. The problem wasn’t between (y/n) and Hyojin, no the problem was with Wyatt. When he became close with (y/n) again he remembered. Remembered why he fell in love with her back then and he remembered how it felt to hold her hand, hug her, kiss her. Most days he goes through the pain of seeing her do all these things with Hyojin and he is reminded that he can never feel that again. Wyatt realized now that he had been too young and too dumb to see how special (y/n) was and how much he really had loved her. He now understood the saying: ‘You don’t know what you have until it’s gone’. He had a beautiful diamond but he lost her because he didn’t treasure her and now someone else has found her and sees her real worth.  Wyatt knew that if he ever told (y/n) or Hyojin about his resurfaced feelings it would only cause more problems. Though as time went on it was harder and harder for him to keep it hidden because he kept looking at (y/n) with heart eyes. (y/n) noticed because she recognized the way that Wyatt looked at her, the same way he did when the two of them were in love, the same way that Hyojin now looks at her and the same way she looks at Hyojin. (y/n) hasn’t said anything about it to Hyojin or talked about it with Wyatt because she thinks it’s unnecessary to create a fight by bringing it up. The other members see it as well and so does Hyojin but everyone keeps quiet. 

“what the hell changyoon? first you set a whole bunch of rules, then you tell me who i am or not allowed to talk to.” i scoffed again standing up deciding whether if i was going to walk out of that door and completely quit, or just sit at my desk thinking about what i did wrong. before i knew it, i was walking towards the door, but my wrist got pulled back, and i was pushed up against the wall.

“of course i can tell you what to do. you work for me, not him. i need you to understand that, princess.” if my heart wasn’t beating for him before, it sure was now. i know he was mocking seungjoon but damn did it make my heart go insane when he called me that.

“y-yes sir.” i nodded and cleared my throat to distract myself from the fact that i was probably turning bright red by now. how was i supposed to know that i was the type to fall for someone just because of some nickname.

that night at dinner, changyoon did what he had to do with hyojin but he wouldn’t stop looking over at me. i tried not to look over at him, but the only way that i could tell that he was looking at me, was to look back at him. every single time, he would smirk before looking away. i didn’t know why he was doing that.

“prin- y/n?” i gulped when he slipped up about the nickname, which gained  looks from both hyojin and seungjoon. do i deny anything about us or do i be honest?

“yes sir?” i bit my lip as i replied back to him, my face completely red now. i didn’t know if i was supposed to respond to the part when he called me princess or if i was supposed to respond to my name. i figured this was the best anwser to both. 

“can you go pay the bill for us?” he smiled before hyojin told seungjoon to follow me. i laughed nodding before walking out of the door with seungjoon, turning around to look at him once more. 

“don’t even think about it. you just started working there. you’re not allowed to fall for him this easy y/n.” seungjoon scoffed when he put his arm around my shoulder reminding me that i had just started working there and it wouldn’t be a good idea if i did fall for him. 

so after a few months, i was head over heels for him. him calling me princess had become his habit that he accidently calls me that in front of his staff, which of course made me the most hated staff member by all the female staff. i would walk down the hallways and they would be there glaring at me. 

“princess can you come in here please?” he shouted from his office and i stood up from my desk trying to stop my heart from fluttering when i walked in the room, but it didn’t work. i opened the door and i was swooning. 

“what’s up?” i giggled knowing he hated when i was all casual with him but he started it first no? i walked up to his desk to then he told me to over to his side, before he stood up. when i walked over to him, he was completely towering over me smirking. before i knew it, he had slid his arm around my waist pulling me insanely close to him. 

“let’s make a deal. if i can continue to keep my hands off you by the end of this week, then i’ll let you have that position that just opened up. if i can’t, i’m going to make you mine but you won’t get that position.” when i heard these things coming out of his mouth, i didn’t believe a word. he told me not to fall for him and here he is talking about this stuff as if it was this easy. i sure as hell wasn’t going to make it this easy. 

“nice try changyoon. you told me not to fall for you so i haven’t. i’m not going to participate in this deal just because of that position. i’m happy where i am.” i was being honest because i liked working with changyoon. wait, that’s wrong. i liked being the only one working close with him. 

“and if i’ve fallen for you?” he smirked whispering into my ear then pulled away to look me in the eyes. he put his hand under my chin making me look up at him. how the hell do you anwser something like this? his eyes made it’s way down to my lips as i licked them. i rolled my eyes starting my reply to him.

“i wouldn’t believ-” i couldn’t even finish my sentence before he pressed his lips against mine then moved his free arm to wrap around my waist. i smiled into the kiss when he pulled me even closer to him. 

Your words were as clear as ever, yet Hyojin’s clouded brain still didn’t want to believe them. How could it all be over? Thousands of years serving without a question, gone in an instant? 

“It doesn’t make sense. Why would they trick me? They forbade us from ever deceiving anyone. Not even demons.” Hyojin grasped at an explanation, and while you would never admit that you had any affection for him, the look of pure sadness on his face had your heart aching. You always knew those angels were backstabbers. 

“Even angels can lie, Hyojin. You knew that.” You whispered, biting your lip as you looked away from him. You could feel the fire on your wings burn a bit brighter and hotter as the wind picked up. Maybe it was because you were angry, or maybe it was because you caught Hyojin’s shiver. You were stuck on an old deserted jet runway, the weather conditions gloomy and harsh. 

You had known from the second you saw Hyojin fly down that something was wrong, but you hadn’t expected it to have finally come to an end. The more you thought of it, the more it made sense. Hyojin had always been different from the other heavenly hosts. He always had a more mischievous way of mind and was willing to take more of a risk. You were reminded of all the times Hyojin had lied to you in the past— never harmful lies, never in the way he had been lied to, but it was enough for you to know that he was already destined to be banished.

“Are you sure you’re allowed down here?”

“Of course. Angels don’t need a reason to visit Earth.”

You both knew back then the laws of the heavens, especially ones regarding excursions to Earth. And you both knew that Hyojin was breaking the rules for you. Because he was foolishly fond of you. Because he knew you were different as well.

“Promise me that if things go wrong, you won’t sacrifice yourself for me. You’re perfect, Hyojin. You’re angelic. Don’t abandon all that you have for a demon like me.”

“I promise.”

Even the brainless humans could tell that those 2 words held no truth behind them. 

“What now?” Hyojin whispered the question in both of your minds. 

“You have two options.” You breathed, stepping towards the angel on his knees. “Either you live amongst the humans, immortal as a fallen angel, or you come with me to the underworld. Hell won’t accept you easily, and you’ll have to fight against the ones you used to call friends, but I can assure your safety.” 

“Will I ever get my powers back?” He asked. He sounded hopeless, lost, abandoned, forgotten. Even now, you were the only one who would ever remember his name. It had been erased from all records of angels.

“There is a way…” You thought out loud, your brain sifting through the risks. You looked back down at Hyojin, “It won’t be a replica of your angelic powers, but it will be similar to mine. I can give you a piece of my power and it will be your job to nurse it. You have to make it your own. Learn how to control it, don’t let it overwhelm you… or you will go mad.”

He nodded, understanding the weight of the risk. His tears had now stopped, and where they had fallen, you noticed fine cracks starting to form on his skin. His hands no longer held a white glow, revealing the more human-like skin underneath. His powers were fading away from him. They would be completely gone in minutes. 

You crouched down next to him, your hand tentatively touching his cheek for the first time. You had never dared before. A demon like you touching a member of the heavenlies? You needn’t even imagine what it would do to your powers if he still held all his strength. Hyojin had always been stronger than you. Seeing him so devoid of his former energy was alienating. 

“Your wings will dissipate. We will have to walk.” You whispered, a sad smile on your face as you took in his beautiful wings for the last time. Shimmering a bright white— almost too white. Everything white and pure and holy about him would soon be gone without a trace. 

He glanced up at you, his lip quivering as his strength left him. He had never felt so powerless, but he accepted his fate without a fight. He closed his eyes, clinging to your arm as his wings slowly faded, leaving behind scars on his back. His golden hair faded to black, and the cracks on his face evened out, leaving nothing but a humanlike soft skin behind. It was nothing like his angelic face, but it was still him.

“Let’s go. I’ll introduce you to my friends. Seungjun and Minkyun aren’t half-bad as far as demons go. Just don’t go near Minkyun’s felines. They’ll scratch your angel face, soon as look at you.” You grinned, stroking his cheek before standing up. He kept his head down as you led him to the portal. Down there, he could no longer be known as an angel, but would never be accepted as one of Beezlebub’s cronies, either. 

You would keep him safe— away from the hostile devils and imps. You would wait and watch as he nurtured his new powers and formed a new identity, closer to you than ever before. He was no longer your mischievous angel, but, perhaps, someone more deserving of the title lover.

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